I know that your real name is Aralyn (sorry if I spelt it wrong.) I know your a bit yonger than I am. I know you like horor games, movies and manga. You're also hoplessly in love with me too hehe <3
I didn't know all too much, we were separated a few months before. We weren't able to talk very much since our time zones are so distanced. You used to live really close to me in New Hampshire, I'm in Massachusetts. We went on a date before you moved at a rollerskating place, and we kissed when nobody was there to catch us. It was the best moment of my life.
I suggested that we play Pokemon together, once, and we figured out we had lived close by. So we planned to meet up at Anime Boston. However, I messed up and got locked out of the event we were meeting up at-
oki. Btw, today I was told my puns are catastropic and hissed off a bunch of people even though I was just kitten. Nyaow I'm thinking I should keep my paws off the puns
You know, I won't go away right? No matter what. Even if the ground shatters beneith us. I will always be there to hold you and tell you it's all going to make it. I would travel to the ends of time and space to be able to tell you that you'll make it because I know you can, and you will.
I can't do this with you.. I obivously mean nothing to you if your going to go and try to k.ill yourself without a second thought.. I understand you feel like absolute Sh.it. I get that way too, but when you do that that tells me that I mean nothing to you. Which theres nothing I can do about. I'm used to it. I don't mind being here for you and being someone you can lean on. But I'm done with the lying.
And that's not true, i get ideas in my head that everyone wants me gone, and I forget people care. I love and cherish you, it's not at all that I don't care about you.
Sebastian told me. I've been worried sick about you. I do love you, very much, and i've been trying really hard to be strong and I didn't want you to ever get hurt again and I keep making everything worst..
You seriously need to stop this. My family, the people who care for me mind you, would never, ever do that. But thanks for the effort in trying to f.uck with my head more.
I'll stop, but you're making me have a breakdown, too. Anxiety has kept me up all night throwing up and making me faint and I'm still only getting worst. I'd never lie to hurt you, I'd never ever intentionally hurt you. And I wish you'd see that, but instead I'm watching all the importance I had left stripped away and have all my emotions and the most painful event in my entire life be told to be a lie
I'd never hurt you, I promised Sebastian I'd protect you. I'm sorry that I said things wrong, I meant to show you that I love you, this all went very very wrong..
Comments
12 Nov, 2015, 12:42 am
Hello! This is Oliver?
12 Nov, 2015, 12:45 am
Yes
12 Nov, 2015, 12:45 am
Yes it is.
12 Nov, 2015, 12:49 am
I'm Rune! -v-
12 Nov, 2015, 12:51 am
Or at least thats what you and my brother call me.
12 Nov, 2015, 12:53 am
I know. I'm glad to see you.
12 Nov, 2015, 12:54 am
-hugs-
12 Nov, 2015, 12:58 am
So um.. How are you? ovo
12 Nov, 2015, 1:00 am
I don't know. I'm relieved you're okay, and just kinda.. So excited that my mind's blank. I probably seem really awkward
12 Nov, 2015, 1:02 am
Not as awkward as my parents today haha ;-v-
12 Nov, 2015, 1:04 am
Heh. I missed you so much, I just wish I could hug you-
12 Nov, 2015, 1:05 am
I loooove hugs ovo -hug-
12 Nov, 2015, 1:07 am
-hugs- mine >w<
12 Nov, 2015, 1:12 am
Hehe <3
12 Nov, 2015, 1:14 am
I love you <3
12 Nov, 2015, 1:16 am
I love you too <3
12 Nov, 2015, 1:19 am
-kisses cheek- So ah,, how much do you remember about me?
12 Nov, 2015, 1:31 am
I know that your real name is Aralyn (sorry if I spelt it wrong.) I know your a bit yonger than I am. I know you like horor games, movies and manga. You're also hoplessly in love with me too hehe <3
12 Nov, 2015, 1:32 am
And you also love Spyro
12 Nov, 2015, 1:43 am
Heh. It's spelled Arilyn, close though <3 And I really am hopelessly in love with you, aren't I? qt
12 Nov, 2015, 1:45 am
I wonder, do you remember my favorite band?
