i failed another math test - only finished seven of thirty questions and wasn't even confident about those
i was super stressed while doing it too
when i told one of my friends, she laughed
i argued with my dad
i was one hundred percent suicidal at that point and i told him "then just fu.cking kill me"
i think he wanted to
i had a really bad anxiety/panic attack where i was crying and couldnt breath
another friend took me to the nurse and they tried to kill me

that was my nightmare

#vent