i feel like no one likes me and my most best friend doesn't even talk to me anymoee and i dont want to make anyone feel yncomfortable ans i have such a hibbit of trting to subconsiously please peop:e. i cant take this anymore i m declining ing and i want it to stop. i feel like im all by myself and my hopes and dreams and desires arre crumbling before me like its fading away. i wanr to ger there but irs too far and i cant rhis world is falling apart i dont want ro live herw this isnt home.

Welp, we all make mistakes, you had no wrong intentions when you embraced her and that is what matters. We worry about other peoples thoughts-how they see us and their judgements of us- but we have no idea of what truly runs through their mind. Men freak me out too, hormonal I suppose-but all we can be is cautious-how they treat us-look at us is not our fault, it is their choice-and not all men are the same.
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this is so retarted

i understand im think im overwhelmed im just gonna sleep

And on the topic of falling apart, I remember feeling that way, wondering what I had-if anything at all, but then I remembered my age, I am young and that is my benefit, uncertainty is a normal sentiment because we are maturing-and people change, they leave us behing, we lose pace- seek others out, clamoring for comfort and we end up becoming lost. But as long as we live it is not the end, the future still exists-along with a possibility for improvement. Things have to get better at one point, we just need to walk foward-survive-until we reach it.

i know the feeling... it really sucks trying to have things be normal and having to deal with all the gross in life, it makes things way worse. also do u have pkmn x/y or oras so we could voice chat? i feel like we need to catch up on things and talk about life and stuff.

you dont owe no one **** if you want to be sad and go to bed do it forever and when your done doing that just know that im here to talk when you feeel like it :]

i hope that didnt come off as mean

you guys are such wonderful people. I love all of you guys so much. i can say it to you people individualy bc i dont want it to seem weirddd