relapse. by xFennek

lastnight. i dont even know... it was only a matter of time until it happened i dont care..

my brother really doesn't have to try to make something in my head go off. i always hear him say sh.it about how i'm annoying and i swear to god, you make me feel worthless. i know i'm stupid. i still appreciate everything you do for me. but, i hope one of these days when i find the courage to kill myself, you'll think back on how annoying and worthless i was.

#xfennek #vent #relapse #depression #lette

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painted on a Nintendo 3DS
15 Jan, 2016, 1:57 pm
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xFennek

16 Jan, 2016, 10:52 am

I'm sorry. I've been wanting to since I was thirteen. Maybe even longer... I'm gonna be eighteen in Sept... That's been like 7 years and I have no hope left for my life anymore. I may not do it now, but I can certainly feel that I will end my life one day. I know that it won't get better.

But, I appreciate you commenting and trying to help.

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