W3ll yOu g3t a buck3t and th3y shar3 "bOdily fluids." IntO th3buck3t. th3n th3y s3nd it tO th3 mOth3r grub Or sOm3On3 can carry th3 grub th3mselv3s. But that's rar3.
Idk. I literally have scars down my legs. And i have sweats but they go up to my calves. And in gym we can't wear jeans. Or we get no points for dress. Which is half of our points for the day.
Well, middle school, ya know. When my ex made me look bad i doodled a wolf on a paper and scribbled it out and wrote "i want to die" over it. And the sub didn't care that we were fighting in the middle of study hall. We didn't even get dragged out into the pod area (the hangout area for the class period thing.)
And Then later on people started pissing me off by asking me why i was mad at her and why we fought. I just lost it one day and yelled at her. She then pulled a pity move i back lashed at her by telling her i don't eat. Only my close friends knew that i barely ate. Her friends then threatened me. Her sister harassed me via text. My mom went and told her parents. So. Yeah. That's why i stAy out of drama. Because the next person who pisses me off gets their face punched in
Anxi. You know this. EVERYONE in our family talks about it. It's annoying af. Thanks for reminding me of how many psychical problems i have and how slow i am at math. Makes me so fvcking happy. My god.
My brothers had/have that, we got it in the early stages and used eye patches to fix it by covering the dominant eye and making the brain use the lazy eye.
Well back a couple years back after being abused the eye doctor said i could fix it but that never worked. Like i can kinda see from it but i can't read at all.
I literally get sick constantly. I'm always exhausted even when i get a huge amount of sleep. My emotional health isn't great either. My family's basically allergic to EVERYTHING.
OMG kitty: "is this blood?" "*mom standing in door way*" me: "uh, Kitty" kitty: "what?" Mom: "go to sleep" *laughing our butts off the rest of the night**
Wait, i have two weeks til i go back to my therapist . . . I think. I'm kinda scared to tell her about my hallucinations. She'll probably think it's because my sleep schedule . .. But i get them even when i sleep normally, ;-;
Comments
14 Jul, 2015, 9:28 pm
I'm a here and alive
14 Jul, 2015, 9:29 pm
Ye
14 Jul, 2015, 9:31 pm
I told mercury to join
14 Jul, 2015, 9:32 pm
Kk
14 Jul, 2015, 9:35 pm
Okay.:3
14 Jul, 2015, 9:36 pm
I might disappear. I'm nauseous. Fyi.
14 Jul, 2015, 9:36 pm
Yay 3/4 of the way there <--- look I can do fractions. I'm not a big dumb blonde after all!!
14 Jul, 2015, 9:37 pm
I CAN't do MATh remember anxi.
14 Jul, 2015, 9:38 pm
Oh yeeaah, I forgot.
14 Jul, 2015, 9:38 pm
My mom said i can do ombre colored ends on my hair or streaks ;w;
14 Jul, 2015, 9:39 pm
That sounds cool.
14 Jul, 2015, 9:39 pm
I say ends too.
14 Jul, 2015, 9:39 pm
For the record i've already hallucinated like 3 times today. Yay. I might be spacey. I almost fell two times today. Actually three.heheheheh.
14 Jul, 2015, 9:40 pm
I can't ever win can i?
14 Jul, 2015, 9:41 pm
Yikes
14 Jul, 2015, 9:42 pm
... why is Taylor Swift on my Pandora music? Wut?
14 Jul, 2015, 9:42 pm
Bleh. I can't run.
14 Jul, 2015, 9:43 pm
*screeches* TAYlor SWift.
14 Jul, 2015, 9:43 pm
BRUH. Polarize.
14 Jul, 2015, 9:44 pm
XD
14 Jul, 2015, 9:44 pm
I'm now listening to -\
14 Jul, 2015, 9:44 pm
* l-\
14 Jul, 2015, 9:45 pm
THE CHICKENS ARE REAL I SWEAR ANXI. NEXT YEAR I WILL GO OVER THERE AND PLAY THAT SONG ON MY PHONE AND SCREECH THE CHICKEN PART.
14 Jul, 2015, 9:46 pm
BETty CROcker is scary.
14 Jul, 2015, 9:46 pm
l-/ polarize
14 Jul, 2015, 9:46 pm
X'D
14 Jul, 2015, 9:47 pm
ANXI i'm going tho their concert in september!
14 Jul, 2015, 9:47 pm
I love that song. It's mudda awesome, mercury.
