@Sestinalyric i love you.

it s not your fault

since the day I fell in love with you..I swore to myself i would never let you down. I'm never going to give up on you, and through the darkest times, make sure you dont forget there's always hope. that's my promise. I'm always going to be there for you. Life is hard sometimes... but there are brighter days ahead... remember the future.
I want you to know... you're not hurting me. So sstop thinking that. Every time i say "I love you", it means, "I care about you more than anything in the world. im always here for you. everything will be okay. I want to live for you."

I think i forgot to tell you, we're going on a plane tomorrow and will be on it for like, the whole day :/ luckily, though, I CAN ATTACK YOU WITH ART AND A CERTAIN PMV HOHO,,, YeS. We'll be staying in Florida for just a couple weeks, but dont worry, i'll still spend plenty of time with my bae <33
As for what i said when i commented on your page a while back, i spoke with my parents and here are some important things:
My mom wants to watch our next joinme or whatever livestream, so just a heads up for that!
I think my parents want to skype very soon, too, but you dont need to worry about that so much because i can let you know before. Now, here's the REALLY big thing... See, we were talking about how my parents think you're manipulating me or using me or something (they also think this because of other personal experiences) but as the conversation went on, my dad then got up and said...

"You know what, then? Why dont we go visit her in Finland ourselves, hm?" and at first i thought he was giving me a sarcastic smart remark, but he kept talking and looked serious. "You're going to get to her to ask what town she lives in, adress, a nearby hotel we can stay, and we'll go there for the weekend or something to see her. Get her phone number if you havent already and we can make this happen in January." I seriously thought he was joking tbh, but i could tell he was dead serious. i couldnt believe my ears tbh. My mom still isnt sure, but it wasnt a no. If she agrees, if things work out, if my dad really means it...Sesty.
We could meet in January.
(note, parents dont know im telling you this yet, when my parents watch me ask you this stuff again, could you like, play along? i dont wanna get into trouble but you rly had to know this)

SKY F UK U SERIOUS ? ? ???
UM
IM CRYI NG??
SERIOUSLY
IM LITERALLY CRY ING RLY HERE
THIS MEANS SM FOR ME, MY WHOLE DEPRESSION SPLIT IN HAL F
IM
AAAAAAA
I M SO HAPPY RN
But
i cant give my adress yet, like, cause it would make my mom yell at me
but we can think of a place to meet up??
also can i still like say ILY in the join.me or nah??

IKR ME TOO
IM A BIT ANXIOUS BUT STILL SO FUC .KIN' EXITED AAA
yeah we'll work the details out when my parents ask me to 'ask' u! We'll see how things work out uvu <****For the join.me, hmm...idk, i really wanna be careful, maybee not, just to be sure? NOT THAT I DONT LOVE YOU OR ANYTHING OMG
YOU ARE MY SWEETHEART <***********
but i just dk how my mom would take it x"D

THOSE STARS ARE HEARTS LMAO