im on btw. just fyi

hey

hey

so whats new. last time you were with this stoner guy and going to a good church

Yeah, still am. Anyway, the guy has Leukemia and I found out a couple days ago.. so when I turn 18, I'm moving in with him.

cool cool what else you 16 right?

Yes, I'm going into my freshman year..sadly.

ummm im a senior now. i skipped a grade and went to an alternative school. also i got this amazing girlfriend who makes me so happy. i love her to death

Good for you, I have to wait to see my bf, probably will invite him to church with me on sunday night so I can spend time with him.. I'm so happy yet I'm really stressed out... my Great Grandparents are moving so they can be closer to the cancer treatment center for my Grandpa.. I really want my bf with me, he's the only person that's kept me from harming myself....

sadly the cancer can't be cured..

same with my girlfriend

for my grandpa...

im sorry to hear that

it's been so hard..especially not knowing how to control my emotions, everytime I talk about this.. I start to cry.

hes close. your gonna cry. you love him. hes family its ok to cry. my mom... she has MS.. and i get to watch her get woorse daily. my own mom... shes gonna die.. i cry but i ggotta be srong for my siblings. they dont know yet

And now finding out my boyfriend has leukemia.. makes feel like putting myself into a mental hospital because I just can't stsnd losing anymore people.. especially living here drives me insane...

*stand

im sorry lorna i really am. i wish i could help

And I've been off of smoking weed for 5 months..cutting as well... so its hard not to take a knife and just slice my wrist.

hey dont take this the wrong way but i got a kids birthday party i gotta perform at tommorrow morning for $80. and a tip if i do good and arive on time. so im gonna go to bed ok. ill call ya when my phone arrives ok

Okay, see ya.

sorry night lorna