. by Xx-SaFire-xX

I dont belong here in this world
My life is just crumbling to pieces

I am a very terrible person
I dont deserve to stay on earth for what I have done
that I didn't mean to do
for that I stupidly didn't see
I am blind
an idiot
an unoriginal freak
I guess this is good bye
maybe

unless im saved in time

which wont happen

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painted on a Nintendo 3DS
29 Nov, 2015, 6:50 am
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Im_A_pony_Rawr

29 Nov, 2015, 6:58 am

whats wrong?

wolfapplepancake

29 Nov, 2015, 7:00 am

NO EVERY ONE IS MENT TO BE ON EARTH ITS A GOOD PLACE. I MEAN COME ON THERES AIR... UR NOT AN IDIOT OR A FREAK. LOTS OF PPL LIKE YOU AND YOU HAVE A BF. SO WHY THINK THOSE BAD THOUGHTS.. BLUEFIR IS LIKE UR BEST FRIEND AND SHE DOESNT WANT TO SEE YOU THIS WAY.. SHE LOVES YOU AND YOUR BF DONT DISAPOINT THEM. I MEAN COME ON MAN PULL YOURSELF TOGATHER AND JUST LOOK. you need to understand that there are ppl out there who love you. and you do have friends. you just... need to see that ppl who love you will be there for you and you should be happy that they care.... your not alone.

wolfapplepancake

29 Nov, 2015, 7:06 am

yeah I agree -w-

wolfapplepancake

29 Nov, 2015, 7:42 am

re: hey she forgave u. didnt she?

Maruchan

29 Nov, 2015, 8:04 am

I don't hate you if that's what you think
I hate what I've done
You've done nothing wrong
You have no reason to even feel bad

Maruchan

29 Nov, 2015, 8:05 am

All I seem to do is make people feel bad..
I wish it'd all stop
I wish others could just blame me instead of themselves
Especially when I'm the cause of all this...

Maruchan

29 Nov, 2015, 8:13 am

So that's that eh?
I'm going to lose two important people just like that
I guess this is just what fate intended..
Who knows anymore

Maruchan

29 Nov, 2015, 8:13 am

I was so stupid

Maruchan

29 Nov, 2015, 8:14 am

All I wanted to do was make everybody happy but all I did was hurt everybody in the end instead

Maruchan

29 Nov, 2015, 8:15 am

Guess I finally understand the meaning
If you try to please everybody you end up pleasing nobody

Maruchan

29 Nov, 2015, 8:22 am

All you did was try and look out for me..
I'm an awful friend and now I may lose you for good
What kind of friend makes another friend want to suicide?

Maruchan

29 Nov, 2015, 8:29 am

You're not the one who failed though
I was
I've hurt so many people the past week
I wish I could show them I'm sorry
I wish I could show them how bad I feel for hurting them
But unfortunately only time can heal the wounds I've made

Maruchan

29 Nov, 2015, 8:51 am

I'm just being an oversensitive little jack a$$
I'm not better and I never will be
I'm a joke
I was never better than you
I can't believe I said all those things
I'm a fvcking dvmb a$$

Maruchan

29 Nov, 2015, 9:40 am

I just don't know how you can forgive me for saying all that..
I feel absolutely awful
Like one of the worst friends ever

Maruchan

29 Nov, 2015, 9:43 am

But alright I think some sleep would be good

Maruchan

29 Nov, 2015, 9:54 am

Alright if you say so
I'll try and loosen up a bit
I promise I'll make this up to you somehow

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