here have a wip to keep u steady these four kitties are my song oc kitties that i adopted from greenookie ^^ i hope u guys had a great day yesterday i didnt so yup i might not b posting for awhile cuz im going on strike to get my phone back and i might just walk out of my house soon so yea
#wip
#song
#kitties
#shelloc
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Comments
06 Mar, 2016, 1:25 am
okey u go first
06 Mar, 2016, 1:27 am
ok, ily *kiss
06 Mar, 2016, 1:29 am
ily2 *kisses*
06 Mar, 2016, 2:58 pm
still tired
06 Mar, 2016, 2:59 pm
then go back to sleep ive been keeping myself busy
06 Mar, 2016, 3:01 pm
even if i wanted to i cant cuz theyre ppl who are clingier than u
06 Mar, 2016, 3:06 pm
tell them that u need more sleep and im not even clingy anymore
06 Mar, 2016, 3:07 pm
i do and she gives me only 30 mins-1hour...& ik..
06 Mar, 2016, 3:11 pm
then tell to fully f off cuz shes annoying u and that ud like some actually sleep and to stop being clingy cuz thats my job
06 Mar, 2016, 3:12 pm
mhn..
06 Mar, 2016, 3:17 pm
-3- u need to stop being gently
06 Mar, 2016, 3:17 pm
-3- ik..
06 Mar, 2016, 3:23 pm
im dead serious u need to tell to f off or well in ur case say it gently or u can tell her straight that shes to clingy and u dont like clingy and that u need space or some sh.it cuz u need more sleep
06 Mar, 2016, 3:24 pm
ok ok..
06 Mar, 2016, 3:29 pm
-3-' srry uk she just p.isses me off
06 Mar, 2016, 3:30 pm
mhm
06 Mar, 2016, 3:36 pm
but seriously go back to bed u deserve sleep
06 Mar, 2016, 3:38 pm
im already wide awake, & now shes crying -.-
06 Mar, 2016, 3:41 pm
thats her fault for being clingy anyways ima go play picross cuz i have cheat cheats to dah game XD by that i mean i just copied some finished puzzles off of another dude on mv XD
06 Mar, 2016, 3:43 pm
-3- just goin to leave here....fine ig..
06 Mar, 2016, 3:45 pm
wut o3o
06 Mar, 2016, 3:45 pm
nun..nun..just go play, ima try to get sleep..
06 Mar, 2016, 3:49 pm
okey sweetie try to sleep well flash three times if u need me
06 Mar, 2016, 3:50 pm
ok..cya later
06 Mar, 2016, 7:03 pm
brb food
06 Mar, 2016, 7:05 pm
hm
06 Mar, 2016, 7:19 pm
wat u doin
06 Mar, 2016, 7:26 pm
i gtg, ily
08 Mar, 2016, 3:38 pm
*sighs*
12 Mar, 2016, 8:51 pm
*hugs tightly
12 Mar, 2016, 8:51 pm
hm
12 Mar, 2016, 8:55 pm
hey u ok, i got ur friends txt but ur panic attacks?
12 Mar, 2016, 8:58 pm
*shrugs*i keep getting them in my sleep and i keep freaking out and im paranoid to make everything worse i also have no internet on my phone and my phone is out of money so no im not ok also if u send my sis the phone dont put ur name on it ok
12 Mar, 2016, 9:02 pm
well lucky for u the weather is working with us plus ima stay the night, if that helps u sleep, & ok but so uk my old phone doesnt have as much memory and no contract but can hook up to internet easily and quick (if it doesnt need a password)
12 Mar, 2016, 9:08 pm
as long as ur phone has kik,instragram,skype,a few games,facebook,and snapchat and if i need to add something ill find a way to add it and thats fine ig does it not have lte?also wat if i want to text someone and they dun have media sights
12 Mar, 2016, 9:10 pm
ok first off..ull have to chooce which apps u want, secondly, no it cant txt cuz no contract is assigned to it, thirdly....pie
12 Mar, 2016, 9:15 pm
ill decide when i get it
ok
and ik thats monday
12 Mar, 2016, 9:17 pm
ok
12 Mar, 2016, 9:22 pm
im having a party in math on monday for pie day
12 Mar, 2016, 9:25 pm
oh hehe ok
12 Mar, 2016, 9:26 pm
3.14 is pie
12 Mar, 2016, 9:28 pm
mhm
12 Mar, 2016, 9:34 pm
mhm i wish skyped work but it doesnt
12 Mar, 2016, 9:36 pm
mhm
12 Mar, 2016, 9:38 pm
do u think my email will work or no?
12 Mar, 2016, 9:39 pm
brb
12 Mar, 2016, 9:40 pm
if u had internet sure
k
12 Mar, 2016, 9:54 pm
hm..
12 Mar, 2016, 9:56 pm
back
12 Mar, 2016, 9:57 pm
wat u go do
12 Mar, 2016, 10:02 pm
i ate pizza and breadsticks
12 Mar, 2016, 10:02 pm
mk
12 Mar, 2016, 10:04 pm
mhm *quiet*
12 Mar, 2016, 10:05 pm
*hugs
12 Mar, 2016, 10:08 pm
can i tell u something but u have to promise not to worry
12 Mar, 2016, 10:09 pm
um..ill try..