14 Jul, 2015, 9:47 pm
LUCKY
14 Jul, 2015, 9:47 pm
A song by Twenty One Pilots that sounds like there are chickens in the background.
14 Jul, 2015, 9:48 pm
BRUH. I grew up on evanesence.
14 Jul, 2015, 9:49 pm
I call polarize the chicken song.
14 Jul, 2015, 9:51 pm
Lol, the chicken song X3
14 Jul, 2015, 9:51 pm
Yes, and I brought one my chickens.
14 Jul, 2015, 9:52 pm
So that's why you can hear chickens
14 Jul, 2015, 9:52 pm
No I haven't
14 Jul, 2015, 9:52 pm
*sips sprite*
14 Jul, 2015, 9:53 pm
X'D tori did you hypnotize ur chickens again¿
14 Jul, 2015, 9:55 pm
Yes, yes I did. Hahaha
14 Jul, 2015, 9:56 pm
Anxi that song you sent me a while ago, i like that song.
14 Jul, 2015, 9:57 pm
*takes terezi's handcuff* *clasps the cuff around her wrists* JUST1C3!
14 Jul, 2015, 9:57 pm
Breath in breath out?
14 Jul, 2015, 9:58 pm
Noo! If you love let me gooo! *panic at the disco reference*
14 Jul, 2015, 9:58 pm
Y32.
14 Jul, 2015, 9:58 pm
I LOVE P!ATD BRO.
14 Jul, 2015, 9:59 pm
HELL YEAH BRO!
14 Jul, 2015, 9:59 pm
*turns into march eridan* oops. Wwell then.
14 Jul, 2015, 10:01 pm
Eridain, go away.
14 Jul, 2015, 10:01 pm
*switches to old fantroll* w3ll i'm gOing tO stay h3r3. B3caus3 I will pOst sOm3thing "bad" On instagram. *growls*
14 Jul, 2015, 10:01 pm
Give kitty back
14 Jul, 2015, 10:02 pm
*bashes head on drawing desk* h3lp m3.
14 Jul, 2015, 10:02 pm
I don't understand why your mom would think anything you post would be "inappropriate"
14 Jul, 2015, 10:03 pm
*smears blood on you* i am kitty. brO.
14 Jul, 2015, 10:03 pm
It's just ships and otps
14 Jul, 2015, 10:04 pm
Okay then
14 Jul, 2015, 10:04 pm
It's b3caus3 what yOu s3nt m3 y3st3rday. ;-;
14 Jul, 2015, 10:05 pm
Oooh, srsly?
14 Jul, 2015, 10:05 pm
Th3 first pictur3. My mOm said they lOOk3d lik3 th3y w3r3 having s3x. That's nOt hOw trOlls hav3 s3x mOm.
14 Jul, 2015, 10:06 pm
It invOlv3s a pail. *growls*
14 Jul, 2015, 10:08 pm
dO what?
14 Jul, 2015, 10:08 pm
Yeah, you're mom need to educate herself.
14 Jul, 2015, 10:09 pm
Th3y call3d m3 a s lut tOO.
14 Jul, 2015, 10:10 pm
mOm i knOw p3Opl3 whO pOst wOrs3 th3r3. Way wOrs3!
14 Jul, 2015, 10:10 pm
Wow, that's just... wow.
14 Jul, 2015, 10:13 pm
W3ll yOu g3t a buck3t and th3y shar3 "bOdily fluids." IntO th3buck3t. th3n th3y s3nd it tO th3 mOth3r grub Or sOm3On3 can carry th3 grub th3mselv3s. But that's rar3.
14 Jul, 2015, 10:15 pm
fvckin' aquarius3s n' canc3rs. Th3y dOn't g3t alOng mOst Of th3 tim3 tOO. th3y mOstly fight.
14 Jul, 2015, 10:16 pm
Yea
14 Jul, 2015, 10:16 pm
Lik3 kissmissitud3s.
14 Jul, 2015, 10:17 pm
WithOut th3 scratching and hair pulling.
14 Jul, 2015, 10:19 pm
I'm nOt saying all canc3rs ar3 lik3 that. My futur3 mat3sprit is a canc3r. Sh3's okay.
14 Jul, 2015, 10:19 pm
Okay.
14 Jul, 2015, 10:21 pm
I smash3d my m&m's my mint and dark chOcOlat3 m&m's. *one single tear*
14 Jul, 2015, 10:23 pm
SchOOL's gOnna b3 rOugh b3ing an insOmniac.
