Sorry for my inactivity! My internet was dead yesterday (probably because it was too cold yesterday? I have no idea.) But now it's finally back!! (It was so boring without Colors ;v;)

Here's a small update:
I've finally visited my psychologist two days ago. It was suprisingly very helpful... I feel much better now. But it was super embarrassing and awkward to talk about my anxiety and gender problems... Dx I really hope I don't have to live in the hospital again, because I also told her about my suicidal thoughts and (healed, don't worry) scars. This would be the worse. It would be much better if I could visit a therapist every week or something like that. Well, I'm excited for the next meeting with her.