Hiiiiiiiiii

Pffft I hate how I draw clothes xD

Yeah Gray .>.

Also its Steampunk gear .u. It looks pretty rad

*hisses* >:U

Omg I'm like crying right now TuT

Ezz stupid, the other day I had one of the first moments where my favorite character from an anime died ;v;

I'll never get over it ;n; He was the favorite out of my favorites x'D

Usually my favorites are out of the ones that live T-T WHY MUST I LIKE THE ANTI-HEROES- //shot

It's true, they really are x'D

Can I... sorta vent for a sec?

^haaaallo

Alright-y-o '^'/

I'm honestly really starting to contemplate my friendship with Yuki... He and I were always so sure that no matter what Sol did or said, that our friendship would be able to stay intact. But I'm not so sure anymore.. I really don't know what her problem is, but I'm really just fed up with dealing with it. Lately my motivation and self-esteem has been so low, and I was so sick of dealing with it all, so I just left! Everyone asked me why I did it, but even though it hurt a lot, I never answered them. And after a while I felt great. It felt miraculous. But I still felt empty without my friends. After I checked my picture, I saw tons of comments from Yuki that kept getting deleted by Sol, and suddenly I got so agitated with him... Like in my head I was asking myself why he thought he had the nerve to ask me all of those questions, when he's the main cause of my frustration! And I got so cross with him... I could tell he was noticing, but I still didn't care. (Cont.)

And after he left to go do other things, I felt really relieved... And I hated that. Yuki has inspired me to do so many things with my life. He always helps me when I'm sad. He's so goofy yet so caring and he can always make me smile. He helped me get over Arc, and tons of other things. And it really pis.ses me off that he's in such a strained relationship!! And.... I sorta just forgot the rest of my argument, but... I know how he feels about her. And as much as it hurts me, his relationship with Sol would be much better if I weren't around... And it kil.ls me that I'd consider doing what she wants for even a second, but... I'm just really fed up with it. I want her to come out and talk with me so we can settle this. I just want it to end... So I guess that bit.ch might be getting what she wants after all... But not until she talks to me first. I want to tell her just how much I despise her, even if it makes Yuki upset, because I just want everything to be over...

But I don't care about me!! Sol is important to him and that's what matters to me. I just want what's best for him, and according to him, that's Sol... So I won't try to break them up anymore. I'll leave them be. I'll say what I want to say, and then I'll go... My conversations with him are getting dimmer by the minute, anyways.. He always tells me that he goes where he's needed, that I need him more than he needs me. And he's right. He doesn't need me. So why even bother?

I knew she would read it. High score for me.