12 Mar, 2016, 10:12 pm
ok so uk how i can have panic attacks in my sleep so last night i had a panic attck in my dream/nightmare and ig i stopped breathing in rl cuz i woke up coughing lately i feel im having to many panic attacks and being paranoid isnt helping
12 Mar, 2016, 10:13 pm
mm......
i..i see....
lets talk bout this..
12 Mar, 2016, 10:15 pm
y ur worrying arent u i told u not to worry
12 Mar, 2016, 10:25 pm
its my job to worry, plus i dont want u to keep having these
12 Mar, 2016, 10:29 pm
theres nothing to talk bout im going to keep having these and theres nothing anyone can do to help im falling apart my insanity is almost gone im not fixable
12 Mar, 2016, 10:30 pm
theres always somtin to talk about, just tell me how u feel, describe down to the dot for me
12 Mar, 2016, 10:38 pm
i still dont know how to do that all i can tell u is i feel another panic attack coming and i feel like crying thats all ik how to say
12 Mar, 2016, 10:39 pm
so cry babe, let ur emotions out
12 Mar, 2016, 10:44 pm
u see my brain wont let me
12 Mar, 2016, 10:49 pm
think of sad things..
12 Mar, 2016, 10:50 pm
it doesnt work that way
12 Mar, 2016, 10:53 pm
idk then *hugs u
12 Mar, 2016, 10:54 pm
*breathes slow*
12 Mar, 2016, 10:59 pm
*kisses ur cheek
12 Mar, 2016, 11:01 pm
hm
12 Mar, 2016, 11:02 pm
wat
12 Mar, 2016, 11:05 pm
nun
12 Mar, 2016, 11:07 pm
plz tell
12 Mar, 2016, 11:08 pm
just i have a headache
12 Mar, 2016, 11:12 pm
ok *kisses ur head
12 Mar, 2016, 11:16 pm
*yawns*
12 Mar, 2016, 11:16 pm
ur tired to i see
12 Mar, 2016, 11:18 pm
mhm
12 Mar, 2016, 11:21 pm
*hugs gently
12 Mar, 2016, 11:22 pm
hm
12 Mar, 2016, 11:24 pm
*sighs* guess i get nothin
12 Mar, 2016, 11:28 pm
srry just uk out of it cant stop thinking im confused im scared im hurt etc etc i hate talking bout things cuz it makes me nervous
12 Mar, 2016, 11:31 pm
see theres somtin to talk bout, just let it out...dont shut it in, let it out
12 Mar, 2016, 11:34 pm
i cant cuz it makes me nervous and scared
12 Mar, 2016, 11:41 pm
so, u were nervous to skype me, u were nervous to call, u were nervous to show me things/tell me things, etc... uve gone through H'ell and back, just talking bout this should be easy..
12 Mar, 2016, 11:43 pm
im nervous to sleep im scared to sleep cuz i feel like ill just have another panic attack
12 Mar, 2016, 11:46 pm
babe..u wont have another one, trust me, ill be here to help u all night, i promise
12 Mar, 2016, 11:50 pm
the one from last night was the second one in a row this week i had one thursday night too so udk if i will or not
12 Mar, 2016, 11:51 pm
i promise u, as long as me and u can go to chat a lot u wont have one
12 Mar, 2016, 11:52 pm
fine
12 Mar, 2016, 11:57 pm
mhm *hugs
13 Mar, 2016, 12:02 am
*pats*
13 Mar, 2016, 12:06 am
u seem mad at me..
13 Mar, 2016, 12:09 am
no like i said i havent had much sleep lately and im scared out of my wits to sleep plus im paranoid
13 Mar, 2016, 12:11 am
ull be fine, easy tip for paranoia, just accept everything
13 Mar, 2016, 12:12 am
i wont b fine im gonna end up dieing in my sleep
13 Mar, 2016, 12:15 am
no u wont
13 Mar, 2016, 12:16 am
yes i will i cant sleep
13 Mar, 2016, 12:18 am
babe...ill stay up with u if i have to, but my gog..stop thinking bout it
13 Mar, 2016, 12:25 am
...
13 Mar, 2016, 12:26 am
*sighs,wipes my eyes* i just dont wana think bout losing u after i just got u back
13 Mar, 2016, 12:30 am
.......
13 Mar, 2016, 12:32 am
*wipes my face some more
13 Mar, 2016, 12:35 am
hm
13 Mar, 2016, 12:37 am
*sighs/looks at wall
13 Mar, 2016, 12:39 am
i think its best if u try and get me to sleep now
13 Mar, 2016, 12:40 am
its only 7:42....ull be fine for alil longer..
13 Mar, 2016, 12:42 am
..........if u say so......
13 Mar, 2016, 12:44 am
*sits/runs my finger up and down the wall
13 Mar, 2016, 12:45 am
.......
13 Mar, 2016, 12:47 am
*conts/sighs*
13 Mar, 2016, 12:51 am
wut
13 Mar, 2016, 12:54 am
uk...after i got ur friends txt bout ur panic attacks...i ran here..i legitly ran here just to see u, just to cheek on u...i was hopin for u to jump attack me...but im only greeted with a simple hm....*sighs* got my hopes up and worry up almost for nothing...awell...at least i get to see u..
