i was going to apologise for my mysterious absence, but now i think ill just stay away from this account for a while...this account was a mistake. i had a feeling id run into all sorts of problems here, and im regretting it. i regret giving out my main account to some people here, now im too paranoid to explain anything on my other accounts because they happen to agree on some...stuff. i wish i could explain it to people, but im too much of a wreck to do it myself.
mm, anyways..