14 Jul, 2015, 10:23 pm
Wh3r3's warriOr?
14 Jul, 2015, 10:25 pm
Hi! Lol, I'm just sitting here quietly listening to this confirsation
14 Jul, 2015, 10:26 pm
I'v3 s33n yOu shipping m3 and h3r. Th3r3's nO guarant33, ya knOw. car radiO.
14 Jul, 2015, 10:28 pm
I cOuld actually hav3 schizOaff3ctiv3 disOrd3r b3caus3 sOm3tim3s it gO3s away fOr a w33k Or mOre.
14 Jul, 2015, 10:28 pm
Th3n it cOm3s back.
14 Jul, 2015, 10:28 pm
Tru3.
14 Jul, 2015, 10:29 pm
Yeah.
14 Jul, 2015, 10:31 pm
I cut up my l3g in may. and sinc3 i tripp3d and f3ll On th3 last day Of schOOl i hav3 3v3n mOr3 scars. Yay m3. My l3gs ar3 sO bad. ;-;
14 Jul, 2015, 10:32 pm
Y3ah. But 3v3ryday i slip a littl3 mOre. Th3 summ3r isn't h3lping 3ith3r.
14 Jul, 2015, 10:33 pm
My legs are pretty effed up too
14 Jul, 2015, 10:35 pm
Idk. I literally have scars down my legs. And i have sweats but they go up to my calves. And in gym we can't wear jeans. Or we get no points for dress. Which is half of our points for the day.
14 Jul, 2015, 10:35 pm
I have laughed a little today. Anxi.
14 Jul, 2015, 10:37 pm
It's funny that i forget i have freckles across my face. They're just really tiny.
14 Jul, 2015, 10:37 pm
Yea?
14 Jul, 2015, 10:39 pm
Well, middle school, ya know. When my ex made me look bad i doodled a wolf on a paper and scribbled it out and wrote "i want to die" over it. And the sub didn't care that we were fighting in the middle of study hall. We didn't even get dragged out into the pod area (the hangout area for the class period thing.)
14 Jul, 2015, 10:40 pm
Omg, I have like thousands of alien colonies o.o
14 Jul, 2015, 10:41 pm
And i ended up crying the whole class period. Our normal teacher would've dragged me and her to the counseling center because what we said.
14 Jul, 2015, 10:42 pm
Anxi it's not bad. Dj-Osha has millions on her face. :3
14 Jul, 2015, 10:44 pm
Haha ok
14 Jul, 2015, 10:47 pm
And Then later on people started pissing me off by asking me why i was mad at her and why we fought. I just lost it one day and yelled at her. She then pulled a pity move i back lashed at her by telling her i don't eat. Only my close friends knew that i barely ate. Her friends then threatened me. Her sister harassed me via text. My mom went and told her parents. So. Yeah. That's why i stAy out of drama. Because the next person who pisses me off gets their face punched in
14 Jul, 2015, 10:48 pm
Let me redownload skype on my phone
14 Jul, 2015, 10:50 pm
I got skype. So yay
14 Jul, 2015, 10:50 pm
SLOW DOWNLOADDD
14 Jul, 2015, 10:52 pm
Anxi what is ur skype?
14 Jul, 2015, 10:53 pm
anxipanda is my Skype name
14 Jul, 2015, 10:54 pm
Ah. I can talk as long as i address it as anxi's name.
14 Jul, 2015, 10:56 pm
Its her initsls
14 Jul, 2015, 10:59 pm
Imma start it
14 Jul, 2015, 11:02 pm
Did you join the call?
14 Jul, 2015, 11:05 pm
Iadded you to the group
14 Jul, 2015, 11:05 pm
Here, kitty is sending another call
14 Jul, 2015, 11:08 pm
Okay i'll add you again
14 Jul, 2015, 11:18 pm
Have you managed to join the chat yet mercury?
14 Jul, 2015, 11:20 pm
No i am dead *st4bs self*
14 Jul, 2015, 11:33 pm
Hm, it says your apart of the chat
15 Jul, 2015, 2:47 am
Hey
15 Jul, 2015, 2:49 am
Heya guys
15 Jul, 2015, 2:49 am
Yeah
15 Jul, 2015, 2:50 am
Went don't stairs for a moment comes back and I have a missed Skype call XD
15 Jul, 2015, 2:51 am
*down
15 Jul, 2015, 2:51 am
K
15 Jul, 2015, 2:51 am
Yay!
