No Love, Just Pain by dM_Emo-Catpire_NPL

pain
not loved
throwed away
alone
ignored
useless
worthless
just.. no one that i cant hold...
->IN REAL LIFE!<-

....

#pain
#fake
#alone

#dM
#NPL

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painted on a Nintendo 3DS
27 Aug, 2015, 4:56 pm
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NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 4:59 pm

lier!! im here for you so you are not alone and also your not alone i keep trying to talk to yoj but you ignore me -_- also never threw you away and i do love you

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 5:01 pm

stop this foolishness! also if you are so hurt like i said a lot before we can talk about it

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 5:02 pm

just really... i love you damn it...

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 5:05 pm

also whats with shooting your self w t f?...'

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 5:06 pm

just come on...

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 5:06 pm

i love you dang it...

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 5:09 pm

i told you i would never leave you dang it and i meant it..

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 5:10 pm

i really do love you...

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 5:25 pm

*hugs you*

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 5:26 pm

*hugging tight* maddy...

dM_Emo-Catpire_NPL

27 Aug, 2015, 5:36 pm

I HAVE NO ONE IN REAL LIFE ITS ALL IN A FACKING SCREEN!
I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE
SO FACKING WAT THT I HAV MY DOWNS? DUN LIKE THEM? WELL GOOD FOR YA, AND LEAVE IF U CANT TAKE IT!
ANYWAYS, I DUN IGNORE YA, BUT OK, U THINK THT..
*has gun* hehe....

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 5:40 pm

..

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 5:43 pm

ugh... but you have me.... huh..
yea well everyone has downs like i said we can talk about it
also like i said i have been trying to talk to you..

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 5:44 pm

and seems im being ignored...
also whats with the gun..

dM_Emo-Catpire_NPL

27 Aug, 2015, 5:44 pm

*sighs* ok

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 5:45 pm

come on... it's best to talk thing over

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 5:48 pm

better then keeping things bottled up inside.. and i know things sucks and it hurts you feel kind of isolated yea i get that i've been there but still huh a sad face doesn't look right on you

dM_Emo-Catpire_NPL

27 Aug, 2015, 5:48 pm

its to much.. and i bet tht if ill tell u..
1. ur angry at me, or pissed, or sad
2.ill feel even more worse..
3.u might hate me..
4.and i actually already told a part of all the $hit

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 5:49 pm

*hugs you* i love you i don't want for you to be sad huh..

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 5:51 pm

well im not angry at you im not pissed or sad im honestly...worried...

hm?

i can't hate anyone but me...

well im here for you we can talk about it

dM_Emo-Catpire_NPL

27 Aug, 2015, 5:51 pm

*tears up alot*

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 5:52 pm

i really am worried ok... *hugs tight* *rubs your back*

dM_Emo-Catpire_NPL

27 Aug, 2015, 5:54 pm

*cries, hides face in ur chest*

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 5:55 pm

*hugs close* shh.. just let it out it's ok we all need a good cry every once in awhile

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 5:58 pm

just try your best to calm down and ill help... i promised i would never leave you and i plan to keep that promise..

dM_Emo-Catpire_NPL

27 Aug, 2015, 5:58 pm

*crying and pushes my head on ur chest*

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 5:58 pm

im always going to be there for you always...

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 5:59 pm

*holding*

dM_Emo-Catpire_NPL

27 Aug, 2015, 6:02 pm

i.. i feel like an idiot..

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 6:04 pm

hm? how so *hugging*

dM_Emo-Catpire_NPL

27 Aug, 2015, 6:05 pm

*shrugs slowly* i feel like it...

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 6:07 pm

if you say so *hugging tightly*

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 6:09 pm

i love you

dM_Emo-Catpire_NPL

27 Aug, 2015, 6:10 pm

u-u... rly do..?

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 6:11 pm

yes i do you know that

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 6:11 pm

*hugging tightly*

dM_Emo-Catpire_NPL

27 Aug, 2015, 6:16 pm

*hugs*

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 6:18 pm

*hugs tightly* ilysm

dM_Emo-Catpire_NPL

27 Aug, 2015, 6:19 pm

*looks at u*

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 6:20 pm

*looks back*

dM_Emo-Catpire_NPL

27 Aug, 2015, 6:23 pm

ilyt.. Q/-/O

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 6:24 pm

awww *cuddles* ilym

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 6:25 pm

*smiles gently at you softly ruvs your back*

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 6:25 pm

rubs*

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 6:28 pm

you're such a sweet heart

dM_Emo-Catpire_NPL

27 Aug, 2015, 6:28 pm

m-meww..

