this is so sweet I'm so happy to see that your feeling better :)

I'm so glad your ok! Im so happy that we could help you. We will always be here for you angelica!!! <3

Awww! *HUGS* I'm so glad we've been friends/siblings these years too! :D And I read your comments on Cetasoul's painting and that it did take a long time for your adopted mom to say she loves you but she did say it. It could be that she doesn't know how to express compassion. Does she tell anyone else she loves them? I'm pretty sure she's angry with a lot of people, because I think she's angry with herself. One of the most valuable lessons I learned as a child was when my mom hit me with a wooden spoon and then broke down crying. She explained why she had done it, which wasn't because of me, but because of how she felt and all she was dealing with. She regretted it and of course never did anything like that again. I realized then that adults were just like the kids I went to school with. They never really grew out of trying to make themselves feel important by picking on the weak. They never grew out of their insecurities.

We expect so much from our parents, but we need to realize that they are people, just like us or anyone else. Being a parent doesn't make anyone perfect. It took my dad years to say "I love you" and he told me it was because his dad didn't tell him until he was an adult, so he thought it wasn't "masculine" or "manly" to talk about feelings. But he realized this and changed things when I became a teenager. It was never that he didn't feel love, just that he was afraid to say it. Now I am very close with both my parents. People can change. Sometimes it's a slow process. We're all learning and struggling. Forgive her for how she's treated you. Let the weight of guilt and shame go and just accept her as she is. Maybe in time she will change, but that is up to her. Just love freely with no expectations. *HUGS*

Re: rogue, to answer the "I love you", she tells other people she loves them. I have forgave her, and she sent a message to me, that's she's worried. But, she never called and told me herself. So if my fever is down this weekend, I'm going to go see her, but, still feeling up and down about it all at times. But, I am hanging onto Faith, feeling a bit stronger, got scared when my case worker, who is trying to get me in home help for mom, said, if she knew mom hit me very hard at her drs, by law, she would have to turn mom in. I don't want that. Anyway, I'm going to make the first move, once again, and go see her. Because, if I don't, then she won't speak to me ever again. I just wish, she would call me.
Thank you, for your very caring comment. Glad to hear, your close to your parents now. And yes, not only are you my friend, your my little brother!
I'm very sleepy, so, I'm going to sleep, here in a few.
Love & Hugs!

*hugs! ^u^

*HUGS* Rest up and take care of yourself. You can't help anyone if you're not well. Though I'm wondering if making you come to her and be the one to innitiate things is a way for her to feel she has some control over you. Maybe she wants to feel that you love her, meaning she feels unloved. Or maybe she just wants to control someone or something in her life, meaning she feels out of control. Just stay strong with Faith that you can make it through. We're given challenges, but they reveal our character. Her character needs a lot of work, but at least you're showing love. There's not much else you can do. *HUGS* Hang in there, big sis!

No problem. I'm always glad I can be here for you. You're a very sweet friend. :)

AWWW! :D
*Hugs* Thank you! And hey, we're your friends sis! Of course we're there for you! :)

Smiles : ) Smiles for everyone.

this is cute ^^

Thankyou i need the smiles. [8 hours and 34 minutes your pic is almost done.]

That dose not upset me at all. Your an awesome woman and you deserve to be treated as the Goddess you are. No tv, videogame or distraction should ever be enough to take away quality time with a lady such as yourself. 20 years is a long time but not long enough to be disrespected. [Sorry please dont be mad at me. He should pull his head out his u know what. I spend each night alone wishing i had someone. But due to a curse a woman left me i might never love again.

You can talk to me about anything i dont mind at all. I only talk to a couple people so it helps me to open back up again. I shut down, lost myself and will to live. i lost my light, everything. The first time recently that i felt anything but hate was when i saw that you were not mad at me and were back on colors. [Yeah i know it might seem alittle sad but even though i dont know you too much you have no idea what and how much you mean to me. My life has had scumbags and nothin but pain your the only truelly good person in my life, besides my one other freind that has allways been there. Thats why I shut down and cut off all of my bad freinds. You share with me not fearing what people might think so ill do the same.] You are my Angel more then ya know. That blue light helped me not to give up on life.

Goodnight beautiful soul the sweetest of dreams to you.

Goodnight beautiful soul the sweetest of dreams to you.

Thats an awesome tree,imagine a tree that gives you smiles!