15 Jul, 2015, 2:52 am
I love how my mom likes to mention how i am not even supposed to be alive. THAT MAKES ME FEEL SO MUCH BETTER over a 6 hr anxiety attack yes it does!
15 Jul, 2015, 2:53 am
Wow, your family is effing amazing. Not. And that's not true at all.
15 Jul, 2015, 2:57 am
Anxi. You know this. EVERYONE in our family talks about it. It's annoying af. Thanks for reminding me of how many psychical problems i have and how slow i am at math. Makes me so fvcking happy. My god.
15 Jul, 2015, 2:58 am
This is why i will forever be short. This is why i am having to get shoes for fvcking 5 yr olds.
15 Jul, 2015, 2:59 am
Yeah, it's fucking stupid. Grown ups need to grow up goddammit.
15 Jul, 2015, 2:59 am
This is why my eyesight is so bad. I can barely even see words half of the day.
15 Jul, 2015, 3:00 am
And thats with my good eye.
15 Jul, 2015, 3:01 am
Yeah
15 Jul, 2015, 3:01 am
Why don't i just go blind in all. Ugh.
15 Jul, 2015, 3:04 am
You probably just need a strong prescription for glasses or contacts
15 Jul, 2015, 3:05 am
My family's always dysfunctional. You have no idea how much my family is messed. My own dad kidnapped me once.
15 Jul, 2015, 3:06 am
Yeah
15 Jul, 2015, 3:07 am
Well i'm pretty much going deaf. I'm already legally blind in my left eye.
15 Jul, 2015, 3:08 am
I was born with it.
15 Jul, 2015, 3:12 am
Everyone died
15 Jul, 2015, 3:15 am
Well it can be fixed but like i don't want eye surgery, the retina on my left eye detached when i was on oxygen when i was younger.
15 Jul, 2015, 3:15 am
I'm alive don't worry. Haha
15 Jul, 2015, 3:17 am
And my brain mostly ignores that eye.
15 Jul, 2015, 3:18 am
Oh so it's a lazy eye?
15 Jul, 2015, 3:19 am
Anxi. YOU SHOULD KNOW THIS.
15 Jul, 2015, 3:20 am
My brothers had/have that, we got it in the early stages and used eye patches to fix it by covering the dominant eye and making the brain use the lazy eye.
15 Jul, 2015, 3:20 am
SORRYYY, I know most of it, but I have HORRIBLE memory. ;-;
15 Jul, 2015, 3:21 am
I can't take any sick days from school or i'll be unenrolled. Plus it'll be weird.
15 Jul, 2015, 3:24 am
But Kitty's legally blind in one eye so it probably wouldn't work... idk, I'm not a doctor or anything
15 Jul, 2015, 3:25 am
XD
15 Jul, 2015, 3:27 am
Group hug for kitty hehehe >:) *hugz*
15 Jul, 2015, 3:30 am
Sorry my brother bit me again. Hahahah.
15 Jul, 2015, 3:31 am
XD
15 Jul, 2015, 3:32 am
Well back a couple years back after being abused the eye doctor said i could fix it but that never worked. Like i can kinda see from it but i can't read at all.
15 Jul, 2015, 3:33 am
Idk. He likes biting me. A lot.
15 Jul, 2015, 3:33 am
Thats what they tried when i was 8. But t hat failed.
15 Jul, 2015, 3:36 am
The doctors said that if i did live i'd be hospitalized most of my life. Which would probably be better than living in a smog covered state.
15 Jul, 2015, 3:42 am
Owie, I hit my leg into the ground hard... I think my parents herd... swell.
15 Jul, 2015, 3:43 am
I literally get sick constantly. I'm always exhausted even when i get a huge amount of sleep. My emotional health isn't great either. My family's basically allergic to EVERYTHING.
15 Jul, 2015, 3:44 am
Omg anxi. Remember when we rped and your mom came upstairs.
15 Jul, 2015, 3:47 am
OMG kitty: "is this blood?" "*mom standing in door way*" me: "uh, Kitty" kitty: "what?" Mom: "go to sleep" *laughing our butts off the rest of the night**
15 Jul, 2015, 3:49 am
Omgggggg.
15 Jul, 2015, 3:49 am
Warrior never came.
15 Jul, 2015, 3:51 am
Omg.
15 Jul, 2015, 3:51 am
XD
15 Jul, 2015, 3:53 am
And now i have two bruises. ;-; omg no.
