I just feel like my "words go to waste". Like the saying 'I say what I mean and I mean what I say.' I have a friend, someone very dear to me, who gets very down and depressed. And I try my hardest to make it better, even if a little.And I...I just feel like it doesn't even mean anything to them. And I don't blame them. I try so hard to pour my heart into something for them, but I don't ever feel original. I feel like it's just lip service. That you could get what I say from anyone else. And they haven't been on in awhile so we haven't talked much. But they were on today, chatting it up, but not a single word to me. I don't even know what to do anymore. I feel so fuqing horrible to the point of tears. I'm such an aweful friend to them that even after I worry to death, losing sleep because I'm worried, I don't even get a simple hello. And if not that, some angry paragraph. SOMETHING. But I guess that doesn't matter anymore. ,u, I'm usually the second choice anyway.
awww becca ;-; im sorry that they aren't responding to you, but just know that your words mean a lot to me, and you're always my first choice <3 they must not know what they're doing because you're amazing and great to talk to
*Blinks back tears* I'm not good at making friends. Never was. That's why it hurts so much. Friendship makes me an emotional trainwreck x,P Drew, you always seem to know exactly what to say.<3 *Holds you and sniffles* That's why you're my fluffy chicken nugget. <333
believe me, i know how you feel <3 i'm the worst at making friends too, you're one of my only two friends xD it's alright tho, i'll always be here for you <3 ^//^
xD I dun know. DO IT LIKE RUSSIAN RULET. Hey pick whatever one you want. :3 xD What type of rp? We got yaoi, we got the park, we got a carnival...xD CHOOSE.
aaaA ok i chooooseee my character knox who i haven't drawn yet bc im lazy XDD he's pretty shy and kinda mean sometimes and hey its all up to you im still new to this XD
Ren:*Shoves another piece in Knox's mouth with his fingers* Meheheh...ewe *Takes Knox's hand and leads him*
OK Drew I'm going to bed.I got up at 9 so Im TIRED. I love you lots <33 Sleep well my fluffy chicken nugget *Climbs into your lap with a blanket and falls asleep* <3
Hey! You messaged me a while ago...sorry I haven't replied...my 3ds is dead and I lost the charger lol. You are not lame btw if anything I am lame Xp and I wpuld love to be your friend!
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23 Jul, 2015, 3:44 am
awww man i gett my very own chatroom. i feel special :3
23 Jul, 2015, 3:51 am
xD Yeah. Man I'm in such a sh.itty mood .u.
23 Jul, 2015, 3:53 am
oH NO :C what's wrong? ;n;
23 Jul, 2015, 4:07 am
I just feel like my "words go to waste". Like the saying 'I say what I mean and I mean what I say.' I have a friend, someone very dear to me, who gets very down and depressed. And I try my hardest to make it better, even if a little.And I...I just feel like it doesn't even mean anything to them. And I don't blame them. I try so hard to pour my heart into something for them, but I don't ever feel original. I feel like it's just lip service. That you could get what I say from anyone else. And they haven't been on in awhile so we haven't talked much. But they were on today, chatting it up, but not a single word to me. I don't even know what to do anymore. I feel so fuqing horrible to the point of tears. I'm such an aweful friend to them that even after I worry to death, losing sleep because I'm worried, I don't even get a simple hello. And if not that, some angry paragraph. SOMETHING. But I guess that doesn't matter anymore. ,u, I'm usually the second choice anyway.
23 Jul, 2015, 4:09 am
I don't know what made me think I was someone important to them
23 Jul, 2015, 4:09 am
And it hurts Drew, it really hurts.
23 Jul, 2015, 4:11 am
awww becca ;-; im sorry that they aren't responding to you, but just know that your words mean a lot to me, and you're always my first choice <3 they must not know what they're doing because you're amazing and great to talk to
23 Jul, 2015, 4:15 am
*Blinks back tears* I'm not good at making friends. Never was. That's why it hurts so much. Friendship makes me an emotional trainwreck x,P Drew, you always seem to know exactly what to say.<3 *Holds you and sniffles* That's why you're my fluffy chicken nugget. <333
23 Jul, 2015, 4:18 am
believe me, i know how you feel <3 i'm the worst at making friends too, you're one of my only two friends xD it's alright tho, i'll always be here for you <3 ^//^
23 Jul, 2015, 4:24 am
Drew you make me so emotional. ;w; *Huuuugggssss* You're so special to me <3333 SO. Do you like RP? c;
23 Jul, 2015, 4:28 am
<33
i actually've never tried it x3
23 Jul, 2015, 4:30 am
OMG LETS DO IIIIIT. 0w0 I'm going to use Ren-san. xD HE'S SERIOUSLY ONE OF MY OC'S XDD His personality: Quiet, sarcastic, somewhat friendly :P
23 Jul, 2015, 4:35 am
XDD idk who to useeee you should pickk
23 Jul, 2015, 4:40 am
xD I dun know. DO IT LIKE RUSSIAN RULET. Hey pick whatever one you want. :3 xD What type of rp? We got yaoi, we got the park, we got a carnival...xD CHOOSE.