12 Nov, 2015, 1:48 am
No..I dont..
12 Nov, 2015, 1:53 am
That's okay <3 Blood on the Dance Floor.
12 Nov, 2015, 1:54 am
Oh! I like them too!
12 Nov, 2015, 1:59 am
Mmhm <3
12 Nov, 2015, 2:01 am
Didn't we also rp too?
12 Nov, 2015, 2:06 am
Yes, we did! We hadn't in a while, unfortunately
12 Nov, 2015, 2:09 am
Yeah but i need to go to bed.. so ill talk to you later.
12 Nov, 2015, 2:12 am
Okay, dear. Sleep well <3
12 Nov, 2015, 8:54 pm
Hellooo! <3
14 Nov, 2015, 12:24 am
---i know this was for colorlessbreak---
but thanks for tellin me
14 Nov, 2015, 6:44 pm
Hallo!
14 Nov, 2015, 10:04 pm
Oliver?
15 Nov, 2015, 12:54 am
Hello! Sorry I wasn't on Colors, love, I'm here now.
15 Nov, 2015, 12:57 am
Oh okie
15 Nov, 2015, 1:04 am
-kisses- <3
15 Nov, 2015, 1:20 am
Hehe <3
15 Nov, 2015, 1:23 am
Cutieeee >w<
15 Nov, 2015, 1:31 am
(-///v///-)
15 Nov, 2015, 1:34 am
Ooooh, blushing, are we? -w-
15 Nov, 2015, 1:40 am
Maybe a li'l.. <3
15 Nov, 2015, 1:52 am
What if Iiiii... -suddenly hugs softly and tickles- did THIS? >w<
15 Nov, 2015, 2:07 am
Hehe! Stahp! -///v///-
15 Nov, 2015, 2:10 am
-stops and smooches.- qt qt qt
15 Nov, 2015, 2:28 am
-kissy kissy-
15 Nov, 2015, 2:46 am
I loveee youuu .o.
15 Nov, 2015, 2:49 am
I love you too -v-
15 Nov, 2015, 3:02 am
What if I told you I love you most? -w-
15 Nov, 2015, 3:15 am
I'd say you're wrong in the kindest way <3
15 Nov, 2015, 3:35 am
Gaspuuu >:O
What if I insisted I was right? >w<
15 Nov, 2015, 3:42 am
I'd have to dissagree <3
Can I ask you a question?
15 Nov, 2015, 3:43 am
Ask away <3
15 Nov, 2015, 3:44 am
Who was I? You know before I hit my head. No one will tell me anything..
15 Nov, 2015, 4:02 am
I didn't know all too much, we were separated a few months before. We weren't able to talk very much since our time zones are so distanced. You used to live really close to me in New Hampshire, I'm in Massachusetts. We went on a date before you moved at a rollerskating place, and we kissed when nobody was there to catch us. It was the best moment of my life.
15 Nov, 2015, 4:21 am
Oh okay
15 Nov, 2015, 4:31 am
I can tell you much more from before then, if you want <3 You've always been the most wonderful person
15 Nov, 2015, 4:54 am
Okie
15 Nov, 2015, 4:59 am
You want me to? -Sits on lap and snuggles up with-
15 Nov, 2015, 5:01 am
Yeah Sure
15 Nov, 2015, 5:12 am
We started dating last Febuary, on the 26th. It was at about 9 pm. Every day we'd chill, cuddle, rp, and on the weekends we'd get naughty ;)
15 Nov, 2015, 5:15 am
I suggested that we play Pokemon together, once, and we figured out we had lived close by. So we planned to meet up at Anime Boston. However, I messed up and got locked out of the event we were meeting up at-
15 Nov, 2015, 5:17 am
But, after that we told our parents we met through anime boston and we exchanged numbers. And that lead to talking together more often, and our date.