13 Mar, 2016, 12:59 am
well srry that ive been feeling like s.hit all day and that i had no way of contacting until like noon i was freaking out this morning cuz i had no way to tlk to u then friday wasnt an easy day for me and im still confused but i dun wanna talk bout it
13 Mar, 2016, 1:01 am
yea ik bout ur ex...hes trying to be ur friend be hind his gfs back, then treats u like sh'it when she or someone she knows is around....& i get that u feel like sh'it..ive had no sleep to cuz of nightmares and wrry bout u..
13 Mar, 2016, 1:06 am
its not that he just idk wat hes doing anymore but its killing me on friday he tried asking me wat was wrong then he gave and said that if i did have a problem to text him
13 Mar, 2016, 1:10 am
idk then..
13 Mar, 2016, 1:13 am
idk id text but i cant even if i did i wouldnt know how to tell him then theres the question if hed believe me or not then even if i did id have a panic attack texting him
13 Mar, 2016, 1:17 am
*sighs
13 Mar, 2016, 1:20 am
wat i panic and freak out over alot of things i told u im losing my insanity
13 Mar, 2016, 1:23 am
ur sanity for one, two u need to get a grip here..ur losing ur mind over little things...yes ur friends may hav moved, yes ur ex is messing with u for confusing reasons, & yes ur having panic attacks, but uk...u still have time to do somtin bout those..all of those...ur good at puzzles, figure it out..
13 Mar, 2016, 1:26 am
no im not and wats it even matter anymore
13 Mar, 2016, 1:29 am
..*sighs* fine..forget it ok...just go be negative...i tried my best...i poored my heart out for u, i cried for u...but this....not anymore...if ur just goin to spit in my face for everything im goin to try go do for u,..then forget it..
13 Mar, 2016, 1:34 am
..........
13 Mar, 2016, 1:35 am
....
13 Mar, 2016, 1:36 am
*sighs*
13 Mar, 2016, 1:37 am
*punches the wall
13 Mar, 2016, 1:41 am
i cant fake it anymore ok i cant hide it anymore i cant stop it anymore i was born to think ahead idk i just was i cant b positive anymore cuz guess wat when everyone said "oh dont worry life will get better"it never did it got worse and i cant fake being happy its hurts so much im losing hold of ppl who were able to keep going ad somewhat smiling
13 Mar, 2016, 1:44 am
*stares at the wall with my hand dripping blood*..
13 Mar, 2016, 1:49 am
yes i love you and you make me happy but ur always busy and i get it u have a life u cant help but being busy but it usually seems ur to busy when i rlly need u thats y i got connected to other ppl thats y i feel close to buzz but i want to tell him but i cant cuz im scared of his reaction and ur the person im the closet too
13 Mar, 2016, 1:52 am
*conts* uk...i try to get here...i try to get a job so i can get wifi so i can be by u when u need me....i try to do alot for u....but when i do get here...its mostly just alot of spit in my face..
13 Mar, 2016, 1:54 am
ik ik but i cant help thats something i cant control
13 Mar, 2016, 2:00 am
*looks up the wall with a small puddle of blood next to my feet* u could always just toss ur feelings out...or tell me when u need to let ur feelings out...cuz if ur goin to vent or bi'tch at others bout our problems or bout me...it hurts...it rlly does...thats y im hear, im ur pounching bag, ur shoulder to lean on....
13 Mar, 2016, 2:03 am
but i never know when sometimes thinking ahead i may just disappear one day with out even thinking cuz of s.hit that happens
13 Mar, 2016, 2:06 am
if u think ahead lik i do then u cover all grounds, good/bad ones, which ever seems lik the best/most likely to cause the less damage to ppl around is the best one..
13 Mar, 2016, 2:09 am
whos gonna notice oh yeah only u
13 Mar, 2016, 2:11 am
if i tell others they will to, cuz as long as i keep carring they will to..
13 Mar, 2016, 2:13 am
*shrugs*
13 Mar, 2016, 2:15 am
*sighs* forget it...just...no nvm...i cant believe i wasted my time today...u seem fine to me..
13 Mar, 2016, 2:17 am
if crying is fine then watever
13 Mar, 2016, 2:21 am
doesnt matter to me anymore..i wasted enough tonight..
13 Mar, 2016, 2:23 am
.......then ig u can leave if u want
13 Mar, 2016, 2:27 am
ys it matter...u wanted me here y leave now...
13 Mar, 2016, 2:29 am
cuz u just said u wasted ur time so y waste more of it *tears up*
13 Mar, 2016, 2:31 am
*closes my eyes/sighs* im waisting my time arguing with u...uk i hate to fight..but if its a fight for UR life...im willing to gamble everything...even my endless time..
13 Mar, 2016, 2:32 am
*crying*
13 Mar, 2016, 2:33 am
*hugs u gently
13 Mar, 2016, 2:36 am
*cries into u*
13 Mar, 2016, 2:40 am
*holds ur head in my chest*
13 Mar, 2016, 2:44 am
*conts*
13 Mar, 2016, 2:46 am
*conts/rubs ur back*
13 Mar, 2016, 2:47 am
*breathes fast*
13 Mar, 2016, 3:00 am
*kisses u
13 Mar, 2016, 3:02 am
*blushes surprised*
13 Mar, 2016, 3:04 am
*slowly pulls away
13 Mar, 2016, 3:07 am
*blushing*
13 Mar, 2016, 3:08 am
better yet..
