I wish... by Cyborg Noodle

Lightly the white flakes drift down burying the black shadow, freezing me as it continues to gather up
holding eachother's frozen hands we stayed alive, in the cold snowy gusts how many times was i overcomed by tears?
Be it suffering or grief someday it will surely become strength i breathed into my hands
one by one my friends disappear dead bodies pile up
now only we are left who shall be the first to go?
a white horizon, shadows of black
a somewhat sorrowful end
#methecyborg

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29 Oct, 2015, 4:24 pm
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Kojima

29 Oct, 2015, 7:04 pm

Beautiful...just like you ewe

Cyborg Noodle

29 Oct, 2015, 8:53 pm

aww <3

Kojima

29 Oct, 2015, 9:13 pm

Lol now I'm on ewe and ya

Cyborg Noodle

29 Oct, 2015, 9:15 pm

yay :3 how are ya?

Kojima

29 Oct, 2015, 9:16 pm

I'm good ^-^ lil sad but better now that your here *hugs*

Cyborg Noodle

29 Oct, 2015, 9:19 pm

*hugs back super tight* aww <3 >u<

Kojima

29 Oct, 2015, 9:20 pm

*gasps* hehe ^-^ missed me much?

Cyborg Noodle

29 Oct, 2015, 9:23 pm

*lets go*
yeah..sorry ^-^

Kojima

29 Oct, 2015, 9:24 pm

No I love it *hugs* ewe

Cyborg Noodle

29 Oct, 2015, 9:27 pm

*hugs back* v//u//v

Kojima

29 Oct, 2015, 9:28 pm

*cuddles* ewe

Cyborg Noodle

29 Oct, 2015, 9:30 pm

*cuddles back* >w<

Kojima

29 Oct, 2015, 9:33 pm

I missed you so much >//w//>

Cyborg Noodle

29 Oct, 2015, 9:35 pm

Awww :3
*kisses your nose*

Kojima

29 Oct, 2015, 9:37 pm

*blushes deep red* and I've missed this even more

Cyborg Noodle

29 Oct, 2015, 9:39 pm

Oh <3 ewe

Kojima

29 Oct, 2015, 9:41 pm

*puts my hand on your face* I keep dreaming of you ame even if I can't have your heart I still dream about your sweet love

Cyborg Noodle

29 Oct, 2015, 9:43 pm

>//////< w-what?

Kojima

29 Oct, 2015, 9:45 pm

It's true I dream about you ewe

Cyborg Noodle

29 Oct, 2015, 9:47 pm

b-but im just a stranger ^-^' <3

Kojima

29 Oct, 2015, 9:52 pm

We now eachother silly not one hundred percent but about 67% *puts my forhead against yours* ^w^

Cyborg Noodle

29 Oct, 2015, 9:55 pm

okay lol <3

Kojima

29 Oct, 2015, 9:56 pm

*gently kisses you*

Cyborg Noodle

29 Oct, 2015, 9:59 pm

*gently kisses back* v//u//v

Kojima

29 Oct, 2015, 10:01 pm

*puts my hands on your hips* e////v////e

Cyborg Noodle

29 Oct, 2015, 10:02 pm

heh heh <3 >///u///<

Kojima

29 Oct, 2015, 10:04 pm

*pulls you closer* lol just like my dream

Cyborg Noodle

29 Oct, 2015, 10:06 pm

you dreamt about this? *kisses you* >//u//<

Kojima

29 Oct, 2015, 10:08 pm

*kisses back* ha actually it went a little farther e///w///e

Cyborg Noodle

29 Oct, 2015, 10:11 pm

Oh? <3 >///w///<

Kojima

29 Oct, 2015, 10:13 pm

All I can say is things got very very dirty <3

Cyborg Noodle

29 Oct, 2015, 10:15 pm

did you...like it? e///u///e'

Kojima

29 Oct, 2015, 10:18 pm

Like it...I loved it >\\\\\\u\\\\\\<

Cyborg Noodle

29 Oct, 2015, 10:21 pm

S-sometimes i think about it <3 >///u///<

Kojima

29 Oct, 2015, 10:22 pm

R...really? eue

Cyborg Noodle

29 Oct, 2015, 10:24 pm

Y-yeah <3
im sorry i can't help it

Kojima

29 Oct, 2015, 10:26 pm

How much do you like it?