15 Nov, 2015, 5:18 am
Daw
15 Nov, 2015, 5:23 am
And I use to call you thug seme sometimes, and you called me shawty-kun, and always made me feel all cutesy and blush.
15 Nov, 2015, 5:25 am
This is going to sound weird but, Even though I can't remeber any of it.. I miss it..
15 Nov, 2015, 5:30 am
You don't need to miss it! Just look forward to more of it.
15 Nov, 2015, 5:36 am
Okie
15 Nov, 2015, 5:43 am
Thug seme ;> hehe
15 Nov, 2015, 5:48 am
I may pass out soon-
15 Nov, 2015, 5:54 am
mmkay
15 Nov, 2015, 1:01 pm
I'm awake!
15 Nov, 2015, 5:44 pm
Me too..
15 Nov, 2015, 7:37 pm
You doing okay, dear? Need anything?
15 Nov, 2015, 8:23 pm
No I'm fine.. Just sick.
15 Nov, 2015, 8:27 pm
Awww. -huggles- They make some pretty good tea for colds, or chamomile tea's helpful to
19 Nov, 2015, 1:01 pm
Thanks.
21 Nov, 2015, 10:05 am
You doing okay?
22 Nov, 2015, 5:41 am
Kinda..
23 Nov, 2015, 12:37 am
Can I help? Sorry I wasn't around earlier
23 Nov, 2015, 1:25 am
It's alright I'm just feeling gross.
23 Nov, 2015, 2:11 am
Ah. -kisses- I'm sorry hun
23 Nov, 2015, 8:05 pm
Hello -v-
24 Nov, 2015, 12:38 am
Hullo owo
24 Nov, 2015, 12:54 am
Whats up?
24 Nov, 2015, 1:17 am
Nm, watching Vampire Knight and judging Zero intensely. On Facebook talking to some people. xD
24 Nov, 2015, 1:22 am
Oh cool
24 Nov, 2015, 1:27 am
Do you have a fb btw?
24 Nov, 2015, 1:27 am
No.
24 Nov, 2015, 1:45 am
oki. Btw, today I was told my puns are catastropic and hissed off a bunch of people even though I was just kitten. Nyaow I'm thinking I should keep my paws off the puns
24 Nov, 2015, 1:45 am
*catastrophic xD
24 Nov, 2015, 1:58 am
XD
24 Nov, 2015, 2:05 am
I tried to put mype.nis as my password, but it said it was too long. Oddly enough, when I tried trump.enis, it said it needed some digits.
24 Nov, 2015, 2:28 am
XD Alright little one I'm logging off. Good night.
24 Nov, 2015, 2:39 am
Goodnight ily xD WAIT WAIT ONE MORE! Sorry I didn't reply earlier, I found some bd.sm and I was kinda tied up
24 Nov, 2015, 8:46 am
I'm not sure if my 'punzels will me the death of me or my hair
24 Nov, 2015, 11:33 pm
heeey
24 Nov, 2015, 11:44 pm
Eyy
24 Nov, 2015, 11:48 pm
I'm almost done your character loveee
24 Nov, 2015, 11:49 pm
-crawls onto lap- owo
25 Nov, 2015, 12:02 am
Oh good -v-
25 Nov, 2015, 12:03 am
-snuggles up with and hugs tightly- -//w//-
25 Nov, 2015, 12:20 am
Today was such a bdsm day.
25 Nov, 2015, 12:23 am
huh what o-o
25 Nov, 2015, 12:30 am
I don't understand
25 Nov, 2015, 12:37 am
Being
Dead
Sounds
Magnificent
Today was real rough but I made it.
25 Nov, 2015, 12:38 am
Want to cuddle troubles away?
