(continued from description) "The worst part is R is in all of my classes and he sits next to me in six out seven of them. I have thought about commiting suicide and there was even one time that i held a gun up to my head. but lucky for me my mom saw me and stopped me. two weeks ago i was pushed down thirty-two concrete stairs by R and somehow managed to break 3 bones (two legs and one arm) I understand that R's dad is in jail but i still don't think he should be bullying me. If you go look at my post in my colors account you will notice that I havent animated in over a year....." (cont)

"that is because R and some of his friends got on colors and made fun of my animations, but i deleted all of their comments. R's mom is on drugs and she has been to jail twice and she doesnt care that R is bullying me. About two months ago R grabbed me with his 'gang' and put me in the bathroom and undressed me till i had no clothing on he took pictures of me and posted them on facebook. I have called the police he went to juvinille court and he managed to get out without a punishment.

One more thing

My father passed away so R teases me about that too.

and my mother doesnt know what to do. she is rarely home she works in a far away place from where i live. i have a nanny but she doesnt care about me and my siblings she only watches us for the money"

INSTRUCTIONS: Comment below with advice for @nimation.

First of, never think of su.icide. Your life matters and is precious.
You've been through things that nobody has to go through. What's more, you've been through it for six years, don't let it all be wasted. Don't let that R beat you. What a bully tries to do is k¡ll your moral and dignity. Don't let him define your life and k¡ill yourself.
Now, the police. Yes, keep calling them as the comment above said. I believe the best thing to do is change schools. Get away from that kid. I believe you can put a restriction order to R considering all the horrible things he did to you. Talk to your mom about it.

I really admire the fact that even though R has bullied you all this time, you tried to understand him. Still, that doesn't give R the right to bully you.
You are an amazing person. Who knows, in the future, maybe R will mature and will apologize to you. Always be willing to forgive because that's the only way to move on. It's hard, but give your best in life.

Be strong! I'm sure (cont)

most of the Colors community will be happy to help you if you need any moral support. Sadly, words are the only thing we can offer here, but at least you have people to talk to if something happens. I hope everything goes well for you.

@Diamondkeys thank u for all of your support i will do those things you suggested. Thanks to you ill start up my colors account again i dont care if he comments rudly anymore i cqre that i am capable of standing up for my self.