(cont)
I'm an awful friend, you don't have to tell me twice...

I'm socially awkward, clingy, annoying, expressionless, and I don't understand people very well... somedays I just feel like I'm either a defective android or a defective human... either I don't have all the ablilities that an android has like the ability to move fast and learn easily and strength beyond human capibilities or I"m expressionless and socially flawed... yeah... so either way I'm a failure...

and...if... the problem is that we forget about you...
i try not to...
on sunday i tried to talk to you, i tried to initiate a conversation...
only to be greeted seven hours latre by a vent saying "why cant you open youre eyes "friends" "love" "happiness" they dont exist not anymore atleast...." " and they kinda felt like, as one substitute put it, a kick in the teeth.

Please...
i want to help you...
but i dont know how...

i... i d o n t w a n t t o l o o s e a n o t h e r f r i en d...
you don nt knw ohow much the las t one hurt m e a nd iti still stings a little and thaat was from las tyear i n october... please... please dont hate me please do nt abandon me...

i...im an okay friend...
ri gh t..?

h..e...he
another zeromancer song...
dont worry though...
i wouldnt ever be ab el tio...

"(Is everybody online?)

It´s the beginning of the end
You want things to go faster
It´s the beginning of the end
Now everything´s too slow for you
It´s the beginning of the end
You are one step closer
It´s the beginning of the end
Say Amen

1-800-SUICIDE
Or maybe Doctor Online could help you die
You need wings fo fly
You need someone
To take your place
When you are gone

Is the beginning of the end
You know nothing last forever
A beginning of a trend
You need someone there to care for you
Is the beginning of the end
I don´t think you understand
Just a beginning of a flatline
Together

1-800-SUICIDE
Or maybe Doctor Online could help you die
You need wings fo fly
You need someone
To take your place
When you are gone

1-800-SUICIDE
Or maybe Doctor Online could help you die
You need wings fo fly
You need someone
To take your place
When you are gone

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1-800-SUICIDE
Or maybe Doctor Online could help you die
You need wings fo fly
You need someone
To take your place
When you are gone

1-800-SUICIDE
Or maybe Doctor Online could help you die
You need wings fo fly
You need someone
To take your place
When you are gone"

"Pressure pushing down on me
Pressing down on you, no man ask for
Under pressure that burns a building down
Splits a family in two
Puts people on streets

It's the terror of knowing
What this world is about
Watching some good friends
Screaming, "Let me out!"
Tomorrow gets me higher
Pressure on people - people on streets

Chippin' around, kick my brains 'round the floor
These are the days - it never rains but it pours
People on streets - people on streets

It's the terror of knowing
What this world is about
Watching some good friends
Screaming, "Let me out!"
Tomorrow gets me higher, higher, higher...
Pressure on people - people on streets

Turned away from it all like a blind man
Sat on a fence but it don't work
Keep coming up with love but it's so slashed and torn
Why, why, why?

Love

Insanity laughs under pressure we're cracking
Can't we give ourselves one more chance?
Why can't we give love that one more chance?
Why can't we give love, give love, give love, give love, give love, give love, give love, give love?..

'Cause love's such an old-fashioned word
And love dares you to care for
The people on the edge of the night
And love dares you to change our way of
Caring about ourselves
This is our last dance
This is our last dance
This is ourselves
Under pressure
Under pressure
Pressure"

*psychopathic laughter*
OヮO

*sniff*
...thanks...
*hugs tightly*

But...I don't hate you.
-hugs you tightly-

*rubs nose*
t-thank you...
*hugs back tighter*