We end up with an argument and so we didn't text each other for the whole day until the next day around 6:00 he texted me...that he was sorry but he was going to break up with me. I freaked out. No words came out of my mouth. I said why. He said the long distance wasn't working for him. Texting and face timing was good n all but he told me not being able to see you was hard and it sucked so much. I started crying. He told me this wouldn't of all happened if he didn't move. He said we would still be dating rn. I don't understand ugh. I talked out it with me mom yesterday and today. She was gonna take me there this 3 day weekend but I was like I don't want to go anymore. Why? Because we're just friends now. What's the point of going. And plus he has a new girlfriend. I was mad. He told me this morning and I was pissed. He even showed me a pic. He didn't even think about my feelings. I just laughed it off but I was hurt in the inside</3 He was never this kind of guy. LDR made him like this. I hate LDR. I wish he never even moved.
But he said this might not be the last time we date. He said if he comes back he might go out with me again and I really hoped he did but earlier when I told my mom he has a new gf my mom was very disappointing in him. She was pissed. And she said when he moves back in Oceanside she wouldn't let him go out with me. wat. I don't know anymore. He just texted me about what was going on in his life and I completely understood him. I wasn't the only one who felt sad. He was too. And that girl (his new gf) saved him from being alone. She asked him out and if he said no he was gonna be alone again. But that doesn't mean you can just dump me? That tells me I wasn't important to him... It's so sad. This is just so complicated.

And we're arguing rn *cries*

(cont.) in the comment in colors wesite...

Liek, zomg. thats like, too bad

What are you going to do about those paintings you guys together?

how did he dump you this week but already has a new gf D,:

yeah it just sucks he had to move. this wouldn't of all happened if he didn't.

and I'm just gonna leave it there. idc leave it be

I have no idea. maybe they were already dating. He just didn't tell me...just got done talking to him. things are really over now...

の_の don't be sad, here, have a star ★

I'm too sad to even cry. I feel like I just lost half of my heart. I have no feelings rn.

but thanks I'll take that star.<3

Furayon, from one to another, I love you. I love you as the young woman that you are and that you will strive to be strong! I wish there was more that I could do. If ever you need someone to talk to, let's chat it up. But hey, always remember that your mom will always be your best listener. You have done nothing wrong and your mother only wishes for what's best. I can tell you carry a lot of commitment on your shoulders, trust, and a lot of love to give. Don't ever lose that drive.
Sending positive vibes your way chica. I'm sorry...get well soon...

Ik the feels ;w; *hugs* I'm sorry that happened to you. You're such an awesome girl and totally didn't deserve this. Hopefully you find someone else that'll love you like he did plus more. (Hope I'm not making it worse TuT but I do know how ya feel and it hurts. But it'll go away and you'll feel a bit better. Any who, Imma shush now cuz I feel like I'm making it worse. Plus it's like 5am and I'm drowsy as fuq)

...Idk what to say...this reminds me so much of myself right now...in more ways then one...heck...my emotions got effed up pretty bad recently as well...I'm really sorry about what happened to you...I probably don't know exactly how your feeling...but I think I have a good idea...so sense I can't think of much to say besides the same old "I'm sorry, I hope everything gets better." would a hug be ok?

Don't feel so bad. Things may suck now but everyone has to trip up to reach the better things in life.

Listen to this song: Burn The Pages by Sia

Aww its okay sweetheart...i know exactly how you feel.This just might be a fluke he might just come back

That's very rough, I hope things will get better for you soon. :/

QoQ
I LOVE IT!

^Are you talking about the picture?

you two were perf for each other
whattheactualfuk? >:'U

That's very unfortunate, I just can't imagine how much pain and emotions your going through right now. I hope for the best of you to recover from this tragedy.

Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry. It's obvious he means a lot to you... hang in there, okay?

Thank you all so much I just want to give you all a big hug<3 Thank you for your encouragements and kind comments. They have definently made me feel a lot better but I am still a bit hurt from what happened. It was just so unexcpected and shocking.

Right now I feel like I have lost part of my heart so I don't really have feelings or emotions. I literally forgot how to cry. I'm kind of emotionless rn but I have decided to move on. I've been trying to get my mind out of it and my friends and family have been helping me through that. Plus you never know what will happen in the future. Maybe one day I will be able to get back together with him. He is the definition of "perfection" to me. I will wait for the day when he will love me back just like he use to back then and wait for when my mom will accept his apologizes and let me date him again. But if that doesn't happen I will just move on.

Anyways I just wanted to thank you guys so much for helping me get through all this. I love you<3

I get it Misa, um. Based on what you said, i can understand not asking you further about it. though, if you need to speak further or vent about something, know i am here totally available as a listening ear. youre an amazingly strong person misa, and we are here, i am here, and you can believe we all love and care for you. You're mah kicka55 misa-chan, and i'll be here, and it'll be alright.

Awh the feels Q^Q I hope things go ok...

Glad I could help...stay strong Misa.

I will sure he love you still he is maybe just pissed and angry and just not clear in his mind aftter all what you telling he just have to calm down then he realy see how much he want you how much he need you.And then he will for sure Regret what he have done,done to you because you are such a lovabel person whit a pure nice heart and wonderful art skill (btw).I hope I write it in a good way down what I think my english is not the best so I hope you understand all.Good luck.I hope you will feel better.

I feel so much better now. I want to thank my family, my friends and you guys for encouraging me to stay strong and for helping me cheer up. I love you guys so much ;w; *hugs you all*

and thank you for those who were willing to listen to what I wanted to say or vent; BlackDog, Ghaffar-kun, thanks but I'm okay now. thank you for showing me care and thank you so much for the wonderful comments.<3 they made me cheer up :)

uvu im glad you're doing better misaa-chaaan *huggle* it'll be okie were all here, and no need to thank me, im just glad i could help

heehee yeah I'll be fine. thank you for your concern ghaffar-kun// uwu *huggles*

ok...ok...look I can tell you one thing...
I have a bf that lives in America New London CT and I live in PuertoRico we don't have money and if were lucky we see each other ones! a year! ONES A YEAR!
I know you're a different case and all but if he really did love you if he really did care if he really wanted all to happen to be with you for ever! he would have not dump you and then get a new gf so fast! and even if he toke him a bit more time it doesn't matter he left you and didn't even think of you're fellings showing off is new gf...

I have been with my bf for 4 years now....almost 5! and we have it tough...even more that you think...am older then him by 3 years so that make it with his family more complicated and I got more responsibility now but I still make time for us to text and talk and even skyp! we have planes for ween we can leave together and everything He even show me how much he cared this year cuz he came to visit me with out telling me he was coming...we respect each other and think about each others feelings if he hurts me I know he would do anything to make me feel better and I know becaouse it has happen and ween he gets mad he trys to avoid talking to me so he wont hurt me...

Look long story short...If he really did love you he would have just let it past all that bad energy he would have found a way to make it go away, but he didn't he chose the "I wanna get out the easy way" so let him be don't talk to him get some time to see movies draw stupid thing that you like and just relax try not to think about him much and if you do just remember that, that was a nice time you had but now I got more to look for in life, because some times you get push't out a room to fined a better one...

Am sorry if I did not help or just got you mad...but I think you are better then that...and that you will make even farther away to a better tomorrow...
with love Nakomy

oh gurl, its hard but i know your strong,some is there for you to be strong, we're here, your colors family, even tho we all dont know each other, we all stick together
life gets better as you get older... even tho something is missing theres things to fill that back up

I'm so sorry! If you need to talk it out with me, I'm always here