Cyborg Noodle

29 Oct, 2015, 10:28 pm

>//////////<"
a lot

Kojima

29 Oct, 2015, 10:29 pm

Hehe *kisses your neck* good

Cyborg Noodle

29 Oct, 2015, 10:31 pm

e//////////e"
*quietly moans* <3

Kojima

29 Oct, 2015, 10:33 pm

*licks your neck* mmm tasty ewe

Cyborg Noodle

29 Oct, 2015, 10:36 pm

don't stop <3
>///u///<

Kojima

29 Oct, 2015, 10:38 pm

*holds you closer and kisses your neck more*

Cyborg Noodle

29 Oct, 2015, 10:40 pm

*puts my hand up your shirt* <3
>///w///<

Kojima

29 Oct, 2015, 10:44 pm

*moves up to your ear and nibbles* ^\\\\^

Cyborg Noodle

29 Oct, 2015, 10:45 pm

*whimpers*
>//////>

Kojima

29 Oct, 2015, 10:50 pm

*licks* I love you

Cyborg Noodle

29 Oct, 2015, 10:51 pm

*tackles you* e//w//e
*pins you down* <3
i love you too >//u//e

Kojima

29 Oct, 2015, 10:55 pm

Oh? *blushes*

Cyborg Noodle

29 Oct, 2015, 10:58 pm

*bites your neck*
>//////<

Kojima

29 Oct, 2015, 11:02 pm

Uhh >//////<

Cyborg Noodle

29 Oct, 2015, 11:04 pm

*gets off*
i-im sorry

Kojima

29 Oct, 2015, 11:05 pm

Nu u I...like it I didnt know you liked it tough e////e

Kojima

29 Oct, 2015, 11:06 pm

*I

Cyborg Noodle

29 Oct, 2015, 11:07 pm

oh >////////<
i do like it

Kojima

29 Oct, 2015, 11:11 pm

I can be rough if you'd like

Cyborg Noodle

29 Oct, 2015, 11:13 pm

i-i would like that <3
>////u////<

Kojima

29 Oct, 2015, 11:22 pm

*gets up and picks you up in my arms* if you insist e///w///e *lays you down on your bed*

Cyborg Noodle

29 Oct, 2015, 11:26 pm

Lol <3 i guess you like to get to the point?
>///u///<

Kojima

29 Oct, 2015, 11:34 pm

You know it *gets on top of you*

Cyborg Noodle

29 Oct, 2015, 11:35 pm

*blushes deep red*
>/////u/////<'

Kojima

29 Oct, 2015, 11:43 pm

*kisses your neck and slowly puts my hand up your shirt*

Cyborg Noodle

29 Oct, 2015, 11:43 pm

are you busy? x3

Cyborg Noodle

29 Oct, 2015, 11:45 pm

*shivers* >////u////<'

Kojima

29 Oct, 2015, 11:49 pm

You ok sexy *kisses more*

Cyborg Noodle

29 Oct, 2015, 11:54 pm

i'm okay <3
>////u////<'

Kojima

29 Oct, 2015, 11:56 pm

*rubs your breast* hehe oops

Cyborg Noodle

29 Oct, 2015, 11:58 pm

*bites my lip*
>/////////<'

Kojima

30 Oct, 2015, 12:01 am

*keeps rubbing and bites your neck* e////v////e

Cyborg Noodle

30 Oct, 2015, 12:05 am

*takes off my shirt* <3
*smirks* e///u///e

Kojima

30 Oct, 2015, 12:09 am

*kisses your neck then your chest*

Cyborg Noodle

30 Oct, 2015, 12:14 am

>///////////<'

Kojima

30 Oct, 2015, 12:15 am

*takes off my shirt* e//w//e

Cyborg Noodle

30 Oct, 2015, 12:16 am

sexy e///w///e

Kojima

30 Oct, 2015, 12:21 am

^\\\\^ heh *unbuttons my pants*

Cyborg Noodle

30 Oct, 2015, 12:22 am

o///////o

Kojima

30 Oct, 2015, 12:25 am

*unstarps your bra* >\\\w\\\<

Cyborg Noodle

30 Oct, 2015, 12:27 am

>///w///<" oh my <3

Kojima

30 Oct, 2015, 12:29 am

*unbuttons your pants and kisses you*

Cyborg Noodle

30 Oct, 2015, 12:31 am

*kisses back*

Kojima

30 Oct, 2015, 12:33 am

*Takes off my pants* e//v//e <3

Cyborg Noodle

30 Oct, 2015, 12:37 am

*blushes* <3
>///////>'

