I was trying to copy something on the board,I started to stare at him and I didn't realize it till he looked at me (Probably because he felt someone watching him) and he started to laugh and smile,he tell his friends I looked away now staring at a wall embrassed till him and his friends turned back to the board

I'm started to stare at him now
ehhh this isn't how my other crushes went >n< why am I so werid!?