13 Mar, 2016, 3:10 am
w-wai a-alil
13 Mar, 2016, 3:14 am
mhm *pets
13 Mar, 2016, 3:17 am
*looks at u*
13 Mar, 2016, 3:19 am
*looks back
13 Mar, 2016, 3:25 am
do u have school tuesday
13 Mar, 2016, 3:27 am
yes sadly
13 Mar, 2016, 3:30 am
aww soo when u sending da phone?ik i asked this already
13 Mar, 2016, 3:32 am
as soon as i find a box/get money from my bank/ and remember ur sisters name
13 Mar, 2016, 3:35 am
its still on kik
13 Mar, 2016, 3:36 am
ok
13 Mar, 2016, 3:39 am
mhm Michelle Reynolds remember tho dont put ur name on the box
13 Mar, 2016, 3:41 am
mhm
13 Mar, 2016, 3:42 am
mhm
13 Mar, 2016, 3:43 am
*pokes
13 Mar, 2016, 3:45 am
moo
13 Mar, 2016, 3:47 am
*pokes ur belly
13 Mar, 2016, 3:52 am
moo
13 Mar, 2016, 3:54 am
*kisses u again* u tired yet
13 Mar, 2016, 3:56 am
*kisses*mhm
13 Mar, 2016, 3:59 am
*kisses more* u should sleep
13 Mar, 2016, 4:01 am
i cant
13 Mar, 2016, 4:02 am
y not
13 Mar, 2016, 4:05 am
i told u earlier
13 Mar, 2016, 4:07 am
the panic attacks, right..
13 Mar, 2016, 4:08 am
mhm
13 Mar, 2016, 4:12 am
well, u cant just stay up, neither of us can
13 Mar, 2016, 4:14 am
i-idk
13 Mar, 2016, 4:16 am
ik ur scared baby, but ill be here for u in the morning
13 Mar, 2016, 4:18 am
i cant sleep
13 Mar, 2016, 4:20 am
u gota try
13 Mar, 2016, 4:23 am
no
13 Mar, 2016, 4:23 am
plz
13 Mar, 2016, 4:28 am
only if u go to sleep on chat-a-lot with me
13 Mar, 2016, 4:30 am
ok
13 Mar, 2016, 4:32 am
ok u call ill see u dere
13 Mar, 2016, 2:07 pm
skype is mean its going on and off
13 Mar, 2016, 2:08 pm
mhm
13 Mar, 2016, 2:11 pm
its soo mean
13 Mar, 2016, 2:11 pm
mhm
13 Mar, 2016, 2:13 pm
hmph
13 Mar, 2016, 2:14 pm
*pokes*
13 Mar, 2016, 2:15 pm
hm
13 Mar, 2016, 2:17 pm
*pokes ur lips
13 Mar, 2016, 2:24 pm
hm..
13 Mar, 2016, 2:24 pm
wut
13 Mar, 2016, 2:27 pm
wats taking u so long
13 Mar, 2016, 2:28 pm
game
13 Mar, 2016, 2:29 pm
wat game
13 Mar, 2016, 2:30 pm
temple run
13 Mar, 2016, 2:32 pm
oh ok
13 Mar, 2016, 2:32 pm
mhm
13 Mar, 2016, 2:35 pm
*hugs
13 Mar, 2016, 2:37 pm
u ok
13 Mar, 2016, 2:40 pm
yea y *hugging
13 Mar, 2016, 2:41 pm
idk wonderin im tired and i have a headache
13 Mar, 2016, 2:42 pm
take a nap
13 Mar, 2016, 2:49 pm
ima go eat
13 Mar, 2016, 2:49 pm
no...
13 Mar, 2016, 2:50 pm
and ok
13 Mar, 2016, 2:59 pm
y
13 Mar, 2016, 3:17 pm
y wut
13 Mar, 2016, 3:20 pm
nun *kiss
13 Mar, 2016, 3:25 pm
ok heh
13 Mar, 2016, 3:27 pm
mhm *kisses more
13 Mar, 2016, 3:29 pm
*kisses*
13 Mar, 2016, 3:30 pm
*kissing/grabs ur butt
13 Mar, 2016, 3:32 pm
*kisses/blushes*mmm
13 Mar, 2016, 3:34 pm
*kissing more/cups ur butt
13 Mar, 2016, 3:35 pm
*kisses more/blushing*
13 Mar, 2016, 3:37 pm
*kissing more/picks u up by the butt
13 Mar, 2016, 3:39 pm
*conts kissing /wraps my leg round ur waist*
13 Mar, 2016, 3:40 pm
*kisses more with tongue/holds u up by ur butt
13 Mar, 2016, 3:42 pm
*kisses with tongue/arms wrapped round ur neck/legs wrapped round ur waist*
13 Mar, 2016, 3:43 pm
*conts/bounces u playfully
13 Mar, 2016, 3:44 pm
*conts*mmm
13 Mar, 2016, 3:47 pm
*conts*mmmm
13 Mar, 2016, 3:49 pm
*conts*mmmmmmm
13 Mar, 2016, 3:50 pm
*licks ur neck/bounces u faster
13 Mar, 2016, 3:51 pm
*purrs*mmmmmm
13 Mar, 2016, 3:53 pm
*sucks on ur neck
13 Mar, 2016, 3:55 pm
*purrs softly*
13 Mar, 2016, 3:56 pm
hehe naughty
13 Mar, 2016, 3:57 pm
*blushes*
13 Mar, 2016, 3:59 pm
*spanks ur butt/grips
13 Mar, 2016, 4:00 pm
*purrs*
13 Mar, 2016, 4:01 pm
*spanks u harder/bites ur neck
13 Mar, 2016, 4:03 pm
*purrs more and presses closer*mmm
