I hope you feel better soon. I'm praying ... I kinda of feel the same way ... I tried commuting suicide .... And ruined my esophagus .... I have 3 diseases and one of them is extremely rare ..... If u need 2 vent .. vent it out ... keep a small journal to write your problems down then A: Tear them apart and scream (What I do) or B: Just write them down and let the tears flow ... They both help me .... Maybe it can help you <3

Hey, look. I share your exact feelings. life has been sh*t for me and some of my friends, too. But don't keep the emotions bottled up inside.... That's what I do and I'll tell you this, its not healthy. I can never sleep at night due to that and my family is a wreck around me and I just see things in the world that make it worse..... And I've sometimes thought about ending it, but kept that part to myself....... anyways.....

But I want you to know, if you need someone, my door is open to everyone. I think your great and I don't want your greatness to ever go to waste. And im serious when I say... if I could teleport or some sh*t... id teleport to you just to hug you and give you a shoulder to lean on. <3 Stay strong for us.

I read it...
//wraps a caring arm around your shoulder
Hey... I know how you feel. I've lost people close to me because of cancer, and most of my friends move away (or I mess things up and they stop talking to me...).
//gives a weak smile
I can't promise that everything will work out, that things will be okay, but I can say that things can get better. It's not always clear, but things are uphill from here. Just hang in there, okay?