I'm sorry,Gene...I'm sorry I can't help you.I'm sorry I can't save you from this @sshole...I really am.*wipes tears with sleeves* I can't even remember the last time I cried over someone...
O-ok...Gene, you read something about you having curves and was wondering....U-u-um...did you used to be a girl?AHHH I ASKED IT!IM SORRY I'VE HAD ONLY 2 FRIENDS THAT WERE TRANS BUT THEY DIDNT CONVERT IM SO SORRY
xD ppl find me the "cute n $exy" type tbh in the rumours i mean. its kinda weird. one day a cherrleader walked up to me while i was drawing and i looked up and said "Yas?" she looked at me and told me these exact words "Do you wear make up? or are u this naturally pretty. your like a model" I swear my face was probably a tomato. After i told her i dun usually wear make up. she gasped in shock and then gave me a smile "but your so cute!" i was a blushing mess that day xD
Yep :3 Well, my best friends dad thought i was a guy for like 3 months until one day when i was swimming and he asked me why I was wearing a 2 piece...i was like REALLY NlGGA?!
Gene. your adorable. <3 trust meh on this i just want to give u sweets and cudfle up to u all day .u. Ren-san. i might not be able to eat my sweets because of my wisdom tooth! and after the surgery /if i do get it/ i might now be able to go on often ; D ;
welcomes...n///w///n aww i got to go! nighty night my lovelies <3 make sure u guys get some rest! especially you Gene-Chan. its probably like 6:00 am where chu live
You know, I'm kinda jealous...<x3 I've always hated being the gender I am...I was always bullied for how masculine I look.I could never get a gender change because I live with my grandparents and they're very old school. I see being a boy as...freedom. Not being stuck in the house because I'm a girl, being able to go to friends houses without my grandma worrying that I'm going to be r.a.p.ed...I wish I were born a guy everyday. :P
And the second I met you, there was just some weird feeling I got.It was almost like love at first sight but in a different way.Like almost protective. I see you as a fragile, important person, that I hate seeing hurt. I feel like I would do anything to know you were happy and in a good place...Weird,huh?XD
*hugs* Thank you for hearing me out, Gene <3 That really means alot to me.I was talking to my best friend earlier and I was hinting at it and she said " I like your chick body.If you were a dude I would be fangirling over you like I do Lil' Wayne" XDDD
XD Thank you. Right now, I just call myself as.exual. Ya know, genderless?XD *Cuddles woth you* It's nice having a guy who still knows the hell of being a female ^D^
Ever on and On I continue circling With Nothing but my hate in a carousel of agony Till slowly i forget and my heart starts vanishing and suddenly i see that i cant break free-- im slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity with nothing but my pain and the paralyzining agony to tell me who i am who i was uncertaintly enveloping my mind till i cant break free and maybe its a dream; maybe nothing else is real but it wouldnt mean a thing if i told you how i feel so im tired of all the pain, of the misery inside and i wish that i could live feeling nothing but the night you can tell menwhat to say; you can tell me where to go but i doubt that i would care, and my heart would never know if i make another move there'll be no more turning back because everything will change, and it all will fade to black will tomorrow ever come? will i make it through the nught? will there ever be a place for the broken in the light? am i hurting? am i sad? should i stay, or should i go? ive forgotten
how to tell did i ever even know? can i take another step? ive done everything i can all the people that i see i will never understand if i find another way to change, if i step into the light then i'll never be the same and it all will fade to white ever on and on i continue circling with nothing but my hate in a carousel of agony till slowly i forget and my heart starts vanishing and suddenly i see that i cant break free--im slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity with nothing but my pain and the paralzing agony to tell me who i am who i was uncertaintly enveloping my mind till i cant break free, and maybe its a dream maybe nothing else is real but it wouldnt mean a thing if i told u how i feel so im tired of all the pain, of all the misery inside and i wish that i could live feeling nothing but the night you can tell me what to say; you can tell me where to go but i doubt that i would care, and my heart would never know if i make another move there'll be no more turning
back because everytging will change, and it all will fade to black if i make another move, if i take another step then it all would fall apart there'd be nothing of me left if im crying in the wind, if im crying in the night will there ever be a way? will my heart return to white? can you tell me who you are? can you tell me where i am? ive forgotten how to see; ive forgotten if i can if i opened up my eyes there'd be no more turning back 'cause i'd throw it all away, and it all would fade to black...