25 Nov, 2015, 12:39 am
-kisses cheek-
25 Nov, 2015, 12:40 am
YES
25 Nov, 2015, 12:46 am
Okay <3 -sits on lap facing you and wraps arms and legs around, kissing passionately.-
25 Nov, 2015, 12:50 am
Yay! -v-
25 Nov, 2015, 12:58 am
-kisses more and blushes-
25 Nov, 2015, 1:27 am
-laughes- Yeah?
25 Nov, 2015, 1:34 am
Rune, odd question-
25 Nov, 2015, 1:35 am
Sure
25 Nov, 2015, 1:37 am
What do you think would happen if you tickled me?
25 Nov, 2015, 1:43 am
You'd laugh?
25 Nov, 2015, 1:47 am
-///o not quite
25 Nov, 2015, 1:48 am
Guess again -///w///- -smirks-
25 Nov, 2015, 1:49 am
?
25 Nov, 2015, 1:52 am
owo
25 Nov, 2015, 1:52 am
you can try it to find out.
25 Nov, 2015, 2:03 am
I'm at a loss
25 Nov, 2015, 2:06 am
It's an extreme kink of mine, dear. -kisses- And you can use it on me however you wish
25 Nov, 2015, 2:10 am
Oooooooohhhh okie
25 Nov, 2015, 2:14 am
-hugs and nips shoulder-
25 Nov, 2015, 2:32 am
- v -
25 Nov, 2015, 2:33 am
I'm super tired..
25 Nov, 2015, 2:43 am
awwiee -smooches nose-
25 Nov, 2015, 2:56 am
-sighs a bit and sits back on floor.-
25 Nov, 2015, 8:20 pm
Hey love
25 Nov, 2015, 8:24 pm
You know, I won't go away right? No matter what. Even if the ground shatters beneith us. I will always be there to hold you and tell you it's all going to make it. I would travel to the ends of time and space to be able to tell you that you'll make it because I know you can, and you will.
25 Nov, 2015, 9:59 pm
Thank you.. -hugs- I was just scared.. I kind of felt like maybe I mattered less.. I was scared that you'd leave me.
25 Nov, 2015, 10:33 pm
Never <3
25 Nov, 2015, 11:01 pm
-hugs tightly and kisses timidly-
25 Nov, 2015, 11:28 pm
Hun, I think you should really take that stuff down from your page.
25 Nov, 2015, 11:40 pm
O-okay, I'm sorry.
26 Nov, 2015, 12:41 am
Don't be sorry, I just know its not true.
26 Nov, 2015, 12:50 am
-keeps head down-
26 Nov, 2015, 12:52 am
I love you
26 Nov, 2015, 12:54 am
I love you too - plays with your hair-
26 Nov, 2015, 1:11 am
-face pinkens a bit.-
26 Nov, 2015, 1:24 am
Something wrong lovely?
26 Nov, 2015, 1:37 am
N-no. -sits on lap-
26 Nov, 2015, 1:50 am
You sure?
26 Nov, 2015, 10:10 am
Yea, I'm okay. -nuzzles, acting a bit clingy.- My mind is just collapsing a bit, it's normal for me. I just need to be cuddled
27 Nov, 2015, 2:48 am
Hey. -clings softly-
28 Nov, 2015, 12:00 am
Hi
28 Nov, 2015, 12:01 am
Hi.. -kisses-
28 Nov, 2015, 4:06 am
Hi
28 Nov, 2015, 4:21 am
-hugs tightly and hides face-
28 Nov, 2015, 4:25 am
We..We really need to talk.
28 Nov, 2015, 4:26 am
Okay.. I'm sorry, I'm okay, it won't happen again
28 Nov, 2015, 4:38 am
I can't do this with you.. I obivously mean nothing to you if your going to go and try to k.ill yourself without a second thought.. I understand you feel like absolute Sh.it. I get that way too, but when you do that that tells me that I mean nothing to you. Which theres nothing I can do about. I'm used to it. I don't mind being here for you and being someone you can lean on. But I'm done with the lying.
