I'm in one of those awful moods where everything makes me uncomfortable, or rather, nothing makes me comfortable. Not even things I usually have a lot of fun with. I almost made myself sick drawing this.

so over the past couple days, there were at least four main events that pushed me off the edge... even more if you count the weeks leading up to today, but it was more gradual...

I don't even have anything to be upset about! I mean... not really... I just dread this feeling so much...
I am extremely scared that I'm going to be depressed again... I can't bear it

I don't think I could make it through another summer like that!

Bring That Noise by Clubland X-treme Hardcore 7?

Reaper sang this to me. Not literally obviously... I was listening to nightcore on youtube like I always do, then I noticed the picture had "Reaper" written in white text on the bottom left corner of the picture. I've seen the picture before, but it usually doesn't have the writing. I looked for the source but couldn't find out any reason to why it said Reaper. I saw that a couple other nightcore songs had the same picture, so I listened to them and stopped at this one, which really brought me to tears because I was already feeling awful... so I'm going to pretend Reaper lead me to the song to cheer me up. It doesn't make sense, does it? That's my logic though

Just let me have the moment...

that's pretty much all I have to say.

maybe I'll feel better later