i just want to end it already. it just hurts so much but i dont know why... i just wish i could stop getting paranoid about such stupid things like these and go back to how i was, but i cant help it.. i just feel like im not enough for anyone, basically, i guess

sorry for this dumb thing. i couldnt hold it in anymore its been on my mind for so long

We all have to vent sometimes.

Man I feel the same with my rl friends, but honestly there are so many ppl that loves you and cares about you.
Atleast I am one of the ppl that care a lot of you and i would do ANYTHING for you, you are an amazing person. Trust me <3 you are epic

I feel the same but don't feel like that many people love your art just remember that and that we have your back

Again, even the most useless of items, the white crayon, has use to the right person. (In this case, the man who likes black paper.)

:( But you're an Amazing person!!! I feel soo bad for you right now... :'(

i understand, if you have to vent, its ok, im here for you buddy c:> im sorry if i dont talk to you as much but i wish i could. if only i'd be able to download kik or something q^q)/ *huggies* i hope yoy feel better, i really do, because i care about you, and theres a reason you have many friends and fans, because you mean something to us qvq)/ <3

You're not the only person who thinks that. But I'm pretty sure you'll get out of it. It's a part of growing up.

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Who ever told u that nonsense???
Their personalitis r all beautiful lol.

And dude. U r so awesome. Of course u r needed.
and u matter to lb all of us here as ur friends and fans. :)

howdoisaythis
look pay
youre
amAZING ok
i love you so much man no homo tho
but like
youre so pretty, kind and just amazing we all need you every one of us
youre so perfect,
youre fuc.king PRIME
look i see youre sad hps sad my babes are fu.cking sad one of them might die?????
if hp dies i die if youre hurt im hurt look my life revolves around you im not even kidding
you helped me bALANCE MY LIfe bc i never thought id care so much about anyone
irl outside of the internet im literal sh.it i make mistakes nobody at school likes me anymore but your face, your drawings, all of you makes me so comforted and ecstatic
i feel the same with hp
but you know ily so much and when you do this i break
i feel so vacant and distant but i hate it. i really want you to be happy.

Gurl! Stop bein Dramatic! I love you and all but you do matter! You have a talent and you got wut like 800 followers and you sayin nobody cares! If it's a real life thing then nobody here in colors can help you cuz were you know, on the internet and can't actually be there to help you. Talk to a parent or a friend (I highly recommend you talk to a parent or gaurdian rather than your friend cuz they don't know best.) I'm not trying to be rude or anything, I'm actually trying to help cuz I don't like dealing with dees problems gurrl. (sorry for going totally ghetto on you)

What I'm trying to say is your always happy on here (i think..) and You can't be letting this lil' thing get you down UvU

Oh no sorry actually 900!

I don't really know what to say.... but you're just a great person!! ;w; you're really funny and your art is amazing. You're actually one of the coolest people here on colors and I look up to you :'o idk what's making you feel like this but... Just remember a lot of people here admire you ;w; this probably won't last forever, I'm sure you'll feel better soon :'3

You will always matter to me. Even if I've never truely met you. You are an inspiration to so many people, so you should know that you DO matter.
But it's okay to vent a bit when you need to.

sorry i commented on my ipod :'v

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FU.CK MAN SHUT UP YOU DESERVE EVERYTHING

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dUUUuDE
YOU DO SO MUCH. SO. MUCH.
you make people happy
you make art
you make true felicity for all of us.
just please remember that

Agh
I'm sorry if I'm one of the reasons Paya.

bb i literally love you so much! without you, i'd be a depressed loser with no friends! :^) you mean the world to me snd msny others! I really wish I lived near you so i can comfort you more :( don't beat yourself up, babs. We all feel like this sometimes...I know you'll get better! uvu as Shawn Mendes says "sometimes it all gets a little too much, but you got to realize that soon the fog will clear up. And you don't have to be afraid because we're all the same, and we know that sometimes it all gets a little too much."

Thank u :)

AHHHHH Paya you're too flattering! ^-^

re: omg thats what i started thinking because im getting so lazy/unmotivated im afraid i wont be able to animate/draw anymore, or at least for a loongg time xD

oh and thank you! owo i was trying out different drawing techniques just cuz lol ^w^

re:
dood
remember that crappy cosmo pic i did for your contest

that was me

re: lol, he IS cute, huh?

ty qwq & I hope you're feeling better ^^

yay that good to hear qwq and np x3

re: yeah, music inspires me too :3 but idk, i havent thought of anything xD unless i hear a song that connects w/ what im looking for but idk, weeell i have sOME ideas but i must choose wisely. it has to be a really good story, and im terrible w/ backgroud storys :'v

yeah its what friends do

Sissy I agree with your words and I will have them in thought

Now I understand that you may be feeling better now (because this post was a while back) but if those feelings were to ever come back just remember these words

You can't have a rainbow without a little rain nDn

I will keep that in mind also. I've been overwhelmed and down lately but there will come brighter days!

I wish the best for you and whatever happens. Remember that these feelings do not last forever

I understand how it can feels to be sad enough to the point of venting but not letting it out because they don't want to worry their fans or friends. I've been there

But sometimes you just have to
Otherwise you're digging a hole and it's getting deeper to the point of an even more difficult escape

I wish the best for you and whatever happens <3 If there comes a time where you need advice, I am definitely someone you can turn to

Because how my friends and fans are feeling matters so much <3

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Thankyou aaaaa omg <3
And I really hope you feel better soon ; A ;

mypoorchild
I just want to come to you and hug the h.ell out of you bro