dont wrry bout us ok...ik u fear of hurting us, but...theyres not much more to hurt..kat is understanding, im understanding, rosa is forgiving...just....dont push us away..
no..u dont...and if u even think about..it i will kill myself...Rosabell..was talking about that...and i was on my knees with a gun to my head...cuz..she was gonna kill herself...and if she did i was ready too...and if u do..ill will too..
Rosabell...hasnt even been on this weekend...ill always care and like u...ur a sweet,kind,loveable person...and the way i see it...Chaz is lucky to have u..i wish i did...put u picked him and im happy for u..cuz i want u happy...no matter what happens..
Comments
05 Dec, 2015, 10:26 pm
hey amber
05 Dec, 2015, 10:47 pm
hey...
05 Dec, 2015, 11:16 pm
dont wrry bout us ok...ik u fear of hurting us, but...theyres not much more to hurt..kat is understanding, im understanding, rosa is forgiving...just....dont push us away..
06 Dec, 2015, 1:10 am
o3o bubbles
06 Dec, 2015, 1:11 am
i dont...even know...
06 Dec, 2015, 1:13 am
-3- so wuts up bubbles
06 Dec, 2015, 1:14 am
nothing really...if ur talking to me
06 Dec, 2015, 1:17 am
oh yea ok well im tlking to u chaz and writing a goodbye letter to some1
06 Dec, 2015, 1:20 am
oh...cool...so...what did u have to...talk to me about...or was it...just to get me...on here..?
06 Dec, 2015, 1:22 am
well both
ive had a really bad week and monday isnt goin to b that great either
06 Dec, 2015, 1:24 am
oh...same...and sorry...to hear..
06 Dec, 2015, 1:25 am
yea i have a friend moving monday after school
06 Dec, 2015, 1:26 am
oh..sorry..
06 Dec, 2015, 1:28 am
its fine
06 Dec, 2015, 1:30 am
i have my Neko pic...
06 Dec, 2015, 1:31 am
cool
06 Dec, 2015, 1:36 am
it...makes me sad...
06 Dec, 2015, 1:37 am
y
06 Dec, 2015, 1:38 am
becuz...it was when i was...happy..and my life...didnt such...
06 Dec, 2015, 1:39 am
suck..
06 Dec, 2015, 1:41 am
oh
06 Dec, 2015, 1:43 am
*puts hands in pockets* yea...
06 Dec, 2015, 1:44 am
ur life could b worse
06 Dec, 2015, 1:47 am
it...already is...this week only..i already tried..to kill myself...9..times...then..i started...thinking...about...u/chaz/karra/rosabell/kat/the rest...anf i just couldnt...do it...
06 Dec, 2015, 1:49 am
u need to stop honestly udk how much pain im going through rn im losing so many ppl
06 Dec, 2015, 1:52 am
i have stoped....im lossing ppl...too...i almost lost lily...cuz of Shea....
06 Dec, 2015, 1:54 am
idk who shea is
06 Dec, 2015, 1:56 am
my....step....mom....
06 Dec, 2015, 2:02 am
oh
06 Dec, 2015, 2:06 am
yea..... *looks out window*
06 Dec, 2015, 2:09 am
my life is really bad rn
06 Dec, 2015, 2:14 am
...sorry..
06 Dec, 2015, 2:15 am
dont apologize amber its not ur fault
06 Dec, 2015, 2:18 am
sometimes i just feel like every thing in the world...is.
06 Dec, 2015, 2:20 am
its not
06 Dec, 2015, 2:22 am
ok...then...
06 Dec, 2015, 2:23 am
u just gotta stop thinking negative and are u gonnafollow back
06 Dec, 2015, 2:25 am
i guesd...and..yea i did
06 Dec, 2015, 2:27 am
mk and see isnt this so much better ^^ my birthday is next month i also do adopts click #shelladopt to see my most recent egg adopt
06 Dec, 2015, 2:29 am
oh...ok *nods*
06 Dec, 2015, 2:36 am
mhm ^^
06 Dec, 2015, 2:41 am
*sings "Little Do You Know*
06 Dec, 2015, 2:43 am
*yawns sleeply*
06 Dec, 2015, 2:46 am
*covers my mouth*
06 Dec, 2015, 2:56 am
well...ima...b..on YouTube....
06 Dec, 2015, 1:51 pm
hey
06 Dec, 2015, 3:45 pm
hey..
