What even is my art anymore
no one cares so why do I make it over and over and over and over and over and over
These are thoughts that go through my head.
as well as the fact that I'm essentially useless to my family because I could have a job but no Im a lazy butt hole and don't know what the f/uck I'm doing.
I also don't know how to drive, cars scare me, people in cars scare me.
I'm too scared to even open myself up to my boyfriend
I hate crying in front of my mom
And everyone else my a
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21 Sep, 2015, 2:13 am
ge has a job, car and has gotten laid ten times over, and I'm here like 'I wonder what IVs would be best for a Roserade...'
There have been so many times this week where I've questioned why I'm alive, and why haven't I thrown myself off a bridge or somethin' yet
I honestly don't know what I want anymore, or what I can do, or how I should feel and do stuff.
21 Sep, 2015, 2:15 am
And mom wants me to worry about my school marks more than getting a job but I need money so I can buy stuff that I want without pressing my parents for it..
21 Sep, 2015, 2:22 am
This is why I've been so goddamn upset and confused and out of it because I don't know what to fucking do with myself anymore and I don't feel like I'm normal or that I fit in and I know that no one in my age group gives a goddamn shit
21 Sep, 2015, 2:27 am
I care.
I mean, look at this sh.it right here it looks great. :y I would hate to see you stop, honestly. And hey, I don't have a job either. I'm sure eventually you'll have one.
21 Sep, 2015, 2:29 am
Damn
21 Sep, 2015, 2:49 am
Everything gon be okay floofer kit
21 Sep, 2015, 10:50 pm
I'm sorry... :(
21 Sep, 2015, 10:50 pm
I hope things get better soon, and your path becomes clear.
21 Sep, 2015, 10:51 pm
I, honestly, still love your art! I just don't comment much, because I'm rather busy :c
23 Sep, 2015, 1:18 am
Man, I don't even know what to say. Gray is right. Don't stress about getting a job or grown-up stuff like that. For now, focus on getting good grades in school and such. Don't compare yourself with others. It just makes things worse. If you believe things will get better, they will. It may take time, but it will. Take it from me.
Your art isn't worthless, either. It's full of meaning, and it's a good way to express yourself! If you ever need to talk, just let me know. (And uh, one last thing... I know you're pagan and everything, but you sound like you need Jesus. I'll still pray for you, though. ^w^)
24 Sep, 2015, 11:52 pm
Megan,
I know we dont talk much at all, but I want you to know that youve done many things to give me courage and hope. You may not realize it but youre a large influence on me. I understand one comment from someone as myself may not seem much, but I'm trying. I also know, me just telling you to "feel better" and hope the best for you may not help as well, but look at the other comments! Im just one of the many MANY people who care and love you. Youre an amazing person, and you /will/ succeed. It may not seem like it now, but everything turns out better. I may be a bit younger and not understand how much this is effecting you, but I promise it will lighten up. Hell, I may even be super f/ckin late and you already feel better, and I'll scroll up on my feed to another one of your pictures, facepalm, and feel like a total idiot. But please, hang on.
-Cass