15 Jul, 2015, 3:53 am
Please tell me that was my music and not actually me . . . ;-;
15 Jul, 2015, 3:54 am
"It was your music." What? You asked, you even said please
15 Jul, 2015, 3:55 am
I heard whispers . . . ;-;
15 Jul, 2015, 3:57 am
Yikes
15 Jul, 2015, 3:59 am
Wait, i have two weeks til i go back to my therapist . . . I think. I'm kinda scared to tell her about my hallucinations. She'll probably think it's because my sleep schedule . .. But i get them even when i sleep normally, ;-;
15 Jul, 2015, 4:00 am
Nothing helps me anymore. My supplement stopped working. It littearlly would take me to take 5-6 pills before i sleep within two mins of laying down,
15 Jul, 2015, 4:02 am
I think you should tell your therapist, and be as honest as you can with him/her. And I fall asleep within an hour or half an hour of lying down.
15 Jul, 2015, 4:02 am
Apparently I'm not normal XD
15 Jul, 2015, 4:03 am
I don't sleep till the early hours of the morning.
15 Jul, 2015, 4:04 am
My summer sleep schedule is gonna fxck up my school life =_= great
15 Jul, 2015, 4:06 am
Well, I guess that's the good thing haha
15 Jul, 2015, 4:08 am
During school i don't fall asleep til two am maybe even five if ut's really bad.
15 Jul, 2015, 4:14 am
I don't have one. I am soon maybe idk.
15 Jul, 2015, 4:22 am
No, I'm just being silent
15 Jul, 2015, 4:23 am
Sorry i got lost in joshyfurret bs ;w;
15 Jul, 2015, 4:26 am
Yeeaa?
15 Jul, 2015, 4:30 am
Heya. ^^
15 Jul, 2015, 4:32 am
Hmm, yeah, sometimes.
15 Jul, 2015, 4:36 am
Lol, yea.
15 Jul, 2015, 4:39 am
Hm, I don't know.
15 Jul, 2015, 4:45 am
Nothing really,I've just been on YouTube watching markiplier and onision. You?
15 Jul, 2015, 4:46 am
I do.
15 Jul, 2015, 4:46 am
Omg
15 Jul, 2015, 4:47 am
Homestucks of youtube remastered
15 Jul, 2015, 4:47 am
Oh,worrying about what?
15 Jul, 2015, 4:47 am
X'D
15 Jul, 2015, 4:47 am
Sorry, I don't mean to be nosey or anything ^^
15 Jul, 2015, 4:48 am
XD what kitty? Lol
15 Jul, 2015, 4:48 am
Homestucks of youtube. Omg. Just watch it. I'm crying
15 Jul, 2015, 4:49 am
Haha k then
15 Jul, 2015, 4:50 am
Yeah, moving has been a bit stressful for me
15 Jul, 2015, 4:50 am
X'D i'm crying so much.
15 Jul, 2015, 4:52 am
Yeah, thanks :)
15 Jul, 2015, 4:59 am
I HAVENT READ IT IN TWO DAYS SOLLUXXX
15 Jul, 2015, 4:59 am
"Cyrstalmeth¡" mhhhhmmmm
15 Jul, 2015, 5:00 am
THIS VIDEO. HELP.
15 Jul, 2015, 5:01 am
Oh gosh, I reeeaally need to read more homestuck. Ok, tomorrow. I will read more homestuck!
15 Jul, 2015, 5:01 am
I find it extremely hilarious.
15 Jul, 2015, 5:01 am
I SHIP THIS SO HARDDD
15 Jul, 2015, 5:02 am
"Did eridan go gay?!" Omf
15 Jul, 2015, 5:02 am
THIS ISNT AS GREAT AS THAT OTHER VIDEO ANXI BUT OMF.
15 Jul, 2015, 5:02 am
Oh shit kitty XD
15 Jul, 2015, 5:03 am
HAVE YOU WATCHED IT ANXI
15 Jul, 2015, 5:04 am
"She doesn't talk to me anymore"
15 Jul, 2015, 5:04 am
HELP
15 Jul, 2015, 5:07 am
"The only universal acceptance they ever had is that Michael Jordan is a giant fish" omg. Best line EVER,
15 Jul, 2015, 5:08 am
I ONCE THOUGHT I COULD DATE FEM TAVROS. I ACTUALLY CRIED DURING CHURCH BECAUSE OF IT.
15 Jul, 2015, 5:10 am
Uhm XD I'm so lost to what is going on.
15 Jul, 2015, 8:07 am
I really want a chest binder