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 6:28 pm

aw *kisses* meow

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 6:31 pm

so cute

dM_Emo-Catpire_NPL

27 Aug, 2015, 6:32 pm

*takes my arms out at u and looks up at u*

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 6:35 pm

hm? *looks at your arm*

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 6:35 pm

*picks you up*

dM_Emo-Catpire_NPL

27 Aug, 2015, 6:37 pm

*smiles*

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 6:39 pm

aww *holding in my arms*

dM_Emo-Catpire_NPL

27 Aug, 2015, 6:40 pm

*purrs and closes my eyes, wipes my last tears away*

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 6:42 pm

aw *holding in my arms* *kisses your forehead*

dM_Emo-Catpire_NPL

27 Aug, 2015, 6:45 pm

*yawns* *looks at u with one eye*

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 6:49 pm

aw sleepy?

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 6:51 pm

*holding*

dM_Emo-Catpire_NPL

27 Aug, 2015, 6:53 pm

y-yes

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 6:54 pm

its ok if you rest

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 6:56 pm

*hugs closely*

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 6:57 pm

*pets*

dM_Emo-Catpire_NPL

27 Aug, 2015, 6:57 pm

*yawns*

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 6:58 pm

aw

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 6:58 pm

*slowly rocks you*

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 7:00 pm

i love you sweet heart *holding rocks you slow and gently*

dM_Emo-Catpire_NPL

27 Aug, 2015, 7:02 pm

*smiles* a-aww..

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 7:04 pm

*smiles* aww so cute *rocking gently and slowly*

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 7:07 pm

*nuzzles*

dM_Emo-Catpire_NPL

27 Aug, 2015, 7:08 pm

*falls asleep*

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 7:08 pm

*kisses forehead rocking slpw and gently*

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 7:08 pm

*rocking slow and gently*

dM_Emo-Catpire_NPL

27 Aug, 2015, 7:12 pm

*sleeping*

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 7:13 pm

*rocking slow and gently* *gently kisses the top of your head*

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 7:17 pm

*rocking slow and gently*

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 7:19 pm

i posted btw :3

dM_Emo-Catpire_NPL

27 Aug, 2015, 7:19 pm

*few hours pass, i slowly wake up*

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 7:21 pm

morning

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 7:22 pm

/did you see it with 3D on btw ? you will be a bit like wa :p

dM_Emo-Catpire_NPL

27 Aug, 2015, 7:24 pm

i did))

*yawns and stretches*

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 7:25 pm

/you wish you where bi?/

hmm

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 7:25 pm

/*sighs*/
*sleeps*

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 7:26 pm

o-o ?

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 7:28 pm

*sigh*

dM_Emo-Catpire_NPL

27 Aug, 2015, 7:29 pm

yes i do, but im not sure if i am

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 7:30 pm

i see...

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 7:30 pm

eh....

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 7:31 pm

well i can tell im going to loose you now...

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 7:31 pm

lose*

dM_Emo-Catpire_NPL

27 Aug, 2015, 7:31 pm

*shakes head* nope!

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 7:32 pm

i will

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 7:34 pm

here's the thing everyone i ever dated that was bi i stopped talking too.. we never talked again... that's the thing i noticed

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 7:34 pm

actually i think everyone i ever had was bi e_e ugh

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 7:36 pm

few weeks after huh

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 7:37 pm

sorry but i think i will lose you..

dM_Emo-Catpire_NPL

27 Aug, 2015, 7:39 pm

ARRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! STOP IT NOW JEFF, IM ABOUT TO EXPLODE!

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 7:41 pm

well it's just goimg to repeat... TT^TT *goes to corner*

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 7:45 pm

*glares* really your trying to make me jellouse

dM_Emo-Catpire_NPL

27 Aug, 2015, 7:47 pm

*sighs* i dunno wat to do with u at times Jeff..

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 7:48 pm

you know i want to kiss you damn it!

dM_Emo-Catpire_NPL

27 Aug, 2015, 7:50 pm

*tears up* I SEE, I FACKING SEE!

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 7:59 pm

i tried already but you just avoided it..

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 8:00 pm

i love you dang it... i want to be with you... huh..

dM_Emo-Catpire_NPL

27 Aug, 2015, 8:04 pm

THEN, SHOW ME! AND STOP BEING ANGRY! cuz, oh, maybe it hurts me.. maybe im tired.. m-maybe, there r other things on my mind, too...?

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 8:07 pm

like what. whats on your mind?... TnT
i love you dang it... also i was upset because all tne affection i was giving turned pointless....

dM_Emo-Catpire_NPL

27 Aug, 2015, 8:12 pm

*grabs u by ur shoulders* AND NOW STOP CRY-BABY! sorry for saying tht... but ughhh!

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 8:13 pm

i want you dang it....

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 8:14 pm

hey when you was upset yoh don't see me saying that to you! i freaking comfirt you what yiu can't?.''

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 8:16 pm

when you where sad and crying i said nothing mean..... why are you.'

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 8:17 pm

i don't understand it....

