... by LaughingFerret

I´m totally finish with my nerves
First i lost my friends because i´m so often and long at the hospital. Than my Stepmother and my Dad fighting. Now i don´t know were is my place because i live half by my stepmum and my dad and half by my mum and my stepdad. The mother of a good friend of me don´t allow me too sleep by here, so i still lost my last friend too, because i don´t go to school because of the therapie.
And know? Know one of my cute little guys are running away and my poor boy is

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painted on a Nintendo 3DS
15 Jun, 2015, 10:21 am
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LaughingFerret

15 Jun, 2015, 10:25 am

allone.
I really hate life at the moment...
Still wanna die...
I think I must go back in the hospital for longer time, because the suicid feelings are still getting bigger and bigger and the tabletts i get and the therapie still not work.
I can´t think clear, i hurt myselfe, i hurt my familey because the don´t know what to do with me and the don´t wanna see me again in a hospital.

LaughingFerret

15 Jun, 2015, 10:31 am

And yes... know you know it... i´m ill since 3 years and its fu cking hard too tell for me...
But here are no one i knoe personality so it´s a little bit easyer... Since 3 years i have reeally bad episodes and really good episodes. I... I can´t talk sorry ... later maybe... just need too cry... i miss my ferret... i mis my friends... i miss school... my old life... i wanna be normal again, i just wanna be normal!!

JamesAMasker

15 Jun, 2015, 12:38 pm

im sorry to hear about your ferret that sux i just lost a pet the other day i hope your ferret comes back also if people stopped being your friend cuz your sick they were not real friends. i know its a cliche but things do get better.

RainyBii

15 Jun, 2015, 2:47 pm

ohhh :(

noopa

17 Jun, 2015, 9:54 pm

I hope you feel better. I know you must feel as if you are in a dark place right now, but remember you can do it. You've got to do it. You've went through so much that it just proves that you are strong. People love you and believe in you, stay strong.

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