I can't... by Doubt

I'm tired of trying to act like I'm happy. They have pushed me too far... You'll be fine. You'll forget me easily. You don't need me... no one does...
I'm sorry you've wasted your precious time with this good for nothing idiot...
I'm sorry to the people who "cared" about me...
I've stopped trying and began crying...I can't stop...
I'm so sorry for my stupid issues.
...bye...

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02 Jun, 2015, 3:43 am
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Stander

02 Jun, 2015, 3:46 am

Why be sad? You're popular bro

EmeraldRay2K

02 Jun, 2015, 3:54 am

jesus christ if youre thinking about ending your life dont. seek help. if you dont hit the spot the first time, try until you find it. it can take years, but its definitely worth it. i know this 'overused', but its only used because it's true. things. can. and will. get better. but you have to make them get better.

Toffeera

02 Jun, 2015, 3:56 am

bruh
don't do this.ppl care,seek help :/

don't do suicide like others that gave up so,don't.ur stronger than this c:>

GTandwhatnot

02 Jun, 2015, 4:00 am

Audra. We love you, so much. Whatever you're doing, please, stop and think of all of us.

FRICKaFRACK

02 Jun, 2015, 4:06 am

well..if you are thinking about this. THINK IT THROUGH. ok? I speak from experience...things arent gonna look so bad if you wait. It hurts right now , but just hold out alil longer.

ThatThing

02 Jun, 2015, 4:10 am

NONO -clings to you- NO! Don't you fu.cking dare beat yourself up about stupi.d sh.it your mind tricks you into believing!! I know how you are feeling, and yes, it doesn't fu.cking feel good

But guess what? No matter how many times you tell yourself you don't matter and no one cares, its a complete lie, im a god dam.n stranger and i care about you!
And trust me, i've jumped from a 3 story building and i fu.cking am still having nightmares of the fear in my loved ones eyes! Do you really want that? Them to cry, and fuc.king have heavy hearts? I don't think so! now -holds you- i care...and many others do..so please....i beg of you....Don't hurt yourself over those tricks in your mind...

ThatThing

02 Jun, 2015, 4:12 am

excuse my language >-<"!...i just get really upset when such beautiful people, like myself, feels this way :c

toatsMergoats

02 Jun, 2015, 4:22 am

don't cry i kiss *kisses* <>

Blue_Eyes

02 Jun, 2015, 4:31 am

AJ do you not remember dylan?, i lost your gallery im sorry iv been busy with stuff, just....remember what you did for dylan....dont do what he did...please...

Blue_Eyes

02 Jun, 2015, 4:34 am

lisson to IDB aj lisson to every one, you are loved, we all go through hard times, test. But they make us stronger.

Blue_Eyes

02 Jun, 2015, 4:37 am

your zodiac is a terus, my bros is :) im an aquarius. .O. WHO KNOWS THERE SIGN lets play a game aj OR lets start asking random ppl there sign,OR get into fake arguments on random ppls new pic 0U0

Blue_Eyes

02 Jun, 2015, 4:39 am

oops taurus XD IM A DUMMY

Blue_Eyes

02 Jun, 2015, 4:46 am

Go see roree /Rogue Ranger/

#bullyfreezone
#enddepression
#nevergiveup
#understanding
#positiverevelution
@RogueRanger

Go see him he WILL help, hes a canser and i think thats what you need right now, a very loving person by nature. please if you see this go see him.

blargonflargon

02 Jun, 2015, 4:53 am

Bby, I understand. There's not much anyone can say right now that will make you feel better or that can change anything, if this anything like my episodes. Nothing sounds right and some things people say only make you feel worse. If you're anything like me, you don't necessarily /want/ to die, you just want the pain and sadness to go away, and not being alive is the only way out you can see. Life us freaking difficult. There's no sugar coating it. The world is a horrible and unfair place. It's really scary. But there's someone or something out there that will really make you feel safe, and it's worth a shot to find it, right? I'm in a terribly deep depression right now, myself. Honestly, I should be admitted to the Psych Ward, and really would be if I'd go to the ER. But I know this is a passing moment. Sure, I only want to stay in bed all day and almost always do. Sure nothing is enjoyable anymore. Sure, bills are piling up and I'm going into debt like no one would believe b/c of this

blargonflargon

02 Jun, 2015, 4:58 am

But I'm hanging on, somehow. You have strength inside yourself, too. It's okay to cry. It's okay to scream and shout. In fact, let it all out. Your mind can be your worst enemy, but can also be your strongest ally. It's okay to be depressed. It's okay. It's certainly not fair, but please don't feel like depression makes you an idiot or a failure. It really doesn't. Find that little light somewhere inside, a moment of happiness perhaps, and hold on to it. Don't ever let it go. It's worth it. You're worth it. You deserve better. You really do.

Rogue Ranger

02 Jun, 2015, 5:42 am

You don't have to pretend to be happy. In fact, if you're not happy, crying helps a lot. Sure, it hurts at the time, but a while after the pain of letting it out and the mess of tears and snot, the intensity of the pain will be less. Maybe you've been holding it in too much. Maybe you felt others deserved to see you happy, but don't they also deserve to see how you really feel? You obviously care about others. If you didn't, why would you upload this? You're not heartless. And you must know they care too, as that much is pretty obvious just reading the comments. So what is really the problem? Do you honestly think people don't care about you? No. Do you think you don't care? No. Maybe it's that you don't feel worth all that caring, that everyone should just move on. But, be honest. Even if they "moved on", would you stop caring? No. You can't turn off your feelings like that. So, why do you expect this from them?

Rogue Ranger

02 Jun, 2015, 5:51 am

What if it's just your self esteme, the way you see yourself? To test this, if someone told you that you were amazing, would you believe them? If someone told you that you were worthless, would you believe them? See, it's not what others think of you, but how you think of yourself. You believe things that fit what you already believe and shut other things out, but part of caring is being honest about your feelings. You're not alone. In fact, I know some of those very people who care about you have had the same issues with the way they see themselves. They may even have advice on what has helped them. You have friends if you want them. Not everyone does. Sure, you're not perfect, but who is? We all have issues, insecurities and make mistakes. It's how we learn and grow as people. If you felt like everything's perfect, you'd become spoiled and take everything for granted, but if life's a challenge, you appreciate what you have. So, appreciate what you have. You know it hasn't come easy.

Blue_Eyes

02 Jun, 2015, 6:30 am

Aj, i dont know what to do....im not good at helping people over a screen, i didnt help dylan, you did, iv never really been through this stuff, iv only read about it, so i dont know how to help. But these people, they can. its says you havnt been on in 2 hours but im hoping that you just hid you status.....please please please come and see this please...i dont know what to do.

ThatThing

02 Jun, 2015, 7:45 am

I hope you're okay...

Blue_Eyes

02 Jun, 2015, 10:15 pm

come on please just let us know your ok even if its just a comment with no words...anything please

ThatThing

02 Jun, 2015, 11:56 pm

I know right @Raven :-:,

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