06 Dec, 2015, 4:16 pm
its fine
06 Dec, 2015, 4:32 pm
ok then...ugh..idk what to wear today..
06 Dec, 2015, 4:42 pm
just wear pjs
06 Dec, 2015, 4:45 pm
y not...a band-T...and skinny jeans
06 Dec, 2015, 5:08 pm
or red skinny jeans, a red sleeveless shirt, red converses and a red jacket...or does that sound like to..much?
06 Dec, 2015, 5:13 pm
thats a alot of matchin black band t-shirt red skinny jeans black converse
06 Dec, 2015, 5:16 pm
so black red black..?
06 Dec, 2015, 5:23 pm
yush
06 Dec, 2015, 5:24 pm
ok XP
06 Dec, 2015, 5:29 pm
it will really be red,black,red,black cuz my hair is red
06 Dec, 2015, 5:32 pm
lol
06 Dec, 2015, 5:36 pm
i dont like it when im at school and ppl that likes me..messes up mah hair -3- it sucks
06 Dec, 2015, 5:43 pm
alot of my friends love my hair ill brb theres food
06 Dec, 2015, 5:43 pm
yup...same...and ok xp
06 Dec, 2015, 6:04 pm
they always mess with it and it pisses me off
06 Dec, 2015, 6:07 pm
i wish i went to ur school...every time i see u i would mess with ur hair XP
06 Dec, 2015, 6:14 pm
im total b.itch rl and if u mess up my hair id slap u
06 Dec, 2015, 6:19 pm
damn....then i would just poke chu..
06 Dec, 2015, 6:27 pm
then id bite chu XP
06 Dec, 2015, 6:27 pm
DX nuuu
06 Dec, 2015, 6:34 pm
-3-
06 Dec, 2015, 6:35 pm
then i would lick chu XP maybe
06 Dec, 2015, 6:46 pm
eewww bruh dun lick me
06 Dec, 2015, 6:48 pm
i was playing....and ppl would b there.. >.>
06 Dec, 2015, 6:53 pm
so
06 Dec, 2015, 7:00 pm
ppl scare me...
06 Dec, 2015, 7:14 pm
um ok den
06 Dec, 2015, 7:16 pm
well i have on the clothes u wanted..
06 Dec, 2015, 7:21 pm
cool XD
06 Dec, 2015, 7:28 pm
i posted it and my fans love it XP
06 Dec, 2015, 7:42 pm
XD
06 Dec, 2015, 7:46 pm
XP they said "OOOHHH MMMYYY FFUUUCCKKK!!!! AMBER UR LIKE SO HOT!! AND UR FRIEND IS GOOD AT PICKING UR CLOTHES FOR U!! X'D
06 Dec, 2015, 7:47 pm
X'D omg im dieing
06 Dec, 2015, 7:49 pm
i hope they dont tackle me at school or ill be dieing XD
06 Dec, 2015, 7:52 pm
XD lol
06 Dec, 2015, 7:54 pm
saavvveeee mmmeeehhhh DX
06 Dec, 2015, 7:55 pm
i cant tho X3
06 Dec, 2015, 7:57 pm
dang it -3-
06 Dec, 2015, 7:59 pm
cx
06 Dec, 2015, 8:00 pm
*hides face* >3<
06 Dec, 2015, 8:02 pm
o3o
06 Dec, 2015, 8:04 pm
^3^
06 Dec, 2015, 8:06 pm
*tickles chu*
06 Dec, 2015, 8:09 pm
*giggles* n-nuuu
06 Dec, 2015, 8:09 pm
*conts*yush
06 Dec, 2015, 8:10 pm
*cont more* nuuuu
06 Dec, 2015, 8:18 pm
*conts more*yush o3o
06 Dec, 2015, 8:27 pm
*cont* nnnuuu pplllzzz nuuuu iilll dooo aannnyyytthhhiiinnngggg
06 Dec, 2015, 8:28 pm
*cont faster*yuuuussshhhh o3o
06 Dec, 2015, 8:29 pm
*cont alot more* nuuuuuu!!!!
06 Dec, 2015, 8:30 pm
*stops*i win ^3^
06 Dec, 2015, 8:31 pm
-3- so
06 Dec, 2015, 8:35 pm
*3*
06 Dec, 2015, 8:36 pm
*rubs my sides* to much tickles >3<
06 Dec, 2015, 8:37 pm
-3-
06 Dec, 2015, 8:38 pm
*raises eyebrows and looks at* .3.