23 Jul, 2015, 4:46 am
aaaA ok i chooooseee my character knox who i haven't drawn yet bc im lazy XDD he's pretty shy and kinda mean sometimes
and hey its all up to you im still new to this XD
23 Jul, 2015, 4:51 am
xDD LOL Ok.*I choose you, baulbasaur* Hmm...Lets GO TO THE CARNIVAL XDD
23 Jul, 2015, 4:55 am
aww ye i love the carnival XD you start :3
23 Jul, 2015, 4:58 am
Yee :3
Ren: Knooox, let's get something to eat. Like funnel cake. :3 *Points to a stand by a ferris wheek*
23 Jul, 2015, 5:02 am
Knox: Hm? why don't we get fried dough instead >:3
23 Jul, 2015, 5:07 am
Ren: But I want funnel cake :P *Buys a funnel cake and throws little pieces of it at Knox* EAT MY FUNNEL CAKE KNOX. EAT. IT.
23 Jul, 2015, 5:14 am
Knox: -opens mouth- Feed it to me then c;
23 Jul, 2015, 5:16 am
Ren: Like pocky! ^w^ *Puts one end in his mouth and leans toward Knox* (Mumbling) Take it ;P
23 Jul, 2015, 5:23 am
Knox: -puts the other end in his mouth and giggles- It's like the lady and the tramp
23 Jul, 2015, 5:24 am
Ren: Just eat it nerd xD *Takes a couple bites*
23 Jul, 2015, 5:28 am
Knox: You're calling me a nerd? -takes a bite and throws a piece at Ren- Look who's talkin
23 Jul, 2015, 5:31 am
Ren: *Tackles you* xD Fight meh!
23 Jul, 2015, 5:34 am
Knox: Noo, I could never fight you, I wouldn't wanna hurt you
23 Jul, 2015, 5:37 am
Ren: *Blushes* D-dork >///< *Takes a bite leaving only a few left* I dare you c;
23 Jul, 2015, 5:41 am
Knox: -blushes & eats the last few bites- No you do it >;3
23 Jul, 2015, 5:45 am
Ren: Pffft! *Blushes intensly, eats the last bite, brushing his lips against Knox's* Y-you lame-o, n-n-nerd, dork! >////<
23 Jul, 2015, 5:50 am
Knox: >////< you lame loser -winks-
23 Jul, 2015, 5:55 am
Ren:*Shoves another piece in Knox's mouth with his fingers* Meheheh...ewe *Takes Knox's hand and leads him*
OK Drew I'm going to bed.I got up at 9 so Im TIRED. I love you lots <33 Sleep well my fluffy chicken nugget *Climbs into your lap with a blanket and falls asleep* <3
23 Jul, 2015, 5:58 am
awww <3 goodnight becca <<333 sleep tight, sweet dreams c:
24 Jul, 2015, 2:02 am
:o youre bACk yesss
& of course ur my favorite sistaa xD
24 Jul, 2015, 2:11 am
yeah sure c:
24 Jul, 2015, 7:10 pm
just like youuuuu <<333
24 Jul, 2015, 10:09 pm
Hey! You messaged me a while ago...sorry I haven't replied...my 3ds is dead and I lost the charger lol. You are not lame btw if anything I am lame Xp and I wpuld love to be your friend!
25 Jul, 2015, 3:59 am
//sorryforinterupptingcjckmft8kvd
srry what did you say? i deleted my post o3o
25 Jul, 2015, 4:09 am
pshhhhhh stop it youuu <3 you're cuter
25 Jul, 2015, 4:13 am
//your the buttface o3o loser