i just love it when people tell me to just stop because obviously if i wanted to stop ripping the flesh from my fingers i would have stopped a long time ago :-)

ugh there are literally places where my skin has lost the color from me ripping it off so much

it used to only be my nails but now i find myself pulling at the skin around my nails and picking at my knuckles

and my favorite thing is explaining it to people because its really gross! :-P