Kojima

30 Oct, 2015, 12:38 am

Something you like? e//////v//////e

Cyborg Noodle

30 Oct, 2015, 12:42 am

i-i...y-yeah <3
>/////w/////<

Kojima

30 Oct, 2015, 12:44 am

*takes off your bra and licks your breast*

Cyborg Noodle

30 Oct, 2015, 12:47 am

*gasps* <3
*covers my mouth with my hand*
>//////////<"

Kojima

30 Oct, 2015, 12:50 am

*gently sucks* mm

Cyborg Noodle

30 Oct, 2015, 12:51 am

o-oh my....g-goodness <3
>//////////<'

Kojima

30 Oct, 2015, 12:54 am

*sucks more then very gently bits down* ^\\\\\\^

Cyborg Noodle

30 Oct, 2015, 12:57 am

*moans quietly* <3
e////u////<

Kojima

30 Oct, 2015, 12:59 am

*takes off your pants while slowly kissing down your chest to your stomach*

Cyborg Noodle

30 Oct, 2015, 1:03 am

*blushes deep red*
e//////////e' u-ummm <3

Kojima

30 Oct, 2015, 1:04 am

You ok sweet heart <3 ^\\\^

Cyborg Noodle

30 Oct, 2015, 1:07 am

y-yeah....its just a bit embarrassing v/////////v'

Kojima

30 Oct, 2015, 1:11 am

Then how about you have your turn *lays next to you* this might help

Cyborg Noodle

30 Oct, 2015, 1:12 am

o///////o' uhhh

Kojima

30 Oct, 2015, 1:14 am

Go for it I'm all yours >//w//< I'm sure your more than capable

Cyborg Noodle

30 Oct, 2015, 1:16 am

>////3////>'
*gets on top of you*

Kojima

30 Oct, 2015, 1:19 am

*bits my lip* hmm >\\\\\u\\\\\<

Cyborg Noodle

30 Oct, 2015, 1:22 am

>/////////<'
can i...umm

Kojima

30 Oct, 2015, 1:23 am

Yes? e///v///e

Kojima

30 Oct, 2015, 1:23 am

Hehe no need to be shy

Cyborg Noodle

30 Oct, 2015, 1:25 am

t-taste....it? >/////////<'

Kojima

30 Oct, 2015, 1:27 am

Mhm *bits my lip*

Cyborg Noodle

30 Oct, 2015, 1:30 am

>//////////>'
*puts my hand on it*

Kojima

30 Oct, 2015, 1:33 am

*moans* ^\\\\^

Cyborg Noodle

30 Oct, 2015, 1:36 am

e////////e'
*strokes it*

Kojima

30 Oct, 2015, 1:41 am

*bites my lip* >\\\\<

Cyborg Noodle

30 Oct, 2015, 1:43 am

*starts licking the tip*
-////w////-

Cyborg Noodle

30 Oct, 2015, 1:44 am

want me to stop? <3
>///u///e

Kojima

30 Oct, 2015, 1:47 am

No please k...keep going

Cyborg Noodle

30 Oct, 2015, 1:48 am

f.uck i gtg :(
im sorry <3 if you want we can continue tomorrow? e///u///e

Kojima

30 Oct, 2015, 1:49 am

Definitely but before you go I wanted to ask u do you have another way to communicate besides colors

Cyborg Noodle

30 Oct, 2015, 1:50 am

thanks for everything <3
e///u///e

Cyborg Noodle

30 Oct, 2015, 1:51 am

uhhh yeah...like what? my email? or something

Kojima

30 Oct, 2015, 1:51 am

Lol it was my pleasure ;3

Kojima

30 Oct, 2015, 1:52 am

Ya

Cyborg Noodle

30 Oct, 2015, 1:53 am

im on colors as much as i can be

Cyborg Noodle

30 Oct, 2015, 1:54 am

we can talk about it tomorrow around like 5pm est

Kojima

30 Oct, 2015, 1:54 am

I know but I wanna send you a picture :3

Kojima

30 Oct, 2015, 1:55 am

Ok Ame I love you

Cyborg Noodle

30 Oct, 2015, 1:56 am

p....picture?

