still gettin lowkey insp from church's old pic by zerozerozero

#phlox

ugghhh
my whole... ftm thing... is making life hard rn.... i want to like BE out publicly but it might not be right?? like i think some of my irl cis friends have been acting distant ever since i came out to them and... my life is Hell in this regard... bc not being totally out is torture but you can't un-come out and i dont want to get beat up or bullied like i was in middle school
im stuck between 2 fun choices: stay in this sucky closet or come out and maybe find out i was wrong
:/

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painted on a Nintendo 3DS
02 Nov, 2015, 2:05 am
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gluchichi

02 Nov, 2015, 2:47 am

dude i feel u w the ftm thing :'-(
but this is rly pretty aaa

Phasilic-Renavon

02 Nov, 2015, 2:51 am

ay
just do what you feel is right when you feel comfortable enough to do it < : (
who knows ? it might be differnt from how middle school was
i know that you're one super cool and funny dude
who wouldn't like to be friends with you ??

i'm hoping that you'll cheer up soon bud
Also
Phlox looks very gorgeous in this y v y ) lovely lovely work <3 <3 <3

Azu

02 Nov, 2015, 7:49 am

She is such cuteee!!! (>///<)
You drew clothes pattern adorable♪

flickflicky

04 Nov, 2015, 1:18 pm

Aaah, she looks awesome! X3
I love the general aesthetic of this pic. Her dark purple hair with that flower print jacket just looks so nice! >w<

Hey, if you feel uncomfortable with the idea right now, maybe wait a while untill you think you're ready.
I think some people who don't know much about or understand different sexualitiestend to think of a person as a different human being after they come out of the closet about it. They theat the truth like something weird and new, when the lie they were living before was really the weird thing. I'd think people would be especially prone to do it to ftm or mtf people. Some might avoid you just 'cause they don't get it. It's not that they dislike you, it's just they don't know how to act around "Harris", as they were used to the "you" that you used to be.
Dude, I think almost everyone is bullied in middle school. I think it'd be fine comparitively in Highschool. x'D

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