28 Nov, 2015, 4:42 am
I won't do it again, I'm sorry
28 Nov, 2015, 4:43 am
It was a spur of the moment anxiety attack, I'm sorry.
28 Nov, 2015, 4:45 am
And that's not true, i get ideas in my head that everyone wants me gone, and I forget people care. I love and cherish you, it's not at all that I don't care about you.
28 Nov, 2015, 4:45 am
It's not about that. You aren't in love with me. You're in love with the thought of having someone love you unconditionally.
28 Nov, 2015, 4:45 am
I won't let it happen again. I promise.
28 Nov, 2015, 4:46 am
That's not true! I love you, not some stupid concept.
28 Nov, 2015, 4:48 am
Rune when you moved to the uk i didn't see you for months. I stayed in love with you, i'd move on if it was that idea i was after
28 Nov, 2015, 4:49 am
I love you, whether you love me unconditionally or not
28 Nov, 2015, 4:57 am
Just stop. I have had enough.
28 Nov, 2015, 4:59 am
I'm sorry
28 Nov, 2015, 5:00 am
what would you like
28 Nov, 2015, 5:01 am
How may i fix this?
28 Nov, 2015, 5:08 am
You can't. Just leave it alone.
28 Nov, 2015, 5:08 am
leave what alone?
28 Nov, 2015, 5:11 am
I'm done.
28 Nov, 2015, 5:15 am
i'm sorry i just want to know what you meant by it so i can leave it alone i'm sorry
28 Nov, 2015, 5:16 am
and it's not as if you have tried killing yourself without second thought
28 Nov, 2015, 5:17 am
Fine.
28 Nov, 2015, 5:19 am
please give me another chance, i love you..
28 Nov, 2015, 5:27 am
When was that?
28 Nov, 2015, 5:28 am
when was what?
28 Nov, 2015, 5:29 am
that you tried what i did? Halloween, you got a lot farther though.
28 Nov, 2015, 5:30 am
I don't recall..
28 Nov, 2015, 5:31 am
I know. it was the real reason you can't remember
28 Nov, 2015, 5:32 am
Whats that supposed to mean???
28 Nov, 2015, 5:35 am
Idk who told you that you hit your head. You tried to hang yourself and went into a coma.
28 Nov, 2015, 5:36 am
Are you really going to sit there and tell me that my entire family is lying to me?
28 Nov, 2015, 5:38 am
Sebastian told me. I've been worried sick about you. I do love you, very much, and i've been trying really hard to be strong and I didn't want you to ever get hurt again and I keep making everything worst..
28 Nov, 2015, 5:39 am
You seriously need to stop this. My family, the people who care for me mind you, would never, ever do that. But thanks for the effort in trying to f.uck with my head more.
28 Nov, 2015, 5:39 am
They're scared you'll do it again. If they're not lying, Sebastian lied to me
28 Nov, 2015, 5:40 am
They wouldn't lie to hurt you. they wanted to protect you from the stress of it I'm sure
28 Nov, 2015, 5:43 am
Just stop! There's no fu.cking way okay! Just leave me the fu.ck alone!
28 Nov, 2015, 5:45 am
... I can show proof
28 Nov, 2015, 5:51 am
Why would you hurt me like this...
28 Nov, 2015, 5:52 am
Just stop.. I'm going before I have another fu.cking break down..
28 Nov, 2015, 11:49 am
I'll stop, but you're making me have a breakdown, too. Anxiety has kept me up all night throwing up and making me faint and I'm still only getting worst. I'd never lie to hurt you, I'd never ever intentionally hurt you. And I wish you'd see that, but instead I'm watching all the importance I had left stripped away and have all my emotions and the most painful event in my entire life be told to be a lie
28 Nov, 2015, 11:52 am
I'd never hurt you, I promised Sebastian I'd protect you. I'm sorry that I said things wrong, I meant to show you that I love you, this all went very very wrong..