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25 Jun, 2015, 4:07 am
DONE
25 Jun, 2015, 4:07 am
huh?
25 Jun, 2015, 4:13 am
*sits down quitely, waiting*
25 Jun, 2015, 4:22 am
whats the matter Gene-Chan? D:
25 Jun, 2015, 4:23 am
*culs up next to chu*
25 Jun, 2015, 4:24 am
*Hugs* Gene, I'm sorry if I upset you with what I said to Kyle...
25 Jun, 2015, 4:31 am
*sqeezes*
25 Jun, 2015, 4:38 am
aw ; ^ ;
i wanna heeeelllpppp
25 Jun, 2015, 4:43 am
nuuu, nuuu its not.
hey did u just...break up with Kyle?
25 Jun, 2015, 4:44 am
I'm sorry,Gene...I'm sorry I can't help you.I'm sorry I can't save you from this @sshole...I really am.*wipes tears with sleeves* I can't even remember the last time I cried over someone...
25 Jun, 2015, 4:47 am
*Hugs you tight* Gene, I'll always be here to love you even if no one else does...I love you so much it's scary...
25 Jun, 2015, 4:49 am
You guys are so amazing, just know that. and never give up. I will never stoo bring there for you guys
25 Jun, 2015, 4:49 am
*huggles Gene-chan and buries my face in his neck* I love you to. I cant stand to see u upset
25 Jun, 2015, 4:52 am
*wraps arms around both of you and holds you both close to me*I love you guys...
25 Jun, 2015, 4:53 am
*sqeezes* you'll be stuck with me forever xD
and my ugly...face. xD
enjoy
25 Jun, 2015, 4:55 am
XDD You got it Gene!<3
SENPAI YO FACE IS BEAUTIFUL
25 Jun, 2015, 5:01 am
XD IKR! Her face is beautiful!:D
25 Jun, 2015, 5:02 am
.o. i dun like my face most of the time xD
but thank you so much xD
25 Jun, 2015, 5:08 am
bish. YOU GUYS ARE FABULOUS
25 Jun, 2015, 5:10 am
XD Senpai, shut up.You're absolutely gorgous!Gene I have a quick question about your gender. Is that okay?
25 Jun, 2015, 5:13 am
GENE-CHANS A BOYYYY
25 Jun, 2015, 5:14 am
YEEEESSS I UNDERSTAND THAT
25 Jun, 2015, 5:15 am
oh. ok xD
25 Jun, 2015, 5:18 am
O-ok...Gene, you read something about you having curves and was wondering....U-u-um...did you used to be a girl?AHHH I ASKED IT!IM SORRY I'VE HAD ONLY 2 FRIENDS THAT WERE TRANS BUT THEY DIDNT CONVERT IM SO SORRY
25 Jun, 2015, 5:19 am
I MEAN I READ SOMETHING
25 Jun, 2015, 5:20 am
.o. whasalfimdj tk,mcdtilmvj, sym
oh xD i think i might get it
IM CURVYYYY
25 Jun, 2015, 5:22 am
:O
HOW DID I NOT KNOW THIS OMG
25 Jun, 2015, 5:23 am
Everything makes sence now. .o.
*flips out*
UVJBIOLCDJKMCFUO, CYKL CI,
MOST OF MY FRIENDS ONLINE ARE TRANS. THEN U LOOK AT ME. HKBFUKK,NGRI
25 Jun, 2015, 5:24 am
IM A UNICORN TO
:O
ppl call me the Genicorn /xD/
25 Jun, 2015, 5:25 am
*flips the fak out* I DUN KNOW WHAT TO DO NOW. HALP. *rolls on the ground*
25 Jun, 2015, 5:26 am
I wanna be a guy too... .n. I have broad shoulder, almost no bust or curves, and I'm have a deep voice for being a girl
25 Jun, 2015, 5:27 am
FTM xD
25 Jun, 2015, 5:28 am
; ^ ; am i theonly one who looks like a girl and feels like a girl. shiz djk,mh
25 Jun, 2015, 5:30 am
XD Yes ma'am you are
25 Jun, 2015, 5:33 am
Well. sh!t. xD
if i even try to become a boy.
my face, voice, and everything would give it away xD
25 Jun, 2015, 5:37 am
XD If I pull all my hair away from my face and I try to look dark and brooding, I actually look kinda hot.XD As I guy, I mean XDDD
25 Jun, 2015, 5:38 am
oh well. xD as long as ppl accept me for who i am.
