I thought it would be easier if I made up somebody to be. I felt awful about myself then, and that was who I wanted to be, just a cool girl with red hair. And if anybody made fun of me for it, I could change something. I don't honestly remember exactly why I left. I can tell you why I think I left. I deleted my NNID, which I didn't realize would delete my eShop purchases. Quite a while later, I made a new account. (cont.)

I wanted to start fresh. I had a messy collection of art styles and although I met a lot of great people, I also did a lot of things I really shouldn't have done. Got myself involved with people I shouldn't have. I wanted to leave "Sukichan" behind. I was sick of my fake identity but I didn't want to tell 112 people (at the time) that I had been lying. Especially all these people I had become good friends with. So I thought leaving it completely would be easier than facing the facts. It was at first, but then it just...wasn't anymore. Sometimes I would go back and look at the comments. A comment from my ex-"girlfriend." A comment from a guy who harassed me. A comment from a good friend. Then the comments started disappearing. I deleted a few. Some people thought it was useless to talk to me. It's been 2 years since I left Sukichan. I'm glad I was brave enough to run away from the creepy guys I had "befriended" (a.k.a. despised) and it was nice to get a fresh start with my art.

I just wish I would have said goodbye.

...hi...

..remember...me?