okay okay so this person used to be my good friend and I trusted them. I trusted them. I would be their shoulder to cry on. I tried to be a good friend. I still wanna support them even now, they're brave in a way, but they've done horrible things and I support abuse of no kind. But they are toxic. And they are awful. And they are bad.

Don't self diagnose yourself unless you're sure you might have the thing. Especially if you domt even understand the illness. Do you kmow how insulting it is to have your illness being used as a way to get attention/pity, and yet they dont understand it. And then when you're at your worst, you're really upset, they don't say something nice. They say they understand, they say they have it. And when you're at your worst, your most upset, your dang problems making you cry, what did they say?? what did they say??!? "buck up and stop using people to solve your problems." Yes. I am supposed tp buCK up and not cry.

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I stand by and let people hurt me and I wish for the problem to go away. That is true. I'm a loser who feels awful for everything she might mess up. I have bad anxiety. But you do not tell a person who feels like giving up on what's her best form of escapism to buck up and stop being whiny. Some people are not warriors. Some people "whine" and don't do anything. They're too afraid to, friendo. You say you understand, but you don't. Unless it's about you.

Using illness is no excuse to hurt people who have only been friendly, kind, and supportive towards you. That is just what they did. And they used another illness as an excuse. And they didn't even understand how it works. They didn't do it to me, but one of my other friends was affected badly. They're tougher than me, and they've dropped it. cont

Also.. Don't you dare use goshdarmed racial slurs if yOU ARE NOT THAT RACE. But no, they fling them around casually, and have fun and laugh about it. It's not funny. It's reALLY NOT FUNNY. It's really horrible. And in the sense of the slur uses, they're apparently trying to be "ghetto". Dear god. Do they even know how offensive that is?? No. They probably don't bother to know. They also don't know how horrible de.ath threats are either. Because they probably don.t care. I have seen them sending horrible threats to other people. Just because they can't carry it out doesn't mean it's not harmful. It's not a joke. They are harassing a person and possibly making them extremely upset. They're lucky they were saying that to a person with thick skin. Extremely lucky.

They've also guilt tripped people into sending them physical objects.

And they've enabled their fans to hurt other people. The other people have done bad things, it's very true. Doesn't allow them to tell them to d!e.

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oh icy, im so sorry, i HATE it when ppl do that, thats why i was gone for so long because all i ever saw was fakers trying for atention, im here now and i will try my best to be a better friend to you, im so sorry i havnt been.

thats messed up!, you dont tell ppl to die you just DONT!

So. You say they're hating on you. And then you enable people, tell people to go after them. And you watch. I've seen them be extremely gleeful after one attack.

What a lovely person.

So.

To sum it up:

They say they have an illness but are horrible to people with said illness. They are a racist. They use threats. They like to gain free things by making people feel bad for them. And they have done more, but this is the worst they've done.

This is why I'm mostly not here too much, besides school and things.

If you do know who this person is, please don't mention their name. Despite everything, no one deserves to be harrassed. Somewhere, I just want to be friends again, but that's not happening. I'm sick of people patting this person's back, after they've done such awful things.

Please stay safe.

Thanks.

Sorry for the long rant. And stay safe and as lovely as you are, everybody.

I don't want to give their name. But just be safe, okay? I don't want anyone to get hurt by this person.

It's a horrible doodle. And thank you, you're too nice.. Sorry I'm deleting your comments, but I want people to read this. /:I

I know it is NOT quad, star, mono, winch or anyone like that cause your fallowing them XD {stalker] sorry for carring on I'm just curius if its some one I'm fallowing because I dont like fallowing bullies

no problem sorry for spaming, I dont get to chat much :/ I'm trying to get back my old friends.

I'm super sorry, but I really can't. /:I I'd feel worse than I already do.

No no its okay I under stand one-hundred purcent, I wouldnt want to either, but dont feel bad about this, people need to relise this kid is NOT a god or an angel, you did the right thing icey.
If you wanna chat we can go to my gallery so I dont spam this pictures XD.

You okay?, anything I can do?.

Yeah, I gotta do homework. Stay strong, Ray.

Okay see you. You to babe :D oh yea btw its 'blue' now or blu or how ever you wanna spell it :).
byee

One more thing sorry, but um I think I deleted you a while ago, I had so many ''friends'' that I didnt know so I deleted them, but anyways I was wondering if I could add you?.

I'm rarely on my 3DS, sorry /:0

oh...my..god.....I was just informed........holy cow......icey I am so so sooo sorry...wow I am like...in shock....

well I am and Im not...I kinda new that person was rude and a little off the rocker but....woooow...I didnt know it was that! bad.....

I took care of it so no more of that persons messed up fake pictures for me :)

I'm so sorry Icey :/ that's horrible! If you ever need anything from me, even a shoulder to cry on let me know!
I hope i'm not followin this person though. I've felt bad, but unfollowed so many cruel people (with popular art too)
It's NEVER okay to tell someone to hurt themselves. whoever says stuff like that is horrible.

Man, I'm really curious who it is, but I really respect you for not wanting to give their name out.

I'm always curious and super-nosy, I always wanna know who it is so I can investigate, but never harass, no no.

I don't see conflicts often, so I'm always really interested.

But uh, I fully agree with every word you said.
I don't know who it is, honestly, maybe, but not for sure, so uh, I hope they will learn their place and lesson and stop being the way they are. :u

And I'm really sorry that you had to come in contact with such a....

well I'll be nice and not say it, but uh, yeah, I'm truly sorry...

I hope you're ok. :c

I'm sorry to see this happen to you bud! /:0

Whoever is doing such cruelness to others must be stopped. Because respect is important to everyone. But saying such horrible things to others is harassement. /:l

Geez, I'm sorry Icey... Especially sorry I missed this... My internet was down awhile but if there's anything you need let me know. Also, if you have kik you can always catch me on there. I'm ColorsMD there. (I don't give my kik to just anybody, btw)