I can't pretend to understand what you're going through. I don't know if anything I say will reach you, or if I can help you in any way. I just want to tell you this. There's no telling how long you'll have to deal with it, but you HAVE to keep searching for something to keep you from that point. Think of the people you love, the people who love you, the people who even when you felt you hit rock bottom, were there to support you. It's hard to find light when you're blinded by so much darkness, but it's there.

So please, be careful. I may not know you as a person, but I care about what happens to you and what you're going through.

I'm so sorry you're having so many troubles in life.

I can relate to a few of your problems, but all I can say is, hang in there, stay strong, you'll make it through, you'll figure out who you are.

Just hang in there, the darkness doesn't last forever.

I can't even pretend to relate to you...
Life can be so hard and start to suck, but theres a God up there that knows what you're going through and hears your cries. I will pray for you, and know that you are in God's hands!

"See what kind of love the Father has given to us, that we should be called children of God; and so we are."

"Therefore I tell you, do not be anxious about your life...Look at the birds of the air: they neither sow nor reap...yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of more value than they?"

"Or do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit within you, whom you have from God?"

"Be strong and courageous. Do not fear or be in dread of them, for it is the Lord your God who goes with you. He will not leave you or foresake you." Deuteronomy

I could go on and on. You are loved unconditionally, and He uses your troubles to make you stronger. Don't end a temporary problem with a permanent solution. I'll be praying for you. Stay strong. God bless, and keep the amazing art coming :)