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 8:27 pm

j.just im crying why are you being mean to me TT^TT

NINJ4BOY

27 Aug, 2015, 8:31 pm

o..ow... >-< dang it heart.. h.huh i.i i lo.love you

HollowCholy

28 Aug, 2015, 1:58 am

Are you okay TTnTT

NINJ4BOY

28 Aug, 2015, 3:03 am

m.maddy... a,a ow >n< i.i miss you

NINJ4BOY

28 Aug, 2015, 3:09 am

*hugs *

NINJ4BOY

28 Aug, 2015, 11:25 am

i.ily

dM_Emo-Catpire_NPL

29 Aug, 2015, 8:40 pm

....hm...

NINJ4BOY

29 Aug, 2015, 9:06 pm

m.maddy...

NINJ4BOY

29 Aug, 2015, 9:09 pm

maddy...

NINJ4BOY

29 Aug, 2015, 9:12 pm

h.huh

NINJ4BOY

30 Aug, 2015, 5:22 am

*kisses cheek* huh

NINJ4BOY

30 Aug, 2015, 5:33 am

h.huh... *sits in corner to cry* T^T

dM_Emo-Catpire_NPL

31 Aug, 2015, 6:58 pm

....

NINJ4BOY

31 Aug, 2015, 7:05 pm

ily

NINJ4BOY

31 Aug, 2015, 7:05 pm

*hugs close*

NINJ4BOY

31 Aug, 2015, 7:15 pm

*holding head * m.maddy.... *hugs you and leans on you*

NINJ4BOY

31 Aug, 2015, 7:16 pm

*hugs closely*

dM_Emo-Catpire_NPL

31 Aug, 2015, 7:18 pm

*tears up, shakes*

NINJ4BOY

31 Aug, 2015, 7:23 pm

o.oh maddy n.no

NINJ4BOY

31 Aug, 2015, 7:24 pm

*hugs closer tears up* d.don't cry

NINJ4BOY

31 Aug, 2015, 7:25 pm

*hugs close*

NINJ4BOY

31 Aug, 2015, 7:26 pm

wh.whats wrong

NINJ4BOY

31 Aug, 2015, 7:39 pm

*kisses the top of your head* *rubs your back*

dM_Emo-Catpire_NPL

31 Aug, 2015, 7:41 pm

*sighs sadly, crying abit*

NINJ4BOY

31 Aug, 2015, 7:43 pm

whats wrong

NINJ4BOY

31 Aug, 2015, 7:44 pm

*whipes your eyes* shh it's ok

dM_Emo-Catpire_NPL

31 Aug, 2015, 7:45 pm

i-im not sure if i need to tell u... i-i dun wanna hurt u! *cries*

NINJ4BOY

31 Aug, 2015, 7:50 pm

be honest o.ok..

NINJ4BOY

31 Aug, 2015, 7:53 pm

*hugs you*

dM_Emo-Catpire_NPL

31 Aug, 2015, 7:54 pm

i-i cant... i-i dunno wats real anymore.... would i ever find real love? someone i can rly hold?... or am i gonna be alone!?

NINJ4BOY

31 Aug, 2015, 7:55 pm

*sighs trying to calm down*

NINJ4BOY

31 Aug, 2015, 7:58 pm

*hugs tight* sweetie look it's of you find someone real ok im always here for you and to be honest when you said you found someone i was... kind of happy because you had someone there who wasn't online

NINJ4BOY

31 Aug, 2015, 8:01 pm

look i rather you be happy and have someone there irl then be sad and have some clown that is online ok im going to be brutally honest i love the idea of you having someone there ok because i love you and i want for whats best for you

NINJ4BOY

01 Sep, 2015, 5:34 am

i love you

dM_Emo-Catpire_NPL

01 Sep, 2015, 8:14 am

*crying, looks at u sadly* t-thx

NINJ4BOY

01 Sep, 2015, 10:14 am

mhm *hugs close whipes your eyes* i want you too be happy try to smile it looks better on you :)

NINJ4BOY

02 Sep, 2015, 11:00 am

im here for you sweety ily baby

NINJ4BOY

02 Sep, 2015, 4:20 pm

miss you

NINJ4BOY

03 Sep, 2015, 8:05 am

i still wait....

NINJ4BOY

03 Sep, 2015, 8:18 am

i love you ill always try to be here for you

HollowCholy

03 Sep, 2015, 12:37 pm

Jeffs right where both Here for you Me i Care for you the most

NINJ4BOY

03 Sep, 2015, 2:32 pm

really noah...
no i care for you the most

NINJ4BOY

03 Sep, 2015, 2:49 pm

no i care for you the most

NINJ4BOY

05 Sep, 2015, 8:28 pm

i miss you so much....

NINJ4BOY

06 Sep, 2015, 6:34 pm

h.huh maddy.... *hugs tight*

dM_Emo-Catpire_NPL

06 Sep, 2015, 7:39 pm

uh

NINJ4BOY

06 Sep, 2015, 7:49 pm

*hugs*

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