The World Is Ugly... by Hollyfire

I found this in my storage of my 3ds and started crying. I really needed these words now. I'll tell you guys what happened in the first place to make me vent. (I'm so sorry about venting. I try to avoid that, but this...)

So today, I got into a big fight with my two sisters and my mom. We all said horrible, horrible things to each other and all started crying. When we all forgave each other, my mom said she couldn't wait to leave the elementary school my youngest sister is at because that's where, when I was in 4th grade, a classmate of mine got crushed by a soccer goal when it fell on him b/c kids were leaning on it. She relives that day everyday waiting to pick her up in the car line. My mom said that one of the kids leaning on the soccer goal was one of the kids who'd "bullied" me this past year. She thought I'd already known that, so when I reacted the way I did, she felt absolutely awful, worse than she already did.

Here's the weird thing: I didn't even realize they were bullying me, I thought they were just being stupid. I still think nothing of what they did. They just annoyed me. :/

So this day pretty much sucked. Hopefully tomorrow is better, and I want to personally thank @NethrVoid, @JadedSky, and @Paranoid-Android for being here for me. I had no idea I really mean that much to you guys, and I was crying when I read your guys' comments about this whole thing... I love you all so, so much, and I really hope you all know that. <3

Thank you...
-HF

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19 Jun, 2015, 4:53 am
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Hollyfire

19 Jun, 2015, 5:12 am

I'm sure I'll feel better tomorrow, so after summer school (I signed up for it voluntarily so I wouldn't have to take civics ever in high school), I'll be on and most likely a lot more cheerful. In the meantime, 'night everyone. I love you all.

CorvidPrince

19 Jun, 2015, 5:30 am

We love you too, Holly, and I'm glad you're doing better. It pains me to see you hurt so.

:) -Hugs-
I hope you do well in Summer school, as well. ^^

JadedSky

19 Jun, 2015, 6:26 am

That's terrible... I am so sorry.... You don't deserve any negativity. You're such an amazing person. It's sad, it seems like the worst things happen to the best people.

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Good. *hugs*
I'm glad. <3

Oh my gosh. You're gonna mAKE ME CRY.
I just want you to know you're important and special, okay?
We love you.
No problem. I'm always here.

JadedSky

19 Jun, 2015, 11:28 pm

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*hugs* That's awesome.
No problem. Anytime. <3

Maru-Shard

21 Jun, 2015, 6:44 am

awww (hugs)

Maru-Shard

22 Jun, 2015, 3:59 am

lol u dont know who i am do u XD

CosmicMist

22 Jun, 2015, 12:41 pm

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I dont know, I'll ask him.

Maru-Shard

23 Jun, 2015, 8:47 pm

its me maru XD

Maru-Shard

24 Jun, 2015, 3:53 pm

oh u knew XD

JadedSky

24 Jun, 2015, 3:58 pm

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Oh, cool! Yeah, it wont be too bad. I forgot how long they said mine will be on for. Yeah 2 years for me too. It'll be worth it. Also, I have a lot of problems with my teeth with means I need surgery and stuff but with braces, they'll never do anything like that again, so, yay. c:
Thank you so much!

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