Rain by Wahaya-Avarice

The new morning we've finally found
Is being hampered by the past
What we chased after wasn't the future,
But the past so full of remorse
The ruthless memories won't stop playing,
They won't be forgiving us for a long time
It's about now that a teardrop
Begins to roll down my fatigued cheeks
(lyrics continue in picture)

Drawn to- Rain by SID
#KayAvarice

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painted on a Nintendo 3DS
06 Jul, 2015, 2:49 am
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Pyrolusite

06 Jul, 2015, 3:13 am

You're so good with clothes eAe I'm jellyyyyyy

Pyrolusite

06 Jul, 2015, 3:19 am

eAe but I love it... *strokes jacket* So... perf.. xAx

Pyrolusite

06 Jul, 2015, 3:31 am

Huzza? oAo Wus wrong woman?

Speak to meh... e3e

Pyrolusite

06 Jul, 2015, 3:42 am

No thats not stupid x'D I can list at least 5 times I've cried when my favorite character died.

Its because you have the connection with them e3e.... You'll be aight though .D. Although depending on severity it may take a few days...heh x'D

Pyrolusite

06 Jul, 2015, 3:50 am

Cause the anti-heroes are always the s.exies-*shot*

ewe Its tru-*shot again*

But yeah, I understand what ye mean :> You'll be okay *le head pat*

Pyrolusite

06 Jul, 2015, 3:54 am

Yes, of course! Go ahead .v.

Pyrolusite

06 Jul, 2015, 4:25 am

Yes, I understand where you're coming from with this. Might even say I feel almost exactly the same.

Except when she asked on dA why I was so p*ssed, I ignored it x'D

But yes. I feel like that all the time. I honestly think, a lot would be better if I just left. There wouldn't be any problems whatsoever then...

Hes done the same for me as hes done for you... thats the worst part, hes under your skin now, and you can't just dig something out from under there without it hurting. (Not saying that as in 'oh god hes stuck goddam.it')

Other than that.... I don't know. I've managed to block it out, I think its just because of all the disappointment/hate I've recieved from her...

It does knock your self esteem down a bit, but try not to let it get to you. Its gets easier to block out once you start thinking about whats important to you, not to others.

woobat

06 Jul, 2015, 4:31 am

First of fu.cking all, why the fuc.k do you feel the need to accuse sh:t on me??Half the things Yuki told you that I did, I didn't do, do...? Lmao

Pyrolusite

06 Jul, 2015, 4:32 am

Oh! Forgot this too.

I don't think it'd be wise to lure her out to talk, she'll just use the 'Fine. I'm a useless pr.ick anyways, I'll go cut/kiIl myself then c':'

And then everybody's like 'oh no we have to stop her because fines and law'

So yeah. My best advice would be to block her if you haven't already, and ignore the issue entirely. There will be the odd time where she blocks you from his account... just accept it, and wait patiently until he notices, or comes to talk to you.

woobat

06 Jul, 2015, 4:32 am

And I'm the b:tch here? Kk

Pyrolusite

06 Jul, 2015, 4:33 am

Because I know. Now leave us alone, we're talking one on one, thank you.

Pyrolusite

06 Jul, 2015, 4:34 am

Nah, Kay... you've gotta learn more self respect. I can't remember where I was going with that...

Give me a sec, I need to think before I write sometimes.

Wahaya-Avarice

06 Jul, 2015, 4:36 am

I haven't accused you of anything. Yet. All I wanted was to say my piece.

Pyrolusite

06 Jul, 2015, 4:38 am

I think that a lot too (Why else would he have cut me off more than once...) ...You just grow used to it after a while, like you get a hardened shell.

As for doing whats best... you have to respect your wishes as well. This is one of the harder lessons, learning to respect yourself. You can't beat yourself up just because that would be the 'better choice' ...you have to do good for yourself sometimes too

(This might make no sense... its 1am, I'm sorry ;-;)

Pyrolusite

06 Jul, 2015, 4:58 am

Ahh... he sees now....

Love truly is blind....

Pyrolusite

06 Jul, 2015, 5:21 am

*sitting silently/watching*

Pyrolusite

06 Jul, 2015, 5:42 am

Its... more under the surface. Mentally. Its just not visible usually.

Its affected me bad. I won't say though, not my place to speak.

Wahaya-Avarice

06 Jul, 2015, 5:52 am

So what she's saying is that an apology from me would amount to her apologizing to everyone? I hardly find that a fair bargain. And I won't take back what I said. It's out there, and I meant it at the time. But it's in the past now. And I never asked for an apology from her, so I'm fine with not getting one. But me not apologizing shouldn't mean that everyone else doesn't get one.

Wahaya-Avarice

06 Jul, 2015, 6:01 am

I just... I can't let this go. No matter how much I want to, I can't. And even if she says things will stop, I can almost garuantee that they won't. I never asked for this. All I wanted was to let go. Why can't you let me be?

Wahaya-Avarice

06 Jul, 2015, 6:12 am

Speak your mind. It matters not to me.

Wahaya-Avarice

06 Jul, 2015, 6:13 am

...Do you want me to apologize..?

Wahaya-Avarice

07 Jul, 2015, 5:13 am

*hesitantly shakes hand* It's alright, I understand. And I'm sorry as well. I just get really over-protective of my friends because they're all that I have.

Pyrolusite

08 Jul, 2015, 3:43 pm

xD yeah

Uhm, because the other day you were like... riding on my head so when I ride on yours the pterodactyl screeches are reversed! .D. *logic!*

No problem btw! X3

Pyrolusite

11 Jul, 2015, 11:15 am

Re: Nope! (I never really... got into Fallout Boy)

T'is Mariana's Trench, this sorta pop/hard rock band. They are a lovely bunch, and have given me some great songs to draw to... Idk if you want to look them up or not X'D

I really want to meet the lead singer ;-;

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