13 Mar, 2016, 4:04 pm
*smiles/nibbkes ur ears* mm
13 Mar, 2016, 4:06 pm
*purrs more*mmmmm
13 Mar, 2016, 4:07 pm
*grinds my teeth on ur ear lobe
13 Mar, 2016, 4:09 pm
*purrs loud*
13 Mar, 2016, 4:09 pm
*smiles at* hehe
13 Mar, 2016, 4:10 pm
*blushes*
13 Mar, 2016, 4:11 pm
heh better
13 Mar, 2016, 4:12 pm
mhm*blushing*
13 Mar, 2016, 4:15 pm
*kiss
13 Mar, 2016, 4:15 pm
*kiss*
13 Mar, 2016, 4:17 pm
*licks ur nose
13 Mar, 2016, 4:19 pm
oh u
13 Mar, 2016, 4:20 pm
hehe yup
13 Mar, 2016, 4:22 pm
ur so naughty
13 Mar, 2016, 4:23 pm
mhm *ruffles ur hair
13 Mar, 2016, 4:26 pm
mhm
13 Mar, 2016, 4:27 pm
*bites ur ears again
13 Mar, 2016, 4:29 pm
mmmm come on calm down
13 Mar, 2016, 4:31 pm
brb
13 Mar, 2016, 4:31 pm
heh fine
13 Mar, 2016, 4:39 pm
moo
13 Mar, 2016, 4:42 pm
muu
13 Mar, 2016, 4:44 pm
books
13 Mar, 2016, 4:45 pm
food
13 Mar, 2016, 4:50 pm
im reading book samples
13 Mar, 2016, 5:12 pm
ok *pats
13 Mar, 2016, 5:20 pm
mhm
13 Mar, 2016, 5:25 pm
*kisses ur head
13 Mar, 2016, 5:26 pm
XD
13 Mar, 2016, 5:27 pm
wat cx
13 Mar, 2016, 5:32 pm
a group of teenagers at a nwarby table all take their phones out and start snapping pictures.
"im sorry,"she says."By the end of the night,you'll be known as the hot guy I'm fu.cking on the down low in all the tabloids."
i shake my head like a dog shaking water from its fur."im sorry,but all i got from what you just said was that you think im hot and we'll be f.ucking later."
13 Mar, 2016, 5:33 pm
XD wow
13 Mar, 2016, 5:35 pm
XD ik
13 Mar, 2016, 5:38 pm
seems lik us cx
13 Mar, 2016, 5:42 pm
XD but the dudes deaf so i mean in ways yes just like us
13 Mar, 2016, 5:57 pm
mhm..
13 Mar, 2016, 6:00 pm
mhm
13 Mar, 2016, 6:02 pm
*sits quietly
13 Mar, 2016, 6:06 pm
hm
13 Mar, 2016, 6:07 pm
*hugs my knees
13 Mar, 2016, 6:12 pm
u ok
13 Mar, 2016, 6:14 pm
eh..doesnt matter now..
13 Mar, 2016, 6:16 pm
tell me
13 Mar, 2016, 6:22 pm
i just got done tlking to kat....alot has happened...she bi'tched at me cuz i havent talked to her in awhile...i asked for her skype..she dodged the question...alot...then told me her sis died from drugs, and she herself was drunk...it pis'sed me off and hurts to...
13 Mar, 2016, 6:24 pm
oh wow
13 Mar, 2016, 6:26 pm
yea..i gtg in 10 mins to..
13 Mar, 2016, 6:28 pm
awwwwww why
13 Mar, 2016, 6:30 pm
everyones sick over here so my dads picking me up
13 Mar, 2016, 6:30 pm
;^;aaawwwwww
13 Mar, 2016, 6:35 pm
ik i hate it to
13 Mar, 2016, 6:37 pm
*sighs*well since my skype seems to b somewat ok ill skype u tonight if ur ok with that
13 Mar, 2016, 6:40 pm
sure, call anytime u need to, ily, i gtg *kiss*
13 Mar, 2016, 6:40 pm
if u see kat, give her my skype so she wont fcking bi'tch anymore
13 Mar, 2016, 6:45 pm
ok ily2 *kiss*and ig she deleted my fc but ill try
14 Mar, 2016, 4:19 pm
ok thx still, but buzz is an a'ss
heres wat his txts say
14 Mar, 2016, 4:27 pm
yo buzz,im a friend of shell's, shes been meaning to tell u but shes been having panic attacks in her sleep, one of which she almost died from, if ur truly a friend, ud fcking be there for her not fcking up or fcking around
B- Fck who ever u are god dammit ive dealt with this before with my other ex,,,who the fck are u, Dont tell me who i should handle in a caring way and who i shouldnt....im dealing with much fcking sh'it to take cr'ap from someone idk
14 Mar, 2016, 6:54 pm
he caused me to have a panic attack and i feel like im having another one
14 Mar, 2016, 6:54 pm
*hugs* im srry..
