I should really stop talking to people by ZueltheCat
#Vent #ZueltheCat
Talking to people has made me too traumatized:
-I've been offered phone se.x via Skype and it freaked me out so much I became physically sick.
-I realized I'm a fu.cking monster when I'm angry.
I should just stop. Several friends of mine have confirmed that I'm scary when I'm mad. I can't help it. I bottle my anger in so I /don't/ scare you. Looks like I failed.
I'll just listen to the demon in my head from now on who tells me these things.
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05 Jul, 2015, 9:13 am
I'm sorry, Mal.
I'm sorry everyone.
I seriously just want all this to end. My anger problems, this haras.sment, this pain. I just want it to stop. But it keeps coming.
I want to scream.
I want my depression, anxiety, dysphoria, and all that other sh.it out of here.
I want it gone.
But who am I kidding.
"PEOPLE HAVE SEEN THE REAL YOU NOW."
I know.
"THAT'S A SHAME. THEY PROBABLY WON'T LIKE YOU ANYMORE BECAUSE OF THIS."
You're probably right.
I'm sorry.
"NO, YOU'RE NOT. STOP PRETENDING."
I'm not pretending. I swear.
"OH REALLY? HOW ARE YOU SO SURE?"
....I don't know.
"I THOUGHT SO."
05 Jul, 2015, 8:42 pm
Zuel, kyle, i am horibble when i'm angry. it doesn't help that i'm short tempered. i also might have traces of the bipolar disorder. I have been suffering dysphoria practialy my whole life, both types too. this is why we need to exchange phone numbers over kik. i want to be there to relief your pain, i want to make you feel better. i want to help kyle. i want to be supportive of you. i want to help you anyway i can through these rough times, i'm you transgender brother and brother helps brother
11 Jul, 2015, 2:41 pm
*bro hugs you* I feel bad that you're going through this. T.T I wish I could help you, but I don't know how dude. 8-8 So I'll just keep hugging you. ^^ *hugs* FEEL THE LOVE. AND I HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER, WISH YOU THE BESTEST BESTEST OF LUCK. c:
11 Jul, 2015, 11:37 pm
Re: You're welcome dude. ^^ I wish I could destroy everything that hurts you. T.T But sadly, I am not magical to do so. TT-TT