Time for a proper introduction! :D

Hi, I'm Emily! I'm a sixteen year old girl, and I use female pronouns. I'm panromantic, but of unknown sexuality (but I've got my whole life to figure that out).

I like Pokemon, Animal Crossing, My Little Pony, How to Train Your Dragon (and just dragons in general... obviously), Minecraft, Factorio, and plenty of other random little things. Oh, and Youtube is fabulous.

I hate school (and everything pertaining to it), society/people (not everyone, but most people... except here on Colors, everyone's super nice here :D), spiders (insert panic attack here), that dork- ...oh wait that's me... (i hate myself sometimes :b), life (no, I'm not talking about the cereal), and finally, the world. (notice a trend here?)

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I am definitely an introvert, I really don't like being with large groups of people and being the center of attention makes me uncomfortable. However, if it's just me and one other person (*maybe* two... maybe) and the other person has similar interests to me (or just seems nice), then I will warm up to them very quickly. With friends, I can talk all day... in fact I tend to ramble a lot. Heh... In person I hate when people I don't know approach me, I instinctively go on the defensive and they usually find me rude and go away... However, I don't usually have that problem with people online, so if you want to be friends, or do an art trade, or whatever, just ask. :3

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I am also an atheist. I believe that "God" is a made-up concept created for and believed by people who needed something to believe in, something to look up to to help make getting through life just a little easier. In truth, I would love to have something like that to believe in, but I am stubborn in the way that I only believe what I have evidence for, and I have decent (albeit theory- and thought-based) evidence that God doesn't exist, while I have no reason to believe he does. It's also a pet peeve of mine that people have wars and genocides and all of that nonsense over religion, and some people even run around trying to convert others to their religion (*coughmylocalchurchcough*), while I'm sitting here firmly believing within my own mind that there is no such thing as God (or a god/goddess). But you are all entitled to your own opinions and beliefs, and I accept that.

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My hobbies- ...or rather, what I spend most of my time doing... so...

My time kiIlers (that's better) are drawing (duh :b), listening to and making music (I own a violin and have Rytmik... I also like to sing), watching Youtube (this is the big one... I sadly only have access to my 3DS as far as gaming is concerned, so I can't play a lot of great games, like Minecraft or Factorio. So, I satisfy myself by watching Youtube gamers play them instead, and I've sunk way too many hours into Youtube as a result xD), playing my 3DS (the other big one... between games, drawing on Colors, Youtube, listening to music via Youtube, etc., this 3DS is literally my life, no exaggeration), reading books and writing my own stories, spacing out and just thinking (I do that a lot actually...), watching TV (occasionally), and browsing the Internet (once again, via my 3DS).

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Yes, I am in fact a single pringle. I did have a boyfriend, but I broke up with him about a week ago, so that makes me single once more. But really, this shouldn't concern any of you. It's just another random fact about me.

I'm pretty confident that I have ADHD, but it has never been confirmed by a professional. My mom is convinced it is something else, saying that she and my younger brother have it, too, and that they've been checked out before and the doctors couldn't give a conclusive diagnosis. But no one has taken ME to get checked out, so how can she be sure I even have the same problem? Not to mention that I have looked at numerous ADHD symptom lists online (including some from medical and mental health websites) that sound suspiciously similar to myself to be a coincidence. But again, this really shouldn't matter to you guys.

That's all I've got to say. Bye for now! ^v^

my god....those straight lines...how!?

also holy karp 10 hours on this!!

OMG! AWESOME! COULD U PLZZZ DRAW #CanvasBrushsOc?

ive never thought of doing that before

I also have introvert tendencies, though I think I've been cracking out of my shell a bit in recent times.

I see evidence for God everywhere I look. From my studies in various physics courses, I have found that mankind has been able to determine how various phenomena occur, but I have noticed that we don't seem to have any explanations as to why the universe works the way it does. For instance, we know that the gravitational force between two objects is directly proportional to the product of their masses and inversely proportional to the distance between them, but why is that so? Why does gravity even exist?

I also enjoy watching Youtubers playing games, though I usually only watch videos regarding games I've played before. I like seeing other people's experiences with games I enjoyed.