25 Jun, 2015, 5:42 am
xD
ppl find me the "cute n $exy" type tbh
in the rumours i mean. its kinda weird. one day a cherrleader walked up to me while i was drawing and i looked up and said "Yas?" she looked at me and told me these exact words "Do you wear make up? or are u this naturally pretty. your like a model" I swear my face was probably a tomato.
After i told her i dun usually wear make up. she gasped in shock and then gave me a smile "but your so cute!" i was a blushing mess that day xD
25 Jun, 2015, 5:45 am
Yep :3 Well, my best friends dad thought i was a guy for like 3 months until one day when i was swimming and he asked me why I was wearing a 2 piece...i was like REALLY NlGGA?!
25 Jun, 2015, 5:46 am
XD YOU ARE CUTE
25 Jun, 2015, 5:48 am
Gene, you're cute inside and out. It makes me want to curl up in your words and sleep without without a worry...XD Weird huh?
25 Jun, 2015, 5:51 am
Gene. your adorable. <3
trust meh on this i just want to give u sweets and cudfle up to u all day .u.
Ren-san. i might not be able to eat my sweets because of my wisdom tooth! and after the surgery /if i do get it/ i might now be able to go on often ; D ;
25 Jun, 2015, 5:53 am
NUUUUUU!D:
25 Jun, 2015, 5:57 am
Gene...:3 I love ya <3
25 Jun, 2015, 5:58 am
*Kisses both of you*KISS-SU <3
25 Jun, 2015, 5:59 am
*not be able
25 Jun, 2015, 5:59 am
*blushes so many shades* IFUNJVYIOKN
25 Jun, 2015, 6:01 am
XDDDD Want another kiss-su?
25 Jun, 2015, 6:03 am
O////o////O
25 Jun, 2015, 6:03 am
where did Gene-Chan go
25 Jun, 2015, 6:08 am
YAY! *Kisses Gene*KISS-SU FOR YOU
25 Jun, 2015, 6:09 am
*Licks Senpai's face*XD
25 Jun, 2015, 6:10 am
yayyyy gene-chan! :D
HEY THATS MY JOB *licks u, then hides under a blanket*
25 Jun, 2015, 6:10 am
aw i have to go soon
25 Jun, 2015, 6:13 am
*Pulls blanket over me and Gene and sandwiches you inbetween us*XD There.BUT BUT BUT SENPAI
25 Jun, 2015, 6:14 am
its my mums rules. srry -//3//-
dun squish meh too much.
>///o///<
25 Jun, 2015, 6:17 am
Mom...:P *Squishes you tight by wrapping arms around Gene*^w^ XDD
25 Jun, 2015, 6:20 am
h-hey now! >/////< GENE-CHAN IS MINE *squirms* ur making my bewbs hurt q//^//q
25 Jun, 2015, 6:26 am
XD Dem t.itties gurl!Mmm...Gene so kawaiiiii!>w<
25 Jun, 2015, 6:27 am
Genes cuteness is miiiinnneeee
25 Jun, 2015, 6:28 am
;^; Senpai...Sharing is caring...
25 Jun, 2015, 6:29 am
f-fine
25 Jun, 2015, 6:31 am
YAAY!^D^ Thank you Senpai!*Kisses your cheek*
25 Jun, 2015, 6:32 am
welcomes...n///w///n
aww i got to go!
nighty night my lovelies <3
make sure u guys get some rest!
especially you Gene-Chan. its probably like 6:00 am where chu live
25 Jun, 2015, 6:33 am
x3 Sleep well sweet cheeks!
25 Jun, 2015, 6:34 am
thankies Love! <3
bai bai now
25 Jun, 2015, 6:36 am
Sayonara!^u^
25 Jun, 2015, 6:39 am
Well I have some questions.I hope they aren't to personal <x3
25 Jun, 2015, 6:41 am
Well here I go: Gene, what made you want to get a gender change? How old were you when you got it?
