... by Hollyfire

Things that are wrong with me:

I'm ugly.
I'm numb.
I'm a monster.
I'm awful.
I'm not good enough.
I'm never going to be perfect.
I'll never be good enough.
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I didn't want to know...
I want to fade...
I want to just... break.
I need to let those thoughts sink in so I'll feel better.

I'm sorry.

-HF
#vent

Could things be better if it didn't end that way..?

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19 Jun, 2015, 2:43 am
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CorvidPrince

19 Jun, 2015, 2:53 am

NO, sis.

You're not ugly.
You're not numb.
You're not a monster.
You're not awful.
You ARE good enough.
Nobody is perfect, sis.
You ARE good enough, and will become EVEN better.

You DON'T want to fade.
You DON'T want to break. I don't want you to break.

I'm sorry you are feeling bad.

I don't know what happened.

But everything you said. Those are lies.

You are a wonderful, amazing, beautiful, intelligent, creative, awesome, person.

I never want you to fade.

Stay strong, sis.
Please.
We are here for you.

Storms don't last forever.

JadedSky

19 Jun, 2015, 3:05 am

NO PLEASE NO
OH MY GOD
WHY ARE SO MANY PEOPLE WANTING TO D I E NO.

listen.
all of these voices in your head are trying to make you feel like sh it.
and they're succeeding.
don't let them do that.
those voices?
they don't own you.
they're trying to make you into something you're not.
you're an amazing, amazing, AMAZING human being.
you're beautiful.
you're not a monster.
at all.
you're one of the nicest people I know.
I won't lose you.
I will not let these voices win.
I will fight with you.
I'll be right by your side.
Fighting.
I promise.
And I will keep that promise.
Depression is a part of growing up.
A skilled sailor was not trained on a smooth sea.
He had to go through the worst waters, the worst storms, just to be happy. To be a skilled sailor.
The sadness will end.
Trust me.
It doesn't seem like it, but it will.
You could have it worse. You could be dying of cancer, you could be homeless. Be thankful for everything you have. One day it could all disappear.
This is a part of life.

JadedSky

19 Jun, 2015, 3:08 am

You'll be thankful you stayed alive.
This is not a perfect life, but live on the bright side.
I'm always here for you.
I love you.
Stay strong.
Please.
I will fight for you.
I will fight with you.
Always.

CorvidPrince

19 Jun, 2015, 4:28 am

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Oh my God, I'm so sorry...

....That's absolutely terrible....

...Wow... that's just seriously...

That's a lot to take in. I'm sorry.

*Hugs tightly*

I wish I could help more...

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