"I'm still really sick and it just makes me feel horrible. My mother says I can't be bothered to do anything and my dad hates me and says I'm pathetic with alot of curse words. I hated my life before and now I just really can't take it anymore. I need to tell someone that I'm sui.cidal but I don't know how."
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05 May, 2015, 3:13 am
If you have trusted family members, talk with them about your parents. If your father harms you, you have the right to call the police. You need someone to spill your feelings to. Friends, family, trusted adults. Anything.
Just remember to be strong. You'll get through this. This is only a part of your life. You'll move out eventually and if your relation ship with your parents gets worse, you can stay away from them as long as you want.
Just hang in there, it'll be okay!
05 May, 2015, 3:49 am
I feel your pain BUT You cant let him get to you!
You have to PROVE him wrong make him take back whats hes saying about you i know all seems hopeless at the moment just rember:
"Prove them wrong no matter what they say"
05 May, 2015, 4:24 am
Maybe your parents are stressed out by working, so they may still love you but just not be showing it right now. It's hard to be nice when you feel terrible. If they're overworked, they may feel exhausted and expect some help. When they don't get it, they get frustrated. This adds to their frustration about life in general but it's hard to be mad at life and so they take it out on a person, which happens to be you. You've already talked online about feeling sui.cidal, so live chatting with someone online could be the next step. Then talk with someone over the phone. There are sui.cide prevention hotlines that are easy to find online. Talking with someone online and then over the phone will make it easier to talk to someone in person. You may be scared to tell someone in person, but if you've talked about your feelings online and over the phone, it will be easier. Just make an appointment with the school councilor and say "I'm sui.cidal" and let the rest you've already said come out.
07 May, 2015, 12:52 am
Hmmm... If they aren't working, they could be struggling with money, but I'm not sure about all the details. I know it's hard because people are property of other people (their parents) until they are 18, so you'd need your owners (parents) permission for counciling with a doctor, but maybe your school councilor still has some advice. For now, at least you have something you like. Try to find other things too, though, like music and art of course.