*wipes away tears* no one ever said you couldn't have me it just takes time after all... But I'm sorry...that I'm hurting you so much *tears up* that's the last thing I want
because <3 you were kind to me when i was alone and new...i feel in love with you although i was young...but im older now, but my feelings for you are the same..but..i...i can't let you go
I do! All I could think about those two lonely years was you Amaris you were my only drive and when I lost that I lost hope *hugs* I liked you ever since the day you told me your name like we truly connected not just when I found out you liked me...it was long before that I still have those feelings...but also have doubts as to if I can really keep you happy
I dont know if I'm good enough for you or if I can always be there though I would try my hardest I don't doubt us I doubt myself I know you would do more than your best Idk if I can :,(
I missed you all this time Ame...I don't want is to drift apart... Even if doubt myself its not because of something you did or anything I've just lost my confidence back then and I still haven't really gotten it back
Comments
19 Oct, 2015, 3:41 am
it's been quite a while, thanks my friend
19 Oct, 2015, 10:35 am
Cool. :)
19 Oct, 2015, 12:31 pm
Amazing and talented as always! ^^ Keep it up Noodle!
20 Oct, 2015, 4:09 pm
It looks so shexy ewe
21 Oct, 2015, 11:39 pm
@Kojima
wut? lol XD sure you aren't talking about me? JK JK JK
23 Oct, 2015, 1:29 am
Actually I was talking about both ewe
23 Oct, 2015, 6:54 pm
Wait what am I saying I've already called you sexy before e//u//e
24 Oct, 2015, 12:10 am
true -//u//-
24 Oct, 2015, 12:13 am
Lol don't worry about it...i love ya anyway
24 Oct, 2015, 12:14 am
okay <3
24 Oct, 2015, 12:16 am
<3
24 Oct, 2015, 12:18 am
<3
24 Oct, 2015, 12:18 am
*hugs* so what you been up to
24 Oct, 2015, 12:21 am
school.... ^-^'
24 Oct, 2015, 12:23 am
Oh sorry...*sits in cornor* school sucks
24 Oct, 2015, 12:26 am
*sits in the corner with you*
i've been kinda lonely lately tbh
24 Oct, 2015, 12:30 am
You too huh
24 Oct, 2015, 12:34 am
yeah <3
24 Oct, 2015, 12:36 am
*lays my head on your shoulder* I've felt money for two years
24 Oct, 2015, 12:38 am
sorry
24 Oct, 2015, 12:44 am
Its not your fault *nuzzles*
24 Oct, 2015, 12:47 am
^-^ if you say so
*holds your hand*
24 Oct, 2015, 12:49 am
Well it isn't you were there as long as you could be ^-^
24 Oct, 2015, 12:50 am
....
24 Oct, 2015, 12:53 am
What?
24 Oct, 2015, 12:55 am
would you be mad...if i did something stupid?
24 Oct, 2015, 12:58 am
Course not
24 Oct, 2015, 1:00 am
okay <3
24 Oct, 2015, 1:00 am
What did you do though
24 Oct, 2015, 1:04 am
its not what i've done...its what i want to do <3
24 Oct, 2015, 1:06 am
?
24 Oct, 2015, 1:07 am
*pins you down and kisses you*
24 Oct, 2015, 1:11 am
O/////O
24 Oct, 2015, 1:14 am
v/////v *keeps kissing you*
24 Oct, 2015, 1:19 am
*kisses back*
24 Oct, 2015, 1:22 am
*puts my hand up your shirt*
24 Oct, 2015, 1:24 am
*blushes deep red*
24 Oct, 2015, 1:26 am
do you want me to stop?
24 Oct, 2015, 1:33 am
...no >///>
24 Oct, 2015, 1:35 am
*kisses your neck* <3
okay <3
24 Oct, 2015, 1:37 am
*gently moans* V///w///V
24 Oct, 2015, 1:41 am
*licks your lips* v//u//v
24 Oct, 2015, 1:44 am
A-Amaris are you sure you want to do this
24 Oct, 2015, 1:46 am
*sigh*....i guess not
24 Oct, 2015, 1:47 am
What's wrong? *puts my hand on your face*
24 Oct, 2015, 1:50 am
*starts crying*
it hurts so f.ucking much....loving someone you can never have...you're killing me
24 Oct, 2015, 1:54 am
*wipes away tears* no one ever said you couldn't have me it just takes time after all... But I'm sorry...that I'm hurting you so much *tears up* that's the last thing I want
24 Oct, 2015, 1:56 am
i-i just want to be loved...like this
24 Oct, 2015, 1:58 am
Ya... But anyone could love you I'm not special
24 Oct, 2015, 1:59 am
....why would you say that?
24 Oct, 2015, 2:02 am
Because that's what it seems like...you could love anyone...so why me someone as useless as me *crys*
24 Oct, 2015, 2:07 am
because <3 you were kind to me when i was alone and new...i feel in love with you although i was young...but im older now, but my feelings for you are the same..but..i...i can't let you go
24 Oct, 2015, 2:08 am
it hurts...now that you stopped me...i guess you don't feel the same
24 Oct, 2015, 2:13 am
I do! All I could think about those two lonely years was you Amaris you were my only drive and when I lost that I lost hope *hugs* I liked you ever since the day you told me your name like we truly connected not just when I found out you liked me...it was long before that I still have those feelings...but also have doubts as to if I can really keep you happy
24 Oct, 2015, 2:14 am
oh...
24 Oct, 2015, 2:18 am
I dont know if I'm good enough for you or if I can always be there though I would try my hardest I don't doubt us I doubt myself I know you would do more than your best Idk if I can :,(
24 Oct, 2015, 2:22 am
okay...forget this even happened then....im sorry for everything
24 Oct, 2015, 2:24 am
What?... Are you leaving me behind....
24 Oct, 2015, 2:26 am
you're f.ucking pushing me away!
24 Oct, 2015, 2:30 am
I'm not pushing you away I swear I'm just saying idk if I can make you happy I want to I want to try I don't want to be without you again...not again
24 Oct, 2015, 2:30 am
all i wanted was to be intimate..one last time just for today or something....whatever
24 Oct, 2015, 2:33 am
We can do that...I just want you happy T-T im sorry if I was getting to emotional
24 Oct, 2015, 2:37 am
idk....i...
24 Oct, 2015, 2:39 am
I missed you all this time Ame...I don't want is to drift apart... Even if doubt myself its not because of something you did or anything I've just lost my confidence back then and I still haven't really gotten it back
24 Oct, 2015, 2:42 am
i understand <3
i loved your confidence
24 Oct, 2015, 2:44 am
Loved? :,(
24 Oct, 2015, 2:47 am
*hugs you tightly*
you're so different now....you aren't the man i fell in love with, sometimes you are <3 but right now you aren't....
24 Oct, 2015, 2:49 am
i will wait...like i have been...in case you realize what you really want
24 Oct, 2015, 2:50 am
Oh...I...see ^-T
24 Oct, 2015, 2:53 am
i'll always be here <3
24 Oct, 2015, 2:54 am
But not for me...good bye Ame
24 Oct, 2015, 2:58 am
fine...if you want to end this then okay...but believe me..it hurts me more...i'll never forgive myself...bye