omg u

Don't ypu love me

no

AH HAH HA HAA HAH HAAAAA!
*rolls off bed laughing & dies*

it's...it's...IT'S....BEAUTIFUL!!!

#Longskypecallsarelife

Re: sure (what rp?)
XD I did not think of that when I created him!

Re: Ok!!!

Winchesterfox! May I have permission to draw WhiteFlame? I want to use him in a miny comic! Promise if you don't like it I'll unpost it!

Re: You don't. fricking. miss me! HOW DARE YOU TO FREAKING LIE TO ME!? TO TRY AND GUILT TRIP ME INTO APOLOGIZING TO YOU GUYS, SAYING EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT EVENTHOUGH IT FUCKING ISN'T, AND TO MAKE ME GO BACK AND BE YOUR PUNCHING BAG AGAIN! YES. I KNOW YOU'RE FUCKING LYING, FOR GOD SAKE, GARSON MADE A PIC ABOUT ME TITLED "I DON'T NEED YOU ANYMORE" DRAWN TO "I NEED TO FIND ANOTHER YOU" AND "TELL YOUR MOMMA" SO YOU GUYS CLEARLY THINK OF ME LIKE A PIECE OF GARBAGE THAT YOU CAN THROW AWAY. AND FROM THE FUCKING WAY YOU TALKED TO ME ON SKYPE, TELLING ME THAT EVERYTHING IS MY FUCKING FAULT, THAT I MADE YOU WANT TO KILL YOURSELF, THAT I MADE YOU GUYS FEEL HORRIBLE, BASICLY THAT IM A FUCKING BURDEN JUST BECAUSE IM LONELY AND LOOKING FOR COMPANY. YOU EVEN USE MY BEST FRIEND ALBERT AS AMMUNITION, SAYING THAT I DUMPED YOU GUYS FOR HIM. WELL. UH. LEME THINK. OF COURSE I WENT TO LOOK FOR SOMEONE ELSE TO TALK TO! YOU GUYS FREAKING BASIVALLY ABANDONED ME AND MADE ME FEEL LIKE A PIECE OF SHIT. IM NOT GOING TO WASTE ANY MORE OF MY TIME AND IGNORE MY FEELINGS JUST TO BE YOUR "FRIEND" WHILE IM NOT GETTING ANYTHING BACK, IM NOT GOING TO PUT UP WITH YOUR FUCKING BULLSHIT ANYMORE. YOU ALWAYS MADE ME THE BAD GUY;. I WAS GUILT TRIPPING YOU. I WAS BEING SALTY. I WAS A HORRIBLE BITCH. WHILE IT WAS //YOU// WHO MADE ME LOOK LIKE THAT. I WAS JUST LONELY, DEPRESSED, AND INSECURE, LOOKING FOR SOMEONE WHO WAS THERE FOR ME AND YOU FUCKING ABANDONED ME. NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND. I DON'T FUCKING WANT YOU GUYS BACK, I DONT FUCKING NEED YOU GUYS, YOU BOTH EMOTIONALLY ABUSED ME, AND EVEN DROVE ME TO THE VERGE WHERE I WANTED TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF BECAUSE YOU SAID I WOULDNT FUCKING EVER GET ANYWHERE IN LIFE. I NOW HAVE NEW FRIENDS, AND GUESS WHAT!? THEY LOVE ME FOR THE WAY I AM, THEY UNDERSTAND, THEY LISTEN, THEY ARE THERE FOR ME, THEY CARE, THEY DONT TELL ME TO SHUT THE HELL UP OR STOP ACTING LIKE A BITCH. THEY MAKE ME FEEL LOVED, THEY MAKE ME FEEL SPECIAL, THEY ARE //REAL// FRIENDS. YOU TWO ONLY BASHED AND BASHED ON ME MAKING ME FEEL LIKE I DID EVERYTHING WRONG. SO JUST FREAKING FUCK OFF, IM NOT GIVING YOU A SECOND CHANCE. AND IM SORRY FOR EXPLODING IN YOUR FACE BUT I JUST CAN'T KEEP ALL THIS CROPPED UP NEGATIVE ENERGY CAUSED BY YOU GUYS INSIDE ME, OR ELSE MY HEART WILL FUCKING EXPLODE. JUST STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM ME YOU TWO, AND I WILL STAY AWAY FROM YOU. THE ONLY REASON I CAME HERE NOW TO REPLY IS BECAUSE YOU GUYS ARE FUCKING STUCK IN MY HEAD AND I CAN'T SEEM TO GET YOU OUT. THANKS FOR SCARRING MY MIND EVEN MORE, I REALLY APPRECIATE IT. I REALLY LOVE HOW YOU GUYS THROW ME AWAY AFTER ALL THE LOVE, CARE AND TIME I PUT IN OUR RELATIONSHIP. I TRIED. SO. FREAKING HARD. TO BE A GOOD FRIEND. TO MAKE YOU GUYS HAPPY. TO KEEP OUR RELATIONSHIP BUT NOW IM FUCKING DONE WITH YOUR BULLSHIT. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE. GET OUT OF MY HEAD. LEAVE ME IN PEACE AND STOP TORTURING MY MIND AND STOP MAKING ME THINK EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT. BECAUSE IT'S FUCKING NOT. IF I DID EVERYTHING WRONG AND WAS REALLY THAT BAD AS YOU GUYS MADE ME BELIEVE, I WOULDN'T HAVE FRIENDS NOW OR THEY WOULD HATE ME FOR WHAT I DID. BECAUSE YES. I SHOWED THEM WHAT HAPPENED BETWEEN US BUT NOT TO CALL YOU OUT, I NEVER TOLD PEOPLE TO ATTACK YOU, THE ONLY REASON I TOLD PEOPLE WAS BECAUSE I WAS DEPRESSED AND HATED MYSELF AND NEEDED TO VENT. SOMETHING YOU GUYS NEVER ALLOWED ME TO. NO I DID NOTHING FOR YOU GUYS. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. SO IT WAS PERFECTLY FINE FOR YOU TO THROW ME AWAY AND MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I DESERVE TO DIE.

