whoa. this character is AMAZING. mind if i draw her sometime?

wow, what a cutie <33 ,w,

Hey, everyone! It's 2 AM! You know what that means?
You guessed it! Aspen's most depressed times! Yay!

I'm a piece of sh*t who has p*ssed off everyone and I only care about myself. I'm a horrible friend and person. My mother even said so herself. So did my therapist, and so has everyone else.
I suck, and I apparently steal art. I'm scum who needs to hurry up and die so I can rot already.
Maybe I should admit myself into a psychiatric facility again. That should help. At least it would get me away from the people I thought were my friends.
I p*ss everyone off and I don't know why. I push everyone away because I'm scared of getting hurt.
When I finally reach out I get hit away and discarded. People say I act like I'm the most pitiful person in the world.
I know I'm not. But I'd like to be able to vent to people without getting shut down.
Maybe people are right. Maybe I should just disappear. Wouldn't that make everyone happy?
I want to cut open my chest to get rid of this tumour.

I keep having nightmares of people chopping my head off.
I'm constantly throwing up either from purging or stress.
I want to be skinny. I don't want to look like a girl.
My brother beat me again. I don't know what I'm doing wrong. I can't see what I did to offend everyone.
I just want to be okay. I want to be better. I want to not feel hostile and depressed and hunted everyday. I want to be able to go out and see the positive in life.
Instead I mope around and let people use me like the little puppet I am.
I'm trash.
Sh*t. Garbage. Depressed. Angry. A d*rtbag. Every negative word you can think of: that's me.
I should just crawl into an antbed and let the little b*stards k*ll me.
I guess being allergic to ants would be a good thing then.

Woo, that felt nice to let out. I'll probably regret commenting this later.

re: Aw no problem. I seriously hope you feel better. I might not be commenting but I do see what you post. haha. thanks for pointing that out! that face tho. Someone who understands me, Math sure is hard. feel better soon. <3

No you haven't. I'm just kinda upset how people treat you about how you prefer your pronouns. I prefer male pronouns even though i'm biologically female. ya' know. I feel that people should respect that about you. I know this isn't much but i hope you get better. i don't like seeing people i look up to be so down.

is this still open?

and //pats your back
everything's alright, bab... I'm here for you.

I like her brindle!

I wish people would just shut up about how you're this "terrible person" and you're "shit". You're not, honey buns. Cancer is something overly dangerous, and people are saying you're being dramatic? :l Watch them get a tumor. See what they do.
You're not being dramatic. You're not stealing. Aspen, you are who you are. Who you choose to be. And I can see you're an amazing person surrounded by those who want to kill those intentions. Ignore them. you will get better Aspen. Don't think that you won't; if you pulled through depression before you can do it again. Ignore pricks. Be you.
Be a boy :)