Cool :D

I've already added you there

He says he'll seek outside advice from friends. I'm pretty confident they'll tell him what I've been trying to tell him. Sure I may be "biased" but even so we should work this together, not him alone. We've struggled in the past. His ex claimed her baby was his in Jan '14 and before we found out the father was her fiance, he was completely worried and considering leaving me to care for who could've been his son. Then last October or so he was considering leaving me because of my job search issues and how we would manage financially if we were to marry. We got through both issues. So I do believe we can get through this too. It's possible to rekindle our "spark" we just gotta figure out how

Maybe playing up the romance would help. Try to convince him to do the same. Because we were more... romantic earlier in our dating. Now I feel like we're close to friends again. With a history of romance

oh awesome! :D
I'm sevenCloud22seven on there ^-^
(the sevens as numbers, not words)

I had the craziest theory. What if I were to get the woman's kik and talk some sense into her? Tell her something like "it's not right for you to be looking at a guy who's taken, no matter how much pain you've had" and "You don't need a man to be happy" then lead her to God to ease her pain. What if God's purpose is to have another person saved all the while keeping us together?

That's awesome! :D Coincidentally, I'm going to make a deviantart account and aa youtube account! :D I haven't made them yet. But it is something to look forward to! ^-^

Cool! I tried to get DA, once again I had my password, but, can't find it. Plus so busy with Drs apps. just haven't had time to be on the internet. Also due to so much on my mind, I really don't understand DA.
Moms pet scan showed the cancer spreading, so now we are waiting for a pre approval from her insurance to try another type chemo, which will really make her sick, and it takes three to four hours. I knew when her Dr came in and had tears in his eyes, what he was going to say. Now, I'm trying very hard to hold it together. I have to call about a support group, but, I'm trying to hide, or bury my feelings. I'm scared.
Still waiting on my results on my not sleeping. The melatonin, didn't do a thing.
My eye Dr. plugged two of my tear ducts, to see if my eyes would get moist, cuz the prescription Rotasis eye drops wasn't doing it. So yeah, I'm rambling, sorry, so much happening.
Sorry to hear your soulmate had another scare. But, I'm sending prayers & Hugs! I still need to get back..

con't
get back with Ceta, but, I'm lost for words, not just for her, but, everyone. I try to put everything in our Lords hands, but, still lost, scared, sad, confused, angry, you name it.
Anyway, love the greens on this, also the way you did this, amazingly cool!
Take care
*AB HUGS*

Especially one friend I have in mind. Just because he now has "mutual feelings" for me instead of the fiery romantic feelings doesn't mean it's over. Fiery romance naturally dies as deep conections are made. If he were to go with her the same thing would happen. The new romance phase would end and he'd be back to square one. And... I like my idea. As soon as/if my bf calls tonight I'll get her kik (he says he can't take calls right now). I hope my plan works, it makes more sense than the "God's plan is for us to separate" idea that my bf came up with. Instead of separating us I believe God's plan is what I told you. In the end, she gains a new friend, my bf's conflict ends, and me and him get even closer (perhaps this might even create a new spark). We can get through this. I know it!

yay! :D

oh, you have a deviant art account? cool, i might check it out.

I'll go check it out!