I can't fucking help but feel like crying whenever i listen to album 19 of adele because many of the songs remind me what you did to me

Cold shoulder
Tired
Melt my heart to stone

I also find it hard to look at pony art now, watching markiplier and using/talking about grin, bloodstained or Aurora now.

just..you don't fucking know how much you damaged me...you freaking broke me..and i had the luck that i had albert to help me get back up and to have my therapists to get me thinking positive again.

A good fr

(continued) A good friend doesn't push you. a good friend doesn't make their friend feel like crap just because they're unable to have a normal life or can't go to school.

I can't go to school now. I need more practice to get used to sounds, crowds and people and I need more healing.

think of it as a staircase. You can't go from step 1 to step 10 in one go. that's impossible. You need to make small steps.

so stop bashing on people. stop pushing them so hard.

Beating fire with fire isn't gonna work. Just try to stay calm and talk it out.. I'm sorry for exploding here above but i really couldn't keep it in anymore. I exploded because you didn't allow me to say what i thought about it, you made me feel bad whenever i tried to explain why i felt like that. So now i just exploded. I'm sorry. But i had to tell you my feelings, I just can't let you guys walk over me like that.

Now. I feel pretty calm. How about I block you, you block me, and we just forget eachother for the rest of our lives.

I think all the anger about this got out of me so I'm pretty sure i won't bother you again. I blocked you and deleted you on skype ages ago so i cant get to you there. Im not active at all on instagram. And I dont ever check your dA. Let's just be mature about this and forget all this.

I don't like you guys, you don't like me, that's okay.

But let's not start a war about it.

I'll block you on here and dA, and i will delete the chatroom

you and garson can block me too
have a nice day

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