uhm. about tomorrow. i'm having a huge anxiety attack over. My Gf said i should tell them about my harming. which is really uncomfortable for me to talk about. i'm seriously about to cry typing this. I am rlly annoyed at my shadows though. they're making me upset and really angry. idk y. but they're almost real. losing reality guys . . . i'm kinda scared. i have been for a bit. ;n; #shadows #anxiety #therapy