14 Mar, 2016, 6:57 pm
i cant handle this anymore
14 Mar, 2016, 6:59 pm
just..wat did he do
14 Mar, 2016, 7:08 pm
he kept asking me y i gave u his number i walked away the first and the second and he didnt ask a third time all he did was look at me and i broke out into a panic attack lately ive just been rlly sensitive but u know he doesnt care if im sensitive or not cuz he has no problem breaking my heart w/the stupid a.ss game hes playing
do me a favor tell him y gave u his number and also when u do use these words against cuz friday when i was upset he told me if i had a problem to text but i couldnt/cant cuz my phone has no internet and my phone has no money on it and that if he wants to be a b.astard then he can go f.uck w/someone else cuz im done w/the game hes playing and thats hes hurting me rlly badly
14 Mar, 2016, 7:11 pm
ok, understood
14 Mar, 2016, 7:14 pm
ty btw i tried skyping u ln but u werent on so i had a panic attack
14 Mar, 2016, 7:17 pm
srry my skype is weird and late somtimes...
14 Mar, 2016, 7:18 pm
oh ok
14 Mar, 2016, 7:20 pm
ill be sure to fix it by 7 tonight ok
14 Mar, 2016, 7:22 pm
ok ill b sure my phone is charged so we have time to tlk but i cant send messages on skype i can only face time so ill either b writing on paper just doing sign language
14 Mar, 2016, 7:23 pm
ok
14 Mar, 2016, 7:25 pm
mhm oh and as soon as he replies back tell me wat he says
man im tired i had a long day
14 Mar, 2016, 7:27 pm
ok, but its been awhile, he might hav blocked me
14 Mar, 2016, 7:30 pm
hm he doesnt respond right away but if he doesnt respond to u before u leave or when we talk on skype then ill write him a letter
14 Mar, 2016, 7:31 pm
ok, *kiss
14 Mar, 2016, 7:33 pm
*pats*not now sweetie not feeling it im tired
14 Mar, 2016, 7:35 pm
ok sweetie
14 Mar, 2016, 7:37 pm
srry i love u tho can we see if chat lot works
14 Mar, 2016, 7:42 pm
ily to, and sure ig
14 Mar, 2016, 7:42 pm
ty ok u call
14 Mar, 2016, 7:43 pm
mhm
26 Mar, 2016, 9:13 pm
hm..
26 Mar, 2016, 9:16 pm
u rang
26 Mar, 2016, 9:18 pm
muu
26 Mar, 2016, 9:18 pm
yes -3-
26 Mar, 2016, 9:21 pm
muu
26 Mar, 2016, 9:22 pm
i have a headache
26 Mar, 2016, 9:23 pm
oh i see
26 Mar, 2016, 9:29 pm
yea we can never have parties at my house without my mom screaming at my dad for do something wrong its like lady if ur going to always scream at him for making a mistake then do the damn thing urself like seriously its starting to p.iss me off
26 Mar, 2016, 9:30 pm
ik wat u mean, its nearly the same here, just everyone gets drunk or sugar rushed
26 Mar, 2016, 9:32 pm
ew drunk ppl arent nice ppl sugar rush ppl are crazy ppl
26 Mar, 2016, 9:34 pm
yup
26 Mar, 2016, 9:35 pm
so wat now
26 Mar, 2016, 9:38 pm
idk, wat u doin tomorrow
26 Mar, 2016, 9:42 pm
well im waking up probably will try and call u then i have a few hours then family ppl are showing up at one o'clock ill probably hide until im called for dinner then ig ill just hang around and ill probably just eat candy then ill go back to hiding in my room then ill call u again from whereever u r
26 Mar, 2016, 9:46 pm
ok, well ill probably do the same, but plz call at 10 ok, i need to sleep off my cold, & ill probably turn off my phone at twelve and go to my grandparents, party with family there, then go to my other side of the family, do the same there, turn my phone on by 8-nine
26 Mar, 2016, 9:49 pm
but that only gives us like an hour to talk ;^; but the rest of ur plan sounds great
26 Mar, 2016, 9:50 pm
alright u can call at nine, & ig
26 Mar, 2016, 9:52 pm
okey dokey karra will probably wake u up at 8 tho XD and everyone wants me on chat-a-lot ;^;
26 Mar, 2016, 9:55 pm
nope, ima tell her im grounded -3- and ok ig, u can go..
26 Mar, 2016, 9:56 pm
XD lol thats so mean and nope ur comin w/me
26 Mar, 2016, 9:57 pm
ig, and im good..
26 Mar, 2016, 9:59 pm
well im not leaving u -3-
26 Mar, 2016, 10:00 pm
u can thou, im not in a talking mood rn, i strained my voice yelling at my mum at home an hour or two ago
26 Mar, 2016, 10:01 pm
y did u yell at her
26 Mar, 2016, 10:05 pm
cuz she yelled acrossed the house and i yelled back to answer
26 Mar, 2016, 10:09 pm
-.- wow ppl have no manners
26 Mar, 2016, 10:10 pm
ik huh
26 Mar, 2016, 10:12 pm
im bored
26 Mar, 2016, 10:13 pm
ik,
26 Mar, 2016, 10:17 pm
mhm
26 Mar, 2016, 10:17 pm
so y are u skypeinb me -3-
26 Mar, 2016, 10:20 pm
cuz im bored
26 Mar, 2016, 10:22 pm
ok -3-
26 Mar, 2016, 10:24 pm
-3-
26 Mar, 2016, 11:41 pm
hm
26 Mar, 2016, 11:41 pm
moo
26 Mar, 2016, 11:43 pm
muu
26 Mar, 2016, 11:44 pm
im bored *stares at u*
26 Mar, 2016, 11:45 pm
wat u wana do
26 Mar, 2016, 11:47 pm
*gives u wayne*i wanna watch u give him a bath ^^
26 Mar, 2016, 11:47 pm
-3- ok *takes him to the sink
26 Mar, 2016, 11:50 pm
hes not going to fight in the sink silly hes 5 months old
wayne:*squeals*
26 Mar, 2016, 11:52 pm
hes to small to go in the bathtube, we use the sink for him right now
kai: wats with the squealing
26 Mar, 2016, 11:55 pm
*rolls eyes*if u say so mr.know it all
wayne:no baf
26 Mar, 2016, 11:56 pm
me: yes baf lil one -w-
kai: ill help
27 Mar, 2016, 12:00 am
hehe
wayne:*squeals with delight*ka
27 Mar, 2016, 12:05 am
kai: wat...