25 Jun, 2015, 6:49 am
You know, I'm kinda jealous...<x3 I've always hated being the gender I am...I was always bullied for how masculine I look.I could never get a gender change because I live with my grandparents and they're very old school. I see being a boy as...freedom. Not being stuck in the house because I'm a girl, being able to go to friends houses without my grandma worrying that I'm going to be r.a.p.ed...I wish I were born a guy everyday. :P
25 Jun, 2015, 6:52 am
And the second I met you, there was just some weird feeling I got.It was almost like love at first sight but in a different way.Like almost protective. I see you as a fragile, important person, that I hate seeing hurt. I feel like I would do anything to know you were happy and in a good place...Weird,huh?XD
25 Jun, 2015, 6:56 am
*hugs* Thank you for hearing me out, Gene <3 That really means alot to me.I was talking to my best friend earlier and I was hinting at it and she said " I like your chick body.If you were a dude I would be fangirling over you like I do Lil' Wayne" XDDD
25 Jun, 2015, 7:01 am
XD Thank you. Right now, I just call myself as.exual. Ya know, genderless?XD *Cuddles woth you* It's nice having a guy who still knows the hell of being a female ^D^
25 Jun, 2015, 7:06 am
Gender fluid XD It's like, he or she, it doesn't matter. I've been called a boy enough times its gotten to the point where I dont even care XD
25 Jun, 2015, 7:25 am
Good night Guys!<3
26 Jun, 2015, 8:37 pm
Ever on and On I continue circling
With Nothing but my hate in a carousel of agony
Till slowly i forget and my heart starts vanishing
and suddenly i see that i cant break free--
im slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity
with nothing but my pain and the paralyzining agony
to tell me who i am
who i was
uncertaintly enveloping my mind till i cant break free
and
maybe its a dream; maybe nothing else is real
but it wouldnt mean a thing if i told you how i feel
so im tired of all the pain, of the misery inside
and i wish that i could live feeling nothing but the night
you can tell menwhat to say; you can tell me where to go
but i doubt that i would care, and my heart would never know
if i make another move
there'll be no more turning back
because everything will change, and it all will fade to black
will tomorrow ever come? will i make it through the nught?
will there ever be a place for the broken in the light?
am i hurting?
am i sad?
should i stay, or should i go?
ive forgotten
26 Jun, 2015, 8:44 pm
how to tell
did i ever even know?
can i take another step?
ive done everything i can
all the people that i see i will never understand
if i find another way to change, if i step into the light
then i'll never be the same
and it all will fade to white
ever on and on i continue circling
with nothing but my hate in a carousel of agony
till slowly i forget and my heart starts vanishing
and suddenly i see that i cant break free--im
slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity
with nothing but my pain and the paralzing agony
to tell me who i am
who i was
uncertaintly enveloping my mind
till i cant break free,
and
maybe its a dream
maybe nothing else is real
but it wouldnt mean a thing if i told u how i feel
so im tired of all the pain, of all the misery inside
and i wish that i could live feeling nothing but the night
you can tell me what to say; you can tell me where to go
but i doubt that i would care,
and my heart would never know
if i make another move there'll be no more turning
26 Jun, 2015, 8:47 pm
Where did that come from? 0.o
26 Jun, 2015, 8:49 pm
back
because everytging will change, and it all will fade to black
if i make another move, if i take another step
then it all would fall apart
there'd be nothing of me left
if im crying in the wind, if im crying in the night
will there ever be a way?
will my heart return to white?
can you tell me who you are?
can you tell me where i am?
ive forgotten how to see; ive forgotten if i can
if i opened up my eyes
there'd be no more turning back
'cause i'd throw it all away, and it all would fade to black...
26 Jun, 2015, 8:50 pm
xD u came!
oh i was just giving the lyrics of my favorite song <3
26 Jun, 2015, 9:17 pm
XDDDD Im working on something for you and Gene V///V
26 Jun, 2015, 9:19 pm
.o. OOOO
I CANT WAIT :D
26 Jun, 2015, 10:11 pm
xD TAKEN FOREVER!
26 Jun, 2015, 10:21 pm
DAMN RIGHT IT IS >:U
jk jk jk xDDDDD
27 Jun, 2015, 12:28 am
IM ALMOST DONE XDDDD
27 Jun, 2015, 1:20 am
NNNGGGGG HUUURRRYYYYY IM GETTING ALL JIGGLY
I WANNA SEE IT
*bounce bounce bounce*