Definitely not by ending it completely. You gotta take matters into your own hands and change your nightmare into a dream. At times, it may seem like things wont get better; heck, things can be bad for years, but know that if things are not improving on their own, YOU have to be the one to change them. You have the power to make yourself happy, and you're only limited to how much you limit yourself. Don't let your fears and anxieties run your life; kick your insecurities in the @$$! You DESERVE to enjoy being alive, and don't let anyone [including yourself] stop you. Life can be painful, but it can also be beautiful. Reach out to someone if you're hurting. Don't try to end your nightmare. Turn it into a dream.