06 Dec, 2015, 8:42 pm
'3'
06 Dec, 2015, 8:43 pm
*pokes ur cheek* ek
06 Dec, 2015, 8:44 pm
eoe nuuu *rolls away*
06 Dec, 2015, 8:45 pm
*giggles* heh....aww i gtg soon ;-;
06 Dec, 2015, 8:47 pm
o3o oh noooooo
06 Dec, 2015, 8:48 pm
>3< i know i suucckkksss
06 Dec, 2015, 8:52 pm
o3o
06 Dec, 2015, 8:55 pm
*makes a kissy face then giggles*
06 Dec, 2015, 9:02 pm
caterpillar
06 Dec, 2015, 9:04 pm
welp gtg...cya
06 Dec, 2015, 9:13 pm
k
07 Dec, 2015, 9:37 pm
hey
07 Dec, 2015, 9:37 pm
well..i almost got tackled
07 Dec, 2015, 9:42 pm
ok brb
07 Dec, 2015, 9:42 pm
ok
07 Dec, 2015, 10:09 pm
hm
07 Dec, 2015, 10:10 pm
what...?
07 Dec, 2015, 10:35 pm
nuthin
07 Dec, 2015, 10:39 pm
*puts hands in pockets* ok then..
07 Dec, 2015, 10:46 pm
im tired
07 Dec, 2015, 10:47 pm
*looks at* oh
11 Dec, 2015, 9:21 pm
hm
12 Dec, 2015, 2:13 am
ok...what did i do this time...
12 Dec, 2015, 2:32 am
wat do u mean
12 Dec, 2015, 2:35 am
u said..."hm" and i thought i was in troubs
12 Dec, 2015, 2:35 am
no
12 Dec, 2015, 2:39 am
ok then...*looks at*
12 Dec, 2015, 1:08 pm
mhm
12 Dec, 2015, 3:32 pm
what...?
12 Dec, 2015, 10:45 pm
nuthin chill out jeez
13 Dec, 2015, 3:09 am
*raises eyebrows* i was calm..
13 Dec, 2015, 3:21 am
ok
13 Dec, 2015, 3:40 am
*Looks at floor* yea...
13 Dec, 2015, 3:43 am
im sick of life
13 Dec, 2015, 4:29 am
same *punches through wall*
13 Dec, 2015, 2:34 pm
i deserve 2 die
13 Dec, 2015, 2:39 pm
no..u dont...and if u even think about..it i will kill myself...Rosabell..was talking about that...and i was on my knees with a gun to my head...cuz..she was gonna kill herself...and if she did i was ready too...and if u do..ill will too..
13 Dec, 2015, 2:47 pm
rosas never on anymore no 1 likes me i deserve no1 chaz hates me i deserve 2 die
13 Dec, 2015, 2:50 pm
i talk..to her on kik...ill always like u...in both ways..but i dont say anything about the other...and im sure chaz doesnt hate u..
13 Dec, 2015, 2:55 pm
i have noway to tlk to her so shows she doesnt care
im a horrible person dont like me dont care about me
and im sure chaz hates me
13 Dec, 2015, 2:58 pm
Rosabell...hasnt even been on this weekend...ill always care and like u...ur a sweet,kind,loveable person...and the way i see it...Chaz is lucky to have u..i wish i did...put u picked him and im happy for u..cuz i want u happy...no matter what happens..
13 Dec, 2015, 3:01 pm
im a monster every1 should hate me
13 Dec, 2015, 3:16 pm
*looks down* u may think that...but they dont..
13 Dec, 2015, 3:17 pm
...
13 Dec, 2015, 3:21 pm
*stands there looking at the floor*
13 Dec, 2015, 3:23 pm
i should go
13 Dec, 2015, 3:27 pm
*looks at* i dont see y...im just a 18 year old girl...i may be emo...but still i dont bite..
13 Dec, 2015, 3:29 pm
im losing my mind i need to rest or i will die
13 Dec, 2015, 3:32 pm
*rubs ur head alil* well...go rest..
13 Dec, 2015, 9:04 pm
hm
20 Dec, 2015, 3:47 pm
im thinking about...going lez....i hate boys...all they want from me is $ex....
20 Dec, 2015, 4:22 pm
hm
20 Dec, 2015, 4:42 pm
ugh...