The details add to the emotion and it's interesting to see how well you draw something you don't usually. I'd recommend just taking a break, like I do. The future and life in general is so unpredictable that I wouldn't recommend comiting to something that may turn out to be based on temporary emotions or feelings. You never know what tomorrow will bring.

I don't see much reason in staying except for a few friends who need support, but I also don't see why I should leave. Colors is a good opportunity for me to improve in art and make friends, and in some cases, bring salvation to the ones who need it.
I will miss you and your art if you leave, but I won't stop you. I also won't get to witness when God takes action in your life, because I know that He is waiting for just the right moment to rush in and save you. Times will be hard right now, but God uses those times as tests, which when passed, your faith and patience will have increased. We suffer test after test because Christ is pressing perfection into us. Like a smith that pounds his hammer into the heated steel, that is eventually shaped into a beautiful sword.
I really want to see what God will do with you, because you have a beautiful purpose in thise life, something beyond the struggles that we currently face.

God bless you my sister :)

Hmmn...I really respect you, you are a terrific role-model
Yes, yes. The seas have been drained of their life, not much to live in/for. Won't really be living either. If you do deside to go, may it be fair in new waters

Not sure God is listening. Because I'm still stuck in the same old place of loneliness and despair. Feeling trapped in my same old world. Go to work, follow the same old script of "Hi what can I get you?" all day, trying to get side tasks done when I'm constantly interrupted by more and more people coming in. Then coming home to a family that doesn't understand me emotionally and having to pretend I'm happy to everyone, and stuck inside the house the rest of the day. I can't smile anymore. I've lost those I valued most. It would appear... that I'm near rock bottom

Terrific role model? Am I really?

Keep praying to god and he will answer. Don't give up.

i really like the way you have the lights drawn in