when someone you were close to and thought of as a great person is actually a di.ck
see i'm always scared when it comes to getting to know people because my mind always tells me "they're gonna hurt you don't bother" but i end up getting close to them anyways. I tell myself "well maybe they're different maybe they're good!" and i open up to them. and then they do end up hurting me and i end up like this and i hate it i hate it but honestly it's my fault for ever believing in someone