it down. It's not dead because it gets shot but keeps coming back up. I even said "I'm your sister" by accident. As much as I want to say "brother," nothing of that sort will come out. Hell, I even had a dream where I came out to my father. I'm too scared ofwhat they might say. My mother cares. I'm just worried my brother and father won't.

Please don't remind me I have breasts. I know they're there. I don't want them there. I hate them. Don't rub it in.

For my sanity's sake.

oh ok
sorry dude

bruh i'm like the same with you but you're not going to be female forever you know that! :D I want to have bo.obs so bad like looking at my flat chest sucks and wearing boys clothing is just horrible :p but it won't stay there forever! :3

Who the hell would do that kind of thing? No one worth living. Let's burn them! :D

But in all seriousness, you shouldn't have to feel this way. You are in no way the problem, they are.
If you get rid of your 'feminine' breasts, the problem may fade, but they might also think they've won, and still pester you about something else fairly insignificant, until it seems like a big deal. If you continue as is, they'll continue being insensitive morons. There aren't many routes to take, as they're going to do all they can to get under your skin.

But this is hardly about them.
This is about you.

My suggestion is to start buying bras that are more binding, like sports bras, for a start- especially if you don't want your family freaking out about it.
If you find the right kind of sports bras, I think there's a special trick to make it bind your chest more.
Once you leave the house and no longer have family to worry about, start buying binders.

Surgery would be very expensive, and probably a last resort.

Of course, you should do what you think is best.
F*ck them and all they're worth, because you're a much better person than they are.

I'm rooting for you, whatsoever you may do.

Same bro...

Ah, I see. Heh, sorry for too much misunderstanding.

bro good luck getting a binder. other than that... I hate to say "it gets better" but when it comes to trans matters 90% of the time it is LITERALLY just waiting (and pushing), but transitioning comes with time. Unfortunately, it's not like you can just wake up one day and be a male (w/ all the desired anatomy stuff).... but we can dream......

lol, now you know where #dtus and sirisaii came from

but seriously. I'm sorry the only consolation I can give you is that other people (including myself) are suffering right now in the same way, and that in time we WON'T be, but it really is.

I can't wait for top surgery either. god damn.

My BFF Mal would understand you Kyle. He know you like how I supported him for a long time. I'm a girl, and I am proud. You are now a boy, and I don't seem to care about what you do.

I feel your pain

i feel ur pain but its with my thighs...