me*giggles and puts wayne in bubbly warm sink
27 Mar, 2016, 12:08 am
me:*watches*i think he want u to go w/him kai
wayne:*squeals*eeeeeeeee
27 Mar, 2016, 12:10 am
kai: i said ill help lil buddy
me*smiles at him
27 Mar, 2016, 12:12 am
wayne:*splashes*no wahta
me:shh wayne sweetie its ok it wont hurt u look mommy and kai are here to help to
wayne:momma an ka
27 Mar, 2016, 12:14 am
kai:looks like its us mum..
me*struggling with him* -3-;
27 Mar, 2016, 12:17 am
me:*laughs*
wayne:*splashes*
me:wayne sweetie if u hold still for us then u can have pineapple b4 bed
wayne:piapple *squeals in delight and moves slightly less*
27 Mar, 2016, 12:20 am
i gtg, i love u}
27 Mar, 2016, 12:21 am
(love u too ill call u later)
29 Mar, 2016, 10:44 pm
hm
29 Mar, 2016, 10:45 pm
*hugs
29 Mar, 2016, 10:49 pm
u ok
29 Mar, 2016, 10:51 pm
ig..
29 Mar, 2016, 10:52 pm
wats wrong
29 Mar, 2016, 10:56 pm
aside from my constint pain, i thought u had died last night
29 Mar, 2016, 11:02 pm
y
29 Mar, 2016, 11:03 pm
ur panic attack
29 Mar, 2016, 11:05 pm
oh no i fell asleep
29 Mar, 2016, 11:06 pm
oh ok
29 Mar, 2016, 11:07 pm
yea plus my lte and 4g isnt working on my phone
29 Mar, 2016, 11:22 pm
idk wat to say, srry
29 Mar, 2016, 11:26 pm
*shrugs*
29 Mar, 2016, 11:27 pm
*hugs
29 Mar, 2016, 11:29 pm
wut
29 Mar, 2016, 11:36 pm
i wana snuggle
29 Mar, 2016, 11:38 pm
i wanna see ur face or hear ur voice i wanna sleep but i need to do homework
29 Mar, 2016, 11:42 pm
oh, im srry
29 Mar, 2016, 11:44 pm
for wat
29 Mar, 2016, 11:45 pm
u wanted to tlk on skype
29 Mar, 2016, 11:46 pm
well yeah but we got chat a lot
29 Mar, 2016, 11:48 pm
yea
29 Mar, 2016, 11:49 pm
can we go there
29 Mar, 2016, 11:50 pm
sure in few minutes
29 Mar, 2016, 11:51 pm
ugh waiting
29 Mar, 2016, 11:54 pm
ik ik...
29 Mar, 2016, 11:55 pm
ok its been a few minutes
29 Mar, 2016, 11:56 pm
yup, see u there
30 Mar, 2016, 7:54 pm
*quiet*
30 Mar, 2016, 7:55 pm
*sitting there
30 Mar, 2016, 7:59 pm
*quiet*
30 Mar, 2016, 8:00 pm
*sighs* ok..lets go then..
30 Mar, 2016, 8:04 pm
no ur voice hurts im not rlly in the mood for anything really just in alot of pain and panic
30 Mar, 2016, 8:05 pm
y..
30 Mar, 2016, 8:08 pm
y wut
30 Mar, 2016, 8:10 pm
y pain..
30 Mar, 2016, 8:12 pm
headache plus i hit my elbow this morning
30 Mar, 2016, 8:13 pm
oh...and panic?
30 Mar, 2016, 8:15 pm
just buzz and some other thoughts
30 Mar, 2016, 8:20 pm
wana tell
30 Mar, 2016, 8:21 pm
*shrugs*
30 Mar, 2016, 8:25 pm
ok..
30 Mar, 2016, 8:26 pm
did u do ur homework
30 Mar, 2016, 8:28 pm
yea..
30 Mar, 2016, 8:30 pm
ok r u ok
30 Mar, 2016, 8:31 pm
doesnt matter..
30 Mar, 2016, 8:36 pm
yes it does
30 Mar, 2016, 8:40 pm
ok mayb im mad rn...mayb i just wana be alone...mayb i wana go to sleep never wake up..