Kojima

30 Oct, 2015, 1:57 am

Yep haha don't worry nothing naughty unless you. Want it to be ;3

Cyborg Noodle

30 Oct, 2015, 1:58 am

e//////e' K
i love you too <3 bye

Kojima

30 Oct, 2015, 9:45 pm

Hey ewe

Kojima

30 Oct, 2015, 9:46 pm

So what do you mean everything

Cyborg Noodle

30 Oct, 2015, 9:47 pm

Hi....look...i didn't mean to make you do that stuff...it can't happen again T^T im sorry, i was just...being a stupid h.orny teenager >n<

Kojima

30 Oct, 2015, 9:48 pm

Oh...*hugs* I was just wanting to make you happy <\3

Cyborg Noodle

30 Oct, 2015, 9:50 pm

i was very happy <3 TuT
i-i...haven't been like that in a while ^-^'
thanks

Kojima

30 Oct, 2015, 9:53 pm

I haven't been happy in a very long time yesterday helped

Cyborg Noodle

30 Oct, 2015, 9:57 pm

we have to just be friends <3 ok?
i do love you a lot <3 its just not meant to be <3
i will stay by your side, and will support you, i want to be the closest one to you

Kojima

30 Oct, 2015, 10:00 pm

*crys* I-I...understand *looks at my hands* besides I should be the one apologizing I was the one who started it...I...just wanted to love you more...one last time...

Cyborg Noodle

30 Oct, 2015, 10:03 pm

*wipes away your tears*
i regret nothing <3 i wanted it too...very much now that im older...i was just too afraid to ask to do it again...im sorry

Kojima

30 Oct, 2015, 10:08 pm

I guess...I really have no one now those who love me choose me second and the rest act as if I'm something besides human...serves me right I guess im just ment to be forgotten

Cyborg Noodle

30 Oct, 2015, 10:10 pm

d-don't be like that....i...i'd give anything to see you happy again <3

Cyborg Noodle

30 Oct, 2015, 10:11 pm

i guess i'll just go <3
bye<3

Kojima

30 Oct, 2015, 10:14 pm

It's ok Ame ^-T you don't need to keep loving me if you've already moved on

Cyborg Noodle

30 Oct, 2015, 10:16 pm

you....really don't listen to me
i tried for you...im still trying...for nothing i guess....
i'll be around if you ever want someone to talk to....just know it hurts me just as much

Cyborg Noodle

30 Oct, 2015, 10:16 pm

just....think <3

Kojima

31 Oct, 2015, 3:53 am

I just rembered something Amaris bucause im stupid af i had said something in your last post but I guess I just got caught up in the moment l...I'm sorry and I'm not deleting those other post I got nothing to hide all my flaws are in the those words up top

Kojima

31 Oct, 2015, 3:58 am

Im just gonna save you the time I had said in that other post that i wouldn't hurt you but i guess I did that...or use you which I havent the stuff up top was for you I also said that even if you cant give me your heart again I would still love you so in sorry if i over did it....my heart just started to hurt but i understand what you want now <3 so if you can forgive me

Kojima

31 Oct, 2015, 4:08 am

We can just be friends Ame...I see it's not meant to be between us it doesn't feel that way to me but I can see it *tears up*... I just wish I could be yours again...<3

Kojima

01 Nov, 2015, 6:23 pm

Now they say I'm wasting my time
'Cause you're never comin' home
But they used to say the world was flat
But how wrong was that now?

And by leavin' my door open
I'm riskin' everything I own
There's nothing I can lose in a break-in that you haven't taken

And I wish you could give me the cold shoulder
And I wish you can still give me a hard time
And I wish I could still wish it was over
But even if wishing is a waste of time
Even if I never cross your mind

I'll leave the door on the latch
If you ever come back, if you ever come back
There'll be a light in the hall and the key under the mat
If you ever come back
There'll be a smile on my face and the kettle on
And it will be just like you were never gone
There'll be a light in the hall and the key under the mat
If you ever come back lalala woo

Kojima

01 Nov, 2015, 6:32 pm

Oh and not to confuse you in gonna tell you what this song means its fine that you moved and but if you ever want to come back to me I'll have open arms waiting for you TuT

Kojima

01 Nov, 2015, 6:32 pm

So in sorry if i did hurt you Ame

Cyborg Noodle

01 Nov, 2015, 6:59 pm

my gmail or phone number?

