I was reading my summer book report book last night and (I would NEVER lie to you guys) on chapter 13 of the book talked my greatest fears ever. In one part of the book the girl went swimming in the ocean (yes I'm afraid of swimming in the ocean animals poop pee ble.ed mate and d.ie in there plus I could drown and I'm afriad of what's in there) and the girl in the book trying to do suicide (I have a history of self harm I don't want to talk about it ever it's only a bunch of bad memories)
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28 Jul, 2015, 11:54 am
And then finally she got bad boyfriends and whatever in college and I'm just in general afriad of losing my bf. He's the first most important thing to me, then my art, then my friends and family, then my health. xD
BUT I WAS THINKING ABOUT LOSING HIM
so then I closed the book and basically cried myself to sleep last night.
I'm okay now, just shaken still.
Sorry about all the vents lately, I promise when I come home from camp next weekend lots of art will be posted. :3
28 Jul, 2015, 12:13 pm
Hey, its okay to vent bud! Everyone has scary experiences (Tbh I was reading to kill a mockingbird for a school project there was a scene with a mad dog and it freaked me out XD) *pats your face* Just take care of yourself okay? :)
28 Jul, 2015, 4:29 pm
Dont worry, im scared of swimming in the ocean too :P my little brother is in Panama City, Florida at the beach and im afraid of what might happen XmX and about the whole losing your bf, just tell him youre afraid and maybe that will make you feel better! 0u0
28 Jul, 2015, 6:36 pm
whaT KINDA BOOK-?? <:O ohgod i'm kinda afraid of large objects in the ocean like being stranded and a huge whale swimming by me ;w;
28 Jul, 2015, 7:59 pm
Re: yyyeeah i just started drawing myself again :p i'm getting kinda tired of my style though
((also i love and appreciate compliments, it's just that i find it hard to take them to heart sometimes))
28 Jul, 2015, 8:01 pm
and your glasses sound really cool! :D