30 Mar, 2016, 8:41 pm
......*steps back*i can leave if u dont want to tlk to me
30 Mar, 2016, 8:43 pm
its not u, its fcking karra...shes clingier than u, wont let me do sht....i cant even go take a sht without her blowing me up
30 Mar, 2016, 8:47 pm
the best words i can u is that u can tell her that if she doesnt stop then ur going to have to leave her cuz u dont want to deal with her s.hit anymoreand if she cries and tells u she wont do it again just push her away and tell her to stop lieing ik u dont want to go there but ur going to have to go there
30 Mar, 2016, 8:53 pm
i almost did, i might actually next time...i rlly rlly wanted to..but not to make her cry
30 Mar, 2016, 8:55 pm
ik babe but shes really pushing u brb dinner
30 Mar, 2016, 8:57 pm
ik..and ok..
30 Mar, 2016, 9:04 pm
its getting really ridiculous and im started to get really annoyed with it
30 Mar, 2016, 9:06 pm
i am to..
30 Mar, 2016, 9:07 pm
*sighs*
30 Mar, 2016, 9:09 pm
*sits
30 Mar, 2016, 9:10 pm
so chat-a-lot
30 Mar, 2016, 9:15 pm
idc..
30 Mar, 2016, 9:18 pm
ok ill see u there
30 Mar, 2016, 9:18 pm
ok..
30 Mar, 2016, 10:29 pm
...i said that u have better things to worry bout then me
30 Mar, 2016, 10:29 pm
*punches a wall
30 Mar, 2016, 10:29 pm
idc..
30 Mar, 2016, 10:31 pm
...
30 Mar, 2016, 10:33 pm
wat..
30 Mar, 2016, 10:34 pm
should i just leave u alone cuz i dont seem to be helping in any way
30 Mar, 2016, 10:37 pm
just do wat u want..help or leave, idc...i just wana nap...
30 Mar, 2016, 10:39 pm
then nap im in the middle of making u something i just hope it makes u happy
30 Mar, 2016, 10:43 pm
i cant, but go ahead and finish it, ill wait
30 Mar, 2016, 10:44 pm
when r u leaving
30 Mar, 2016, 10:50 pm
home soon
30 Mar, 2016, 10:50 pm
how soon r u coming back tomorrow
30 Mar, 2016, 10:52 pm
idk and idk
30 Mar, 2016, 10:53 pm
hm ok
30 Mar, 2016, 11:01 pm
mhm
30 Mar, 2016, 11:01 pm
i love u
30 Mar, 2016, 11:09 pm
lov u to..
30 Mar, 2016, 11:13 pm
my internet is wack
30 Mar, 2016, 11:14 pm
i see
30 Mar, 2016, 11:18 pm
yeah srry bae
30 Mar, 2016, 11:20 pm
its ok
30 Mar, 2016, 11:21 pm
feelin any better sweetie do u wanna cuddle wat do u wanna do wat can i do to make u happy
30 Mar, 2016, 11:24 pm
*kisses* that for one
30 Mar, 2016, 11:25 pm
*blushes red and kisses back*
30 Mar, 2016, 11:27 pm
*kisses more
30 Mar, 2016, 11:31 pm
*kisses alot*
30 Mar, 2016, 11:31 pm
*bites ur lip
30 Mar, 2016, 11:35 pm
*pouts cutely*aawwwww come on now
30 Mar, 2016, 11:39 pm
wat babe
30 Mar, 2016, 11:40 pm
dun tease me like that its been awhile *snuggles my face into ur neck*
30 Mar, 2016, 11:46 pm
ok ook *kisses ur head
30 Mar, 2016, 11:53 pm
*kiss ur neck*mine
30 Mar, 2016, 11:54 pm
*purrs
30 Mar, 2016, 11:56 pm
*giggles and pins u to the ground*heh
30 Mar, 2016, 11:58 pm
oof heh oh my
30 Mar, 2016, 11:59 pm
*kisses u slightly hovering over you*
31 Mar, 2016, 12:06 am
heh & u said no teasing
31 Mar, 2016, 12:07 am
*smiles*just testing the boundaries babe
31 Mar, 2016, 12:09 am
wat boundries
31 Mar, 2016, 12:12 am
*giggles*idk
31 Mar, 2016, 12:14 am
mhm -3-
31 Mar, 2016, 12:15 am
*smiles widely taking off ur clothes*
31 Mar, 2016, 12:18 am
*chuckles/wraps my legs around u
31 Mar, 2016, 12:20 am
*giggles*isnt it the opposite way ^^
31 Mar, 2016, 12:20 am
mayb, *flips us, pins u
31 Mar, 2016, 12:26 am
heh
31 Mar, 2016, 12:27 am
*bites ur neck
31 Mar, 2016, 12:30 am
*purrs and yawns alil*
31 Mar, 2016, 12:31 am
aww someones tired
31 Mar, 2016, 12:32 am
ssshhhhhh
31 Mar, 2016, 12:34 am
hehe
31 Mar, 2016, 12:35 am
wut u wanna put me to sleep -3-'
31 Mar, 2016, 12:36 am
mayb -w-
31 Mar, 2016, 12:48 am
hm..
31 Mar, 2016, 12:48 am
try me -3- bet u anything u want that u cant put me to sleep
31 Mar, 2016, 12:50 am
heh im good
31 Mar, 2016, 12:53 am
ur scared -w-
31 Mar, 2016, 1:00 am
heh nope but i gtg
31 Mar, 2016, 1:01 am
hmph try to stay the night tomorrow
31 Mar, 2016, 1:03 am
yes dear -w-, *kiss* ily
31 Mar, 2016, 1:05 am
-w-' lov u too *kiss*