Kojima

01 Nov, 2015, 7:01 pm

Can you get txts?

Cyborg Noodle

01 Nov, 2015, 7:02 pm

yeah

Kojima

01 Nov, 2015, 7:03 pm

Then phone

Kojima

01 Nov, 2015, 7:50 pm

Welp I guess thats it then ^-^ and ya I really did delete it im just here to respect your wishes I suppose ^-^

Cyborg Noodle

01 Nov, 2015, 7:53 pm

you're a good guy

Cyborg Noodle

01 Nov, 2015, 7:54 pm

i only asked you to delete it because i didnt know what to say

Kojima

01 Nov, 2015, 8:00 pm

Its fine

Cyborg Noodle

01 Nov, 2015, 8:04 pm

....i tried my best

Kojima

01 Nov, 2015, 8:06 pm

I understand...really its ok im used to this ^-^

Cyborg Noodle

01 Nov, 2015, 8:07 pm

do i make you happy...or sad?

Kojima

01 Nov, 2015, 8:09 pm

You made me happy...now Idk it does hurt a little but thats all i really feel atm

Kojima

01 Nov, 2015, 8:09 pm

Its not your fault tho I had it coming

Cyborg Noodle

01 Nov, 2015, 8:11 pm

maybe...we cant even be friends

Kojima

01 Nov, 2015, 8:13 pm

Yes we can it just hurts me but im used to the pain

Cyborg Noodle

01 Nov, 2015, 8:15 pm

if i don't make you happy..and put you in pain....then go away

Kojima

01 Nov, 2015, 8:17 pm

Your my only drive in this god forsaken world...I cant leave you i was never happy until you made me happy

Cyborg Noodle

01 Nov, 2015, 8:20 pm

i tried so fuking hard...idk how to help you

Kojima

01 Nov, 2015, 8:21 pm

I have no one else And please dont be like evryone else the ones who forget me...pleas

Cyborg Noodle

01 Nov, 2015, 8:23 pm

what do you want from me? honestly

Kojima

01 Nov, 2015, 8:27 pm

Honestly?...I want to hold you like I used to love you with no regrets and live happy for real...with you

Cyborg Noodle

01 Nov, 2015, 8:31 pm

i love you...but i also love someone else.....im torn and idk what to do

Kojima

01 Nov, 2015, 8:33 pm

Just keep me next to your heart and love the other person I just ask for you not to leave me, let me go, or forget about me

Cyborg Noodle

01 Nov, 2015, 8:35 pm

okay <3 i promise

Kojima

01 Nov, 2015, 8:39 pm

I love you so much

Cyborg Noodle

01 Nov, 2015, 8:42 pm

*hugs you tightly*
i love you too <3
and im not letting go <3

Kojima

01 Nov, 2015, 8:43 pm

*Hugs* that makes me happy

Cyborg Noodle

01 Nov, 2015, 8:47 pm

i'll try my best to make you happy <3 :)

Kojima

01 Nov, 2015, 8:49 pm

And I'll do the same <3 qwq

Cyborg Noodle

01 Nov, 2015, 8:52 pm

Okay <3

Cyborg Noodle

01 Nov, 2015, 8:52 pm

sorry for not being on colors everyday

JackoBeane

01 Nov, 2015, 8:56 pm

Thank you millions ^ ^

Kojima

01 Nov, 2015, 8:57 pm

Its okay whatever you can spare i will cherish ^-^

Cyborg Noodle

01 Nov, 2015, 9:02 pm

okay <3 eue

Kojima

01 Nov, 2015, 9:06 pm

It was dark sometimes being so down and you werent around...but Im finally happy TRULY thanks to you Ame this is why I love you

Cyborg Noodle

01 Nov, 2015, 9:07 pm

aww you're so sweet <3

Kojima

02 Nov, 2015, 1:57 pm

You dont have to leave

xXZanza

21 Dec, 2015, 6:54 pm

The **** did i just read in these comments

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