i cant sleep well regularly but i havnt slept at night for a few days 8-9 but have been having naps. it takes me around 3 hours to settle before sleeping
@PastelTheAlgabralien well i cleary have ptsd bc today a weird alarm went off, and it scared me i literally put down my book and quickly walked into the dinning room and i asked what was going on, and aparently it was just an alert that some random old person was missing. i was like: "bruh all that just for an old person? i was literally shaking bc i thought it was a fire alarm!"
@PastelTheAlgabralien and whenever i freak out abt the weird alarms, my mom gets mad at me! and i finally told her today: "i cant help it! i have post tramatic stress or whatever its called." :frowning:
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06 May, 2024, 2:39 am
@LeafpoolXVibes alright we can talk here :D
06 May, 2024, 2:39 am
you can say stuff afterwards or during aswell
06 May, 2024, 2:40 am
@PastelTheAlgabralien okiee
06 May, 2024, 2:42 am
@LeafpoolXVibes alright so- my neighbours are kinda rude. they do dealing ect.
theyve reported us for rats apparently abus3/neglect theres nothing on us or any rats. they treat us bad.
they shout at us and our dog
they tried to hurt my brother for being outside
they called the police on us for ''intimidating'' them
we have to stay inside all day while they get to stay outside and even berat us in the backyard. :|
now why i cant sleep
06 May, 2024, 2:43 am
they've put our windows through around 6-7 times and ive almost been hit by the brick 3 times
06 May, 2024, 2:43 am
they gave me horrible anxiety and ptsd i cant even sleep if anyone else is asleep or my dad isnt here to protect us
06 May, 2024, 2:44 am
i cant sleep well regularly but i havnt slept at night for a few days 8-9 but have been having naps. it takes me around 3 hours to settle before sleeping
06 May, 2024, 2:46 am
[ @LeafpoolXVibes ]
06 May, 2024, 2:50 am
you can talk nows :D
06 May, 2024, 2:52 am
@PastelTheAlgabralien awh. im so srry abt that, it sounds horrible /nf im here 4 u tho :) <3 /p
06 May, 2024, 2:53 am
@LeafpoolXVibes its alright now but do u wanna talk abt anything with you? :D [its fine if now]
06 May, 2024, 2:53 am
@PastelTheAlgabralien tbh i have a hard time falling asleep bc im worried abt the times when im asleep :(
06 May, 2024, 2:53 am
@PastelTheAlgabralien oo sure! i luv to rant >:3
06 May, 2024, 2:54 am
@LeafpoolXVibes yeah i feel life if im not up if something happens we might die.
06 May, 2024, 2:54 am
@LeafpoolXVibes :D yay Xd
06 May, 2024, 2:58 am
@PastelTheAlgabralien well i cleary have ptsd bc today a weird alarm went off, and it scared me i literally put down my book and quickly walked into the dinning room and i asked what was going on, and aparently it was just an alert that some random old person was missing. i was like: "bruh all that just for an old person? i was literally shaking bc i thought it was a fire alarm!"
06 May, 2024, 2:59 am
@LeafpoolXVibes the random alarms are scary af :sob:
06 May, 2024, 2:59 am
btw the alert Was just from my f u t u r e stepdad's phone :0
06 May, 2024, 2:59 am
@PastelTheAlgabralien ikr :eyes:
06 May, 2024, 3:00 am
@LeafpoolXVibes oh lmao-
06 May, 2024, 3:00 am
@LeafpoolXVibes honestly i hate when loud noises go off randomly
06 May, 2024, 3:02 am
@PastelTheAlgabralien and whenever i freak out abt the weird alarms, my mom gets mad at me! and i finally told her today: "i cant help it! i have post tramatic stress or whatever its called." :frowning:
06 May, 2024, 3:02 am
@PastelTheAlgabralien fr
06 May, 2024, 3:03 am
@LeafpoolXVibes i might have ptsd but im not exactly sure :sob: after the window incident every single noise sets me off into panic making me sick
06 May, 2024, 3:05 am
@PastelTheAlgabralien that sounds like ptsd to me :eyes:
06 May, 2024, 3:06 am
@LeafpoolXVibes dang :disappointed:
06 May, 2024, 3:07 am
@LeafpoolXVibes lmao even seeing anyone following me or looks to be sus sets me into a panic
06 May, 2024, 3:08 am
@PastelTheAlgabralien lol? i just kinda jump up and my heart starts beating rlly fast whenever i hear a beeping noise :sob:
06 May, 2024, 3:09 am
@LeafpoolXVibes i just feel sick when im anxious and its horrible :sob:
06 May, 2024, 3:09 am
if i get worked up i start gagging kind of :disappointed:
06 May, 2024, 3:11 am
@PastelTheAlgabralien dang-
06 May, 2024, 3:12 am
@LeafpoolXVibes anything else? :D
06 May, 2024, 3:20 am
@PastelTheAlgabralien not for now lol :3
06 May, 2024, 3:20 am
@LeafpoolXVibes oki :D
06 May, 2024, 